A Mission of Hope, Chapter Twenty

 

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Plumes of dust followed the truck as it crossed the wide savannah, a barren landscape quite different from the trees and green bushes that surrounded the Mission. In the heat of the early afternoon, there were few animals visible. Only a lonely black-winged kite soaring in lazy circles gave proof to life on the plain.

“I thought you said Steven lived three miles away?” Patrick squinted, his forehead furrowed despite the dark sunglasses he had taken to wearing outside. He shifted gears awkwardly with his right hand, grimacing at the grinding sound.

“It is three miles on foot, Doctor,” Utitshala informed them, “but to travel by car, it is much longer.”

“That makes no sense, whatsoever.” With each minute, Patrick’s confidence was starting to fade and with it, his patience.

“The settlement Steven lives in isn’t at all like the rondavels we’ve seen near the mission, Dad. Steven says–”

“I know, Tim. I did the same research you did before we arrived.” As soon as  the sharp words flew out of his mouth, Patrick shook his head in regret.

“I do not think “sense” was the primary motivation in building this road.” Utitshala waved his hand towards the plain. “This road was created when the government began the relocation to the Bantustans. Out here, so far from the cities, we have very few roads, as you know. There is the road into the village where our Mission is situated, and then we have this one. The roads converge far to the North, making a direct route between the settlement and Alice. Do you understand why that is?” As he asked Timothy the question, Utitshala’s old eyes clouded over with emotion and he looked away to the tan landscape.

“I’m not sure, sir. It seems as if the road is meant to make travel more difficult, not less.”

The old teacher’s silence compelled Patrick to reconsider his own tone. After a moment, he began to speak.

“It was to keep the people apart, Tim. The government wanted to isolate the people they were transferring to the homelands. They took advantage of the differences between the tribes and used it to defuse any possible alliances.

“The Xhosa farmers that were already here had their village, they had an entire history here. The Homeland Act didn’t require them to leave, but thousands of others were forced from their homes and their livelihoods and pushed out here on land no one else wanted. These people are poor in ways we’ve never seen, Tim. They have so little power in their own lives.Now imagine that happened to you. How would you feel?”

“I’d be furious.” Tim’s righteous heart shone out of his eyes.

“Precisely. The last thing the government wants is one angry group to start talking with the others.”

Tim considered his father’s words. “So that explains why so few of the children Steven knows come to school.”

“Yes. They are forced to stay home to help the family survive.” Patrick glanced over at the old teacher. “Did I get that right, Utitshala?”

“Yes, Doctor, you are correct.” Composure returned to the old man’s wise face. “I am afraid the government’s plan has worked, to a very large extent. Because of men like DuPlessis, we will find a great deal of suspicion and anger when we arrive. It is my hope that your father’s plan will help make a change, young Timothy.”

Through the ripples of heat hovering above the road, the shantytown came into view. Barely more than shacks, these homes were assembled from scrap wood and rusted corrugated tin. Few had windows, leaving families to shelter in dark, unventilated spaces.

As they drove through the settlement, suspicious faces turned to watch them, eyes full of reproach. In a small clearing, two boys faced each other with two long sticks, their arms up as if to duel. They paused for a moment before one boy called out to them.

“That’s Zinwe, from school. He comes with Stephen sometimes,” Tim said.

“Not often enough. I am afraid that boy could fall in with the wrong crowd if we are not careful,” Utitshala answered. He waved, and the two boys turned their back on the truck to resume their game.

“You’re sure I was right to bring Tim?” Patrick asked, his voice uncertain.

“Yes, Doctor. We are safe here, though I cannot promise we will be successful. Turn here.”

The truck turned down an alley so narrow homes on each side could be reached from the truck windows. At the old teacher’s direction, Patrick continued down a labyrinth of alleys.

“Perhaps we should have left the truck back at the start of the town and walked in,” Patrick wondered aloud.

“I am afraid Doctor Fitzsimmons would have been none too pleased when we returned on foot because her beloved old truck had been stripped down to the ground, Doctor. It is better we keep close. Zakhele Obi is an important man here. No one will bother us if they know we are his guest.”

Patrick downshifted as they pulled along an open lot. Men sat in makeshift chairs clustered in small groupings, some playing cards or mancala, while others loitered about with no direction. Every set of eyes turned toward the visitors as the climbed down from the truck. A small man stepped forward, his eyes on the teacher. He walked with a limp, but his back with straight. His hands touched his chest, moving out from his heart in greeting. “Molo, Utitshala!”

The two men clasped hands and exchanged greetings in Xhosa, their manner that of two veteran soldiers from old battles. They broke apart, and Utitshala introduced his companions to the small crowd that had gathered around them.

Zakhele Obi, I wish to make known to you my esteemed new friend Doctor Patrick Turner, and his son, Timothy.”

Shrewd eyes passed over the two visitors before Zakhele spoke. “Timothy Turner. My son Steven speaks most highly of you. He has grown complacent in his schooling of late, so I must thank you for the challenge you offer.” He called out to a young boy on the edge of the clearing, issuing an order in Xhosa. The boy dropped his ball and ran off down a side alley.

“I have sent for my son. He would be most displeased if he were not here to greet you properly.”

Timothy’s face flushed with the attention. “Thank you, sir. I’ve already learnt so much from Steven during my stay.”

“It is good to know the boy has done some good himself, then. And this is your father.” He extended his hand for Patrick to clasp. “I am Zakhele Obi, sir.”

Patrick shifted on his feet, aware of the watchful glare from several of Zakhele’s companions and took the other man’s hand.  “Thank you for your welcome, Mr. Obi. I’m sorry to arrive unannounced, but we don’t have much time here, and I was hoping to have a moment of your time.”

A momentary flash of distrust in Zakhele’s eyes and one of the men behind him spoke softly in his ear. Utitshala answered sharply, all signs of the gentle teacher gone. Zakhele considered for a moment, then answered his companion. The man gave a sullen shrug but kept his eyes on Patrick.

“Forgive us, Doctor,” his voice was smooth and cultured. “My friend Onke is a nervous sort. We do not have many friendly visitors out here, as you might imagine, but a friend of Utitshala is a friend of mine. Let us sit and share a moment of this glorious day.”

At his word, a battered table of crates and plywood was cleared and the three men took seats. Zakhele’s Timothy hovered behind his father, his eyes on the lookout for his friend.

“Mzingisi and I are friends from long, long ago, Doctor Turner. Young lions we were, ready to change the world! Now look at us, eh, my brother? Old and toothless.” He laughed, but the sound was mirthless.But old lions can still rule the pride. We are not so feeble, after all.”

“Perhaps we would be better off guiding the young ones, umhlobo.” Utitshala’s voice grew weary.

Zakhele sighed heavily. “Doctor Turner, your boy Timothy, here, he is an excellent student, I am told. He will one day go on to university, perhaps be a doctor like his father. It is as it should be. But my boy Steven, he has had to fight for the right to go to school at all. He has had to take many exams and speak before long tables of old white men to try to prove he is adequate for their mediocre school. My Steven, he would be the top student any one of the great universities of South Africa, even your Oxford. He could be a doctor, or an engineer, or even a great statesman, but he will never have the chance.”

“Timothy.” Steven Obi approached the small group, worry across his face. “I did not expect you to come out here today.” He held out his arms in the same manner his father used, his gesture of welcome diffusing the tension around the table. He greeted the other men and turned to his father.

“Tata, I will go to the Academy. If I study very hard, I may be one of the lucky ones to go on. It is what you wanted for me.”

The man rubbed his face, wiping away the emotion he wanted to hide. “You can understand why my old friend and I do not agree, Doctor. He would have us work with the enemy, whilst I would fight him.

“That’s what I wanted to discuss with you, Mr. Obi,” Patrick leant in. “I think I may have come up with a way that we can do both. I know you don’t trust me, all I ask is for the chance to earn that trust.”

“Tata, please listen to him. He is here to help our people.”

Onke fired up. “He comes to bring help, but how much does he demand from us? The Mission, they need workers to tend to these missionaries, they take food that should go in our children’s mouths, and for what? So that they may return home feeling proud that they made an effort to fix the poor black man.”

Zakhele placed a warning hand on his deputy’s arm. “Doctor Turner, you can see that we are of very strong opinions here. I am certain you mean well, but you must see how we feel.”

Patrick’s face was earnest. “I do see, Mr. Obi. All my life I have been trying to fight the ills of poverty. Until very recently, most of my patients lived in squalor, homes barely habitable. Change has come to England, and the welfare state has given our poor health care, better living conditions. But none of that just happened. It took hard work, efforts of so many people. We have this chance to make a difference here.”

“But it is not for you to make the change, Doctor. We must be self-sufficient if we are to gain the rights we deserve. Handouts only serve to undermine our independence.”

“Good medical care is a never a handout, sir.” Patrick’s voice was determined. “We can help counteract the problems you face here, and make you stronger.”

He shifted in his chair, and his hands moved with excitement. “We can help another way, one which I think will make both you and Utitshala happy. I’ve spoken with Henry Makepeace, and he assures me that the laws against congregation will not reach to medical clinics.”

Patrick’s words hovered in the air as his plan began to reveal itself. Zakhele squinted as he strove to understand, and Utitshala nodded his head.

“Yes, my old friend,” he explained. “His words are true. If you were to come to the clinic, you could meet with the chief of the village, the people of both worlds could listen to each other. The only way we will win is if we work together.”

“If we fight together,” Onke asserted.

“Perhaps. I cannot support political meetings at hospital, but first you must find some common ground,” Patrick echoed the words of his wife the night before.

Onke was still suspicious. “How do we know it’s not a trap? If we were to gather at your clinic, and the SAP were to arrive, surely we would be taken away.”

“I’m sorry you have such good reason to distrust us, sir,” Timothy spoke for the first time since their arrival. “The British haven’t been entirely respectful of your country, I know. But my father came here to help, all of us did. If we can establish a permanent mission hospital, we can get more funds from the Mission Society in London, enough to give medical treatment to so many people. We can work together, all of us, to put things to rights.” He finished, his face flushed with passion.

For long moments, the only sounds were those of a child crying in a dark hut along the way. Zakhele stood.

“I will speak with my men and we will consider your offer, Doctor Turner. I cannot promise you more.”

 

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Author’s note

Please forgive any inaccuracies.

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Nineteen

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“I would have thought, Mrs. Turner, that without the hustle and bustle of Poplar your husband would have an easier time of it arriving at clinic on time.” Phyllis Crane impatiently folded her glasses and slipped them into her pocket.

“It’s not as if there’s a terrible crush of patients, is there?” Barbara piped in. “I’m sure Doctor Turner will be along any time now.” In the weeks since their arrival in South Africa, Barbara’s spine had stiffened, particularly around Nurse Crane. No one was sure if it was meant to impress the formidable older woman, or to spite her.

“Doctor Turner wanted to speak with Timothy’s teacher this morning. He’ll be along shortly.”  Shelagh held back a sigh and turned back to organizing the vaccines it seemed they wouldn’t be administering yet again. The warm sense of accomplishment brought back from Thembe’s delivery had all but faded as yet another clinic was ignored by the community.

“How is Timothy finding school here,” Sister Julienne asked in the bored silence.

“Oh, you know Timothy,” Shelagh rallied. He thinks the world of Utitshala, and he’s made a very firm friend in Steven. I know it was an imposition on all of you to bring the children along, but it’s been so very educational for Timothy.”

“The broader the minds of our youth, the better we will all be,” Nurse Crane interjected. “The world is changing quicker than we grown-ups can keep up. It’ll be up to them to blaze the trails!”

“Indeed, Nurse Crane,” Sister Julienne responded quietly. Her eyes travelled around the small group. “One can only hope that like Timothy, they will work hard to understand the new without rejecting all of the old ways, as well.”

“I, for one, am grateful the children came along, Shelagh. Angela and her monkey friend have become quite a source of entertainment for us all!” Trixie flounced over to the intake table next to Barbara. “I hardly even miss the Coronation Street.”

Barbara sparked up. “You should come out with me this afternoon, Trixie. Tom is working with Fred and Jacob Arends to plot out the pipeline from the new well, and I thought I would bring them a bit of a tea. You know, to keep their spirits up.”

As Trixie made to cry off, Barbara added. “I think Tom mentioned Mr. Makepeace might be coming out to help read the plans.”

Suddenly fascinated by the pile of empty patient cards in front of her, Trixie’s voice was cool. “I suppose I could. It might give me a chance to take one of the horses out for a ride. I’m feeling a bit restless, I must admit.”

“I think we all are, if we’re quite honest,” Nurse Crane admitted. “We haven’t made much of an impact in the weeks since we’ve arrived.”

“I think we may have been going about it all wrong, Nurse Crane.” All heads turned as Patrick swanned in through the double doors that opened onto the yard. “We’ve been expecting the community to come to us because it’s the most efficient use of time and services. We thought they would accept our way of doing things, when it’s really quite foreign to them.” He approached his wife’s table. “You were right, Shelagh. They have good reason to be wary of strangers, especially white strangers. Very little good has come from Colonials, so, of course they’ve turned inward, even at the expense of their own health.

He paused and looked about the clinic. “We have to earn their trust. When we first arrived, I didn’t think it was possible, especially after we met Sergeant DuPlessis and saw what sort of authority we were dealing with, but Shelagh’s midwife call yesterday has given me hope. If we can make some sort of connection, build a sort of bridge between us, then perhaps we can prove to the community that we really are here to help.”

“But how, Doctor? We’ve gone out into their homes, we’ve explained how a clinic here at the Mission will help everyone. We can’t make them trust us.” Sister Julienne’s voice betrayed her discouragement.

“No, we can’t, Sister. What we can do is show them who we are as people. Shelagh, when did you feel you had gained Thembe’s trust last night?”

As she looked in her husband’s face, Shelagh felt her heart begin to pound. His eyes glittered with excitement and purpose. “When she knew I had a little girl waiting for me at home.” She took a deep breath and told the group, “Thembe would have done whatever her grandmother told her, but when she knew I was a mother as well, she gave me her trust.”

“Exactly. You made a connection with those women, Shelagh, one that showed them you were more like them than they knew. Apartheid has kept people so locked away from each other that they’ve forgotten that basically, we’re all the same. Same hopes and fears, same loves and dreams.

“What we need to do is work at building on what Shelagh started. We need to show our own humanity. When we do, we’ll finally reach them.” His hand reached out and took hers. “After clinic, Timothy and I are bringing Utitshala out to the shantytown to meet with Stephen Obi’s father. I think I may have a way to get Fred some help with that well, but for now, let’s come up with a plan to get people to trust us.”

“I think you may get an earlier start on your plan than you thought, Doctor Turner,” announced Sister Winifred. “We’ve got company.”

Ahead in the near distance, a growing number of women, children running about their feet, strolled towards the Mission hospital.

“What on earth–” Trixie exclaimed. Her face grew determined. “All right, doctor. Let’s put your theory to the test!”

As the women gathered closer, the yard filled with their friendly chatter. Shelagh and Patrick exchanged a look, and after a gentle squeeze, released each other’s hand to take a place by the tables.

Nurse Crane’s voice rose above the rest, and in minutes, the clinic was in full swing. Nonnatuns relied on old habits and skills and soon not only were inoculations being administered, but minor ailments and childish illnesses were sorted as well.

Shelagh gazed out over the crowd. The women seemed so different in some ways to the women they were used to seeing in Poplar, their clothes lighter and rougher than the woolies so often seen in England, the shaped felt hats of the local milliner replaced by intricate headwraps, even the rhythm and tone of their language sounding the same in the large group. She smiled as she overheard Sister Winifred trying bravely to replicate the sounds necessary for her patient’s name.

Myra Fitzsimmons’ truck pulled in through the gates, and the medic jumped down. “I’ve brought you a visitor,” she called over to Shelagh as she came round and opened the passenger door.

Umakhulu climbed down from the truck, then reached in to take a large bundle of cloth from her granddaughter before the doctor helped the young woman out.

“Thembe!” Shelagh cried. “You should be home resting!”

“Life in the kraal doesn’t provide much chance for bedrest, Nurse Turner,” Doctor Fitzsimmons noted dryly. “Thembe was prepared to walk the mile and a half to come and thank you herself. I was lucky to get her to agree to ride back with me.”

Thembe reached out and grasped Shelagh’s hands tightly. “Nurse Umhlobo, I owe you so much. My daughter is safe and with her family, and I must thank you.”

“Oh, nonsense,” Shelagh scoffed gently.

“There is no nonsense, Nurse Umhlobo,” Umkhulu chided. “You have helped our family and now we must help you.”

“Umkhulu is the reason why these women have all come to our clinic,” Myra explained. “It’s no small thing that she used her influence to convince them we can help. She’s the single best hope we have to make this clinic a success.”

A warm glow of pride shown in Shelagh’s face. “Thank you for letting me into your home, Thembe. Here,” she coaxed as she placed her arm about the young woman’s shoulders. “Let’s get you sat down and we can have Doctor take a good look at this beauty.”

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Eighteen

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Shelagh could feel the fog of exhaustion drift back as she slowly woke. There was a sound she recognized tapping in her head, a sound she couldn’t ignore, and the last mists of sleep evaporated. She sat up, confused, and pushed her hair from her face.

A gentle tap at the door set her to action. In the bright moonlit room, she reached for her nightgown and slipped it over her head. She moved from the warm bed and shimmied the fabric down the length of her body, and frowned at the complicated garment. It was pretty, but it was a bit ridiculous.

“Mum?” she heard Timothy’s voice come through the crack of the door.

“Coming,” she whispered back. She padded in her bare feet across the room and opened the door.

Timothy stood before her, holding his small sister by the hand. In the dim light he was all angles, and even without her glasses Shelagh could see the boy was asleep on his feet. A sniffle from somewhere around the level of his knee drew her attention.

“There, there,” Shelagh crooned, kneeling before her teary daughter. She pushed Angela’s tangled hair back from her damp cheeks. “Did my little monkey have trouble sleeping?”

“I tried to settle her, but she only wanted you. Sorry, Mum, I know you must be tired after today.” Tim’s newly deepening voice rumbled in a way that recalled his father’s.

Shelagh wrapped her arms around Angela, then stood. “That’s alright, Timothy. I’ve got her now. You go back to sleep.”

He accepted her kiss, then turned back to his own room.

Shelagh closed the door and carried Angela over to the small desk in the corner. Deftly, she poured a small drink of water and watched as the little girl noisily gulped it down. She hoped she wouldn’t regret this break from the “no drinks after bedtime” rule  before morning.

Angela finished her water, and handed back the glass with a satisfied “Aaah!”

Shelagh giggled. “Whisper voice, sweetheart! Everyone’s sleeping.” She glanced over at her husband, who was, in fact, sound asleep. Shelagh rolled her eyes. She envied his ability to sleep through so much. Only the ring of the phone could stir him once he was asleep, an odd trait that had enabled him to miss many night-time child visits and feedings. She hated to wake him, but she would have to.

“Patrick,” her voice rose ever so slightly. She squeezed  his foot through the bedcovers. “Patrick, I need you to wake up for a moment.”

He woke suddenly, upright in an instant.

“It’s alright, dearest, no need to worry. You’ll need to dress for visitors.” She pushed his pyjamas through the opening in the netting.

“What’s wrong?’ he rubbed the sleep from his eyes.

“Angela’s been upset. I’ll bring her to the lav, you get dressed. We’ll be back in a jiffy.” The door closed behind her, her husband’s grunts of mild disapproval making her smile.

When they returned a few minutes later, a pyjama-clad Patrick had the bed straightened and the pillows set for the new sleeping arrangement.

“I suppose it was a rough day for everyone,” he agreed. He lifted the girl into his arms. Angela’s head nuzzled in the crook of his neck, then popped up. “Bizkit’s a monkey, Daddy,” she whispered.

“Yes, Biscuit’s a sleeping monkey, Angela. If we bring you into bed with us, will you sleep, too?”

The blonde head tucked itself back in place. “S’eeping  now, Daddy.” She pretended to snore.

They slipped into well-rehearsed positions, and in moments, Angela had fulfilled her promise.

“It doesn’t seem quite fair how she can do that,” Patrick whispered through a yawn. “Tell me about the delivery.”

Shelagh curved her body around Angela and slipped her toes under his calves to warm. Worry over the unexpected visit from DuPlessis and his men shifted attention away from Shelagh’s first call off the mission grounds, and they had yet to discuss it.

“The baby needed quite a bit of convincing, but we finally turned her right. Poor Thembe must have been in such terrible pain. You know, Patrick, they used the same tricks so many of our mothers in Poplar use to keep from making too much noise. It’s quite funny how similar the fundamentals are when you think about it. Thousands of miles apart, and yet we’re all still the same.”

“I thought that during the war; no matter where a soldier was from, he always had the same requests. Send love to his girl, ask his father to be proud. Here too, I suppose.” He paused, and when he spoke again, his voice was pained.

“How did you get her to trust you, Shelagh?”

Shelagh chose her words carefully. This wasn’t a tender ego talking. Trust was integral to a doctor’s practice. Without it, Patrick could not help anyone, including himself.

“It was Umakhulu–the grandmother. The thought of losing her girl was impossible, and they were just desperate enough to give me a try. But there was something else, Patrick. Myra told them I was a mother, too; that I had a little girl of my own. It made me a little less strange, somehow, and they let their fear of me go.”

Patrick sighed heavily as he considered her words. After a moment he turned to his side to face her and brushed his hand lightly along the curve of her hip. “You should sleep, my love. We can talk in the morning.”

She nodded as weariness began to overtake her. “We’ll find a way, Patrick. I know we will.”

As the night slipped into silence, an idea began to form.

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Fifteen

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The main ward of the Mission hospital was a long and narrow room, barely wide enough for a single row of beds.  The high, dark paneled ceilings and worn paint mimicked the style of the clinic hall, but despite the row of paned windows, the room felt somehow felt more cave-like than that space. Drawn blinds shielded the room from the intensity of the full noon sun as the four patients stirred restlessly in their beds.

Sister Julienne hovered over the dozing patients, stopping to scratch notes on the small chalkboards at the foot of each cot while Trixie sorted medical supplies for the third time that morning. The hospital saw even fewer patients than the weekly clinic, their charges the few villagers that had no family to care for them. Only a slow-healing stomach abscess and the lingering effects of dysentery kept them in hospital, and none needed the care the nurses had hoped to bring to the Mission.

Patrick sat at the lone desk at the head of the room as he reviewed notes. Still unused to the heat, he shifted his chair to take full advantage of the room’s only fan, then  glanced at his watch, impatient for something to do. Not since his days as a medical student had he been tied to one location for days on end. He preferred the constant movement about the community of his practice, the surgery and maternity hospital a gravitational center for his rounds.

Perhaps that was where things had started to go wrong, Patrick wondered. In the years since the National Health formed, he and so many other medical professionals had eagerly embraced the overconfident promises of science. The solutions seemed so much simpler. A few jabs and illnesses could be all but eradicated. If he never saw a case of polio again, it would be too soon.

Since their arrival in South Africa, he had done very little real medicine. The strange atmosphere of distrust hampered their efforts, and he, in particular, seemed to be singled out by the local population as a threat. The reasons were obvious, but he chafed at the idea that his help was not wanted. He wasn’t a fool; he knew Shelagh had championed this journey in order to rekindle his love of medicine. Now it was becoming obvious her hopes would be quashed by a culture of systemic racism.

He glanced about the room and tapped his pencil impatiently against his clipboard. He wondered ow far was the labor progressing. He had every faith in Shelagh’s abilities, but still he worried. Any complication in childbirth was magnified tenfold, even with her skills. He wished he could be with her.

He squelched a small sense of jealousy. At least he had spent some time out in the community since their arrival. Shelagh had somehow been delegated the tasks of organizing the clinic and their crew. While he knew part of her relished in the challenge, he was also aware that Shelagh itched to make a difference out with the people they had come to help. Today was her turn to reach out.

He stood and stretched, then made his way to the window. Angela was enjoying the change of scenery, certainly. Under the watchful eye of Kholeka, she skipped about the yard, watched by a monkey–no doubt her partner in mischief from the breakfast table–chattering from the nearby tree. His eyes followed as Angela stooped to pick a small yellow bloom from the grass and called out, “Bizzzzzz-kit!” She placed the flower at the foot of the tree, then turned to tiptoe back to Kholeka’s side.

The monkey’s chatter stopped and his eyes darted between the small child and the flower. With slow movements, he slid out of eyesight behind the tree.

“Bizzzkittt!” the little girl called again. “Flower for you!”

Suddenly, the little vervet dashed from around  the tree and snatched the flower. He sat still for a moment, then  shrieked what Patrick assumed was a monkey “thank you,” and returned to his sentry point. Angela laughed and began the routine again.

Patrick’s  lips twisted in a half grin. If they weren’t careful, his daughter might find a way to hide the monkey in her suitcase.

The roar of an engine broke the idyllic scene, and Patrick glanced in the direction of the mission gates. Clouds of dust rose in the air as a battered truck entered the mission yard and rolled to a grinding stop.

By the time Patrick began to make his way down the steps, his fears of another confrontation with Sergeant DuPlessis evaporated. Henry Makepeace climbed out from behind the wheel, a warm grin on his face.

“Doctor Turner! So glad to see you!” He took the floppy khaki hat from his head and waved it in greeting. “Come see what I’ve brought.”

Stopping to scoop Angela up in his arms, Patrick crossed the yard to the truck and peered over the side.

“I hope it’s not another crate of bandages. We’ve had a beastly time trying to square away what we’ve already got.” Patrick turned his head to see Nurse Franklin approach, her voice carrying the clipped tone he’d often noticed when she most wanted to be taken seriously. “What is it?” she asked.

“A hot water heater. Or it was, once upon a time. I thought perhaps between Jacob Arends and your Fred, it could be again.” The young man’s eyes studiously avoided the young nurse. “It was all I could do to get this old thing out here. DuPlessis has made it a sort of raison d’etre to keep any and all equipment out of the homelands. He’d rather see a water heater rust away on the bin heap than let it help here.”

“But why? If no one is Alice needs it, surely the Sergeant wouldn’t mind if we use it in hospital.” Trixie’s brows knit together in consternation. “Surely he wouldn’t stand in the way of our helping patients?”

Makepeace dropped his hat back on his head and opened the truck hatch. “Unfortunately, the government’s policies on the homelands rather encourages men like DuPlessis to rule as they wish. As long as he keeps the peace in the white communities, no one really pays much attention to what happens out here. A water heater only means something to him because it means something to us.”

“How dreadful!” Trixie murmured. “It must be so very difficult to cope. I’m sure you must be very brave and frightfully clever to outsmart him for us.”

A slow flush spread over the young man’s tanned cheeks. “It’s not–I mean, I–” he swallowed his words, then regained his composure. “Apartheid is wrong, for all it’s the law of the land. While the British government may not be willing to officially denounce it, we at the consulate can try to help in our own way.” By now he was in full command, and Patrick could see why the young man had chosen the diplomatic corps as a profession. “Medical care should be free from all politics.”

“Hear, hear,” Patrick enjoined.

“I’m glad you agree, doctor. If you don’t mind, I’ve got a task for you.”

He placed Angela on the ground. “Go run to Kholeka, darling. Daddy has work to do.”

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Twelve

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The final melody of a lullaby cocooned the little girl in her mother’s arms, the soft notes sending her to sleep. Her chest rose in a slow, deep breath that bound the two ever closer and peace filled the room.

Shelagh felt her own heart rate slow, her blood pressure calm, and she knew contentment for the first time all day.  She grazed her fingertip across the soft, rounded cheek of her daughter and pushed back a lock of damp hair. Angela would likely wake with a tangle of curls in the morning, but the bath had helped settle the fractious child. The late hours and time away from her mother had made Angela fussy these last few nights, and the shortage of family time and space had not helped. The routine that kept the family balanced had disappeared, and the strain was starting to show.

A twinge of resentment flickered and took hold. Each night since their arrival, she had been the one to stay with Angela, while her husband and son gathered with the others at the Mission house. She had never desired a life of social gatherings, but the intimate hours spent with her family were so very important. Quiet conversations about ordinary life, discussions about medical questions, even silent time together bound her to her family, and she felt the lack sorely.  Would she always be the one to make these small sacrifices? With little help, she had tried to make a home from two small dormitory rooms. Both Patrick and Timothy seemed more interested in the world beyond this space, and neither spent much time there anyway.

It had been her idea, hadn’t it? Patrick had been more than willing to let the issue drop when Dr. Fitzsimmons’ letter arrived last December. It was Shelagh that pursued the possibility, her plan that made it possible, her efforts that made the trip a reality, and for what? Patrick seemed no more confident in his abilities than before they left Poplar, Angela spent most of her days in the care of others, and Shelagh found herself more of a clerk than ever before.

She felt her forehead contract in tension, and a new worry crossed her mind. When would those lines become permanent? She wasn’t a vain woman, but of late she had noticed some changes. Fewer people expressed surprise that she could possibly be old enough to be the mother of a maturing boy. Were others starting to notice as well?

Angela sighed and buried her head deeper into her mother’s  neck. Her lips moved as if she were trying to finish a conversation, lifted in a quick smile and then stilled. The effect was comical, and Shelagh giggled.  “Mummy’s being silly, sweetheart. It’s just a few more weeks. And who knows what tomorrow will bring?”

The wooden chair Patrick had brought over for her from the Mission house creaked as she stood and transferred Angela to her cot. The little girl settled in, turning to her tummy and her pink cotton-covered bottom in the air. Shelagh’s lips pressed together in a smile as she ran her hand along Angela’s back and felt calm return. She moved about the room, putting clothes in their place and folded back the cover to Timothy’s bed. She dimmed the oil lamp and closed the door gently behind her.

Though it was early yet, she wouldn’t join them others.  Angela could still find a way out of the cot. Reluctant to retire, Shelagh made her way out to the veranda.

The air was heavy with humidity, a harbinger of the storm they had been promised would give a reprieve from the heat.  A vervet monkey coughed its last cry of the night as the hum of insects rose in the trees. Soon, the rain would pour down on the metal roof of the dormitory, as loud as any train in Poplar, and Shelagh wondered how she ever could have thought of this place as quiet.

A laugh carried across the courtyard, and she craned her neck to better see the mission house. Through the large double window, she could see the nurses, Tom and Fred playing cards. Timothy sat under the brightest lamp revising, determined to return to Poplar more than prepared for his exams in the spring. He thoughtfully chewed on the end of his pencil, a certain sign that the books before him were maths.

The nuns had long retired for the night. The regular schedule of offices had been firmly maintained, and the Great Silence observed strictly as well. Though she could not see them, she knew Patrick and Dr. Fitzsimmons would be in the hospital offices, struggling to find ways to extend outreach into the community.

Night time calls were infrequent at Hope Mission.  Bicycles did not travel well on the rutted roads of the territory, and  horses were too much of an attraction for the local nocturnal predators. Petro was hard to come by as well, so the untrustworthy Range Rover was only called out for the most dire of emergencies.

None of that seemed to be true source for their evening doldrums. The poor attendance at the clinics gave proof to that. After years of service and dedication Myra Fitzsimmons and her staff had secured the trust of the community, and were considered distinct from the oppressive government. The interlopers from England had not earned that same faith.

Shelagh took a seat on the bench and let her mind clear of all but that one fact. Until the people of Hope Mission accepted them, this trip could not find success. Change would not come from the medical supplies they had brought, or the convenience of the clinic hours. The people they were trying to help had good reason to distrust them. In Poplar, Shelagh well knew the distrust many had of British society, and by association, the National Health. She also knew that the surest way to tear down the walls of  built by distrust was to dismantle them one brick at a time.

The slam of the Mission house door surprised her, and she turned to see Patrick approach her. She warmed at the sight of him, his linen jacket tossed over his shoulder, his white shirtsleeves wrinkled and rolled up to his elbows. Even in his weary state, he still radiated an attraction she felt difficult to ignore.

“Angela asleep?” he asked quietly. His footsteps rasped on the sandy steps and he came to a stop on the steps below her.

Shelagh nodded. “She took some time to settle. Poor Piglet was entirely surrounded by water three times tonight, I fear.” She reached out and brushed his hair from his eyes. “You look tired, dearest. Making an early night of it?”

He settled on the bench next to her. “I had hoped to spend some time with my girls. It’s been ages since we’ve had a nice cuddle, the three of us.”

Shelagh smiled and took his hand in hers. His words slipped behind her earlier anxieties. “It’s been eleventy ages, as Piglet would say. We’ll have time when we go back to Poplar, Patrick. There’s work to be done.”

He grunted. “There’s always work to be done, but none of it’s doing any good. Not any real, lasting good, anyway.”

“Patrick, you know that’s not true. It takes time to build trust.”

His chest rose in a smothered sigh. “It does. I can’t say as I blame them, if I’m honest. If you could see the people when we approach their farms, Shelagh, it’s devastating. I know I can help them, but they won’t let me.” He sighed and looked down at their clasped hands. “Myra and I have decided I’m best used here at the hospital. The patients here have little chance to be choosey, certainly.” He turned his head to stare into the darkness of the trees.

“Patrick,” her voice was consoling, “it has nothing to do with you as a doctor or as a man, you know that. Men like DuPlessis have done such harm, they wield hatred and bigotry like weapons. We’ve got to find a way to make the people trust us.”

He turned back and smiled crookedly. “From your lips to their ears.”

“You’re not going to talk about lips, are you?” Timothy’s voice interrupted. He carried his books over his shoulder much the way his father held his jacket. “I think I’ve suffered enough. I’ve just spent the last hour listening to Fred teach everyone how to play poker. Nurse Crane beat him every time, though I’m fairly certain she’s a ringer.”

“A ringer?” Patrick asked, surprised.

“Yes, it’s someone who pretends–”

Patrick rolled his eyes. “Yes, I know what a ringer is, Timothy. I did spend five years in the Army. Though I suppose if you’re going to spend the evenings with Fred, I shouldn’t be surprised at some of your vocabulary.”

The mood on the veranda became light-hearted, and Shelagh wondered how much the boy had overheard. The years of sadness had made their mark on Timothy, and he was quick to soften its edges.

“Any success with your Latin tonight?” she asked.

“Nearly finished. I want to concentrate most of my time on learning Xhosa. Steven’s said he’ll bring me to his family’s homestead, if you agree.”

Shelagh and Patrick exchanged glances, and he gave an almost imperceptible nod of his head. “Of course, dear. They live several miles away, don’t they?”

“Nearly three. Steven runs to and from school every day,” Timothy boasted.

Patrick squinted. “In this heat? It’s been over ninety degrees everyday this week!”

“Stephen says you get used to it.” He shifted his books and climbed the remaining steps. “I’ll go to bed now. I was going to read for a bit, is that alright, Mum?”

“Yes, dear, not too late.” She offered her cheek for a kiss. “Angela should sleep through, but call me if you have any problems.”

The screened door creaked as it closed behind him. “Maybe whenever we want Tim to do something unpleasant, we should have Steven ask him.” Patrick commented dryly. He stood and held out his hand. “Come on, then. Lights out for us soon as well.”

Their room still had a temporary feel to it. The hard edges of the wardrobe and steel bed made it seem even more austere than her old cell in Nonnatus, Shelagh thought as Patrick closed the door behind them. The only softening was the airy mosquito netting draped over the bed. She sat at the only chair in the room and began to take down her hair.

Patrick stepped over to the wardrobe and hung his jacket up, then stretched and let out a groan. He tugged at his necktie and pulled the length of silk from around his neck. His waistcoat followed, placed neatly on the top shelf. Shelagh knew his housekeeping skills had been exhausted, and watched as he parted the netting to make a space to sit upon the bed. The springs creaked noisily as he sat to remove his shoes, and he grimaced at the sound.

“This heat is oppressive,” he complained. His shoes thunked as they hit the floor.

Shelagh stood. “Don’t forget to put your socks back in your shoes or you’ll have a nasty surprise in the morning,” she advised, and turned her back to him. “Zipper, please.”

He tugged the pull down and asked, “How do you manage to look as cool as a cucumber?”

As he spoke, the air pressure changed and a cool breeze pushed through the room. Shelagh faced him and answered, “I can be patient, dearest. The rain is coming.”

His hands came to rest on her hips and his brow furrowed in frustration. “Well, I can’t. First we had to share a room with Angela, and now this bloody squeaky bed. We never get any privacy.”

She reached behind him and folded the netting away further. “Listen, Patrick.”

In the distance, they could hear a wall of rain like an approaching drumline. In moments, the downpour arrived, its steady pounding on the metal roof creating a cocoon of white noise.

“It’s raining, Patrick,” Shelagh leaned in to whisper. Her nose brushed against the nape of his neck.

His forehead crinkled in response. “Yes, my love. I can hear it.”

“Patrick, you don’t understand. The rain is so very loud.” She hooked her thumbs at the top of his braces and pulled them from his shoulders.

His laugh was cut short by her lips pressing against his. He fell back on the bed, pulling her down with him and let the netting close around them.

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Ten

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A large Range Rover pull in front of the hospital, stirring up great clouds of dust.  A man in uniform jumped nimbly down from the driver seat and called out a sharp command. Immediately, a young woman appeared at the mission entrance. Her eyes never met his as she answered him in Afrikaans and gestured to the east wing of the building.

The man had all the bearings of one confident in his own authority. Tall and broad-shouldered, he wore his uniform as an emblem of dominance.  His face was strong-boned, nearly leonine, with a closely cropped moustache and his hair combed severely from his face. His expression did not attempt to hide his disdain for his surroundings.

“The less you all say, the better,” Dr. Fitzsimmons advised the team as they watched him advance up the front steps. Her spine had stiffened more than before as if she were arming for battle. “He is not our friend.”

Clipped footsteps echoed in the hall, coming to a halt at the large glass-paned doors.  “Dr. Fitzsimmons! I am so very sorry to have missed your guests when they were in Alice. They must think me so very rude.” The smooth words seemed incongruous with the harsh timbre of his voice, and a chill came over the room.

“Sergeant Du Plessis, how kind of you to come all the way to our Mission to greet our guests. We’re honored.” Dr. Fitzsimmons’ voice was cool.

The police officer cocked his head slightly. “I am glad to hear it, Doctor. I wouldn’t want to think they were avoiding me. They haven’t even met me yet!” A laugh forced itself out. “Let us make up for the…omission… and make a new start.”

He turned towards the group. “If I may introduce myself, gentleman and ladies, “I am Sergeant Willem Du Plessis. I serve as Commandant of the Alice Branch of the South African Police. As such, you can understand why I am most concerned that I was unable to greet you upon your arrival in my jurisdiction.” His eyes swept over the occupants of the room, measuring up each person. He let his eyes rest on Trixie for a moment longer than necessary before he turned to Patrick and extended his hand.

“I’m glad to see another man here to take charge,” he greeted.

Patrick’s eyes were flat as he grasped the hand before him. He had encountered enough misogynistic bullies in his day to know that it was better to manipulate them than antagonize them.

“Dr. Patrick Turner, London. It’s a pleasure to be here, Sergeant. I’m certain we’ll be very grateful for any assistance you can give us during our stay.”

“And exactly how long is your stay, Doctor? I like to keep informed of these things, you understand.”

Dr. Fitzsimmons interrupted. “Dr. Turner and his team will be here only long enough to help us set up a new clinic and then they must return to England, I’m afraid. You’ve caught us just as we were about to move the furniture about, Sergeant.”

The sergeant slowly turned his face back to her. “You’ve asked them to come all the way from England to move furniture?” A threat lingered in the air. “I am aware that your guests came with more than a few trunks of linen suits, Myra.”

She stiffened at the use of her first name. “Some bandages and cotton wool, that’s all, I’m afraid. Times are hard for missionaries, I’m afraid, Sergeant. We’re fortunate to simply have warm bodies to help.”

The policeman bristled. “I have not come all this way to be hoodwinked, Dr. Fitzsimmons. Surely you do not expect me to believe that the Mission Society has gone to such expense to send a few nurses to coddle your…patients. I fully expect you to share the bounty of your visitors with the people who truly have need in our community.”

Sister Julienne stepped forward. “Sergeant Du Plessis, please allow me to extend our most heartfelt thanks for your assistance in our mission.  The Reverend Hereward is occupied at the Mission Church, and will be so very disappointed to have missed you this morning. I am Sister Julienne, and this is Sister Winifred.  You can be assured that we will remember you in our prayers.”

Unable to ignore the nun, Sergeant Du Plessis gave her his full attention. “Of course, I am honored, Sister. And I would consider it most helpful if you were to turn your efforts to influencing the Mission staff to be as cooperative.”

During this exchange, Shelagh slipped behind Fred, his size shielding her from the police officer’s view. “Fred, don’t move,” she whispered. “Just follow my lead.”

The Sergeant continued, his voice now more controlled. “The Mission is quite fortunate to have such support from the English. Of course, I would not begrudge you any assistance, Dr. Fitzsimmons. We are fortunate to have all the medical personnel we require for our goals in Alice. As you can imagine, however, we can always use medical supplies.”  His eyes fell on the clipboard clasped in Shelagh’s arms and held out his hand. “Surely there is something here you could share with us?”

Reluctantly, Shelagh passed the paperwork to him. Long moments went by as they all watched the man scan the sheets of inventory. He looked up and handed the clipboard back to Shelagh. “There, you see? Plenty of medical supplies here for us all. You certainly wouldn’t mind sharing some of your bounty, would you, Nurse–?” His eyes passed over Shelagh insolently.

“Nurse Turner, and of course, we’ll be happy to share, Sergeant. Fred, will you please help Sergeant Du Plessis with one or two of those boxes?”

Doctor Fitzsimmons stiffened with shock. Du Plessis smirked triumphantly, and his voice oozed into pleasantness. “That won’t be necessary, Nurse Turner. There are plenty of kaf–”

“I’ll call Jacob to help, Sergeant,” Myra Fitzsimmons’ voice broke in.

He turned quickly back to face her, their eyes locked in a challenge. After a moment, Du Plessis’s eyes blinked slowly and an unpleasant smile crossed his face. “Of course, Myra. Jacob will do just as well. Doctor Turner, I look forward to working with you again.” He gave a sharp salute and left the building. Without being called, Jacob Arens and two young women slipped into the room and carried the boxes out to the vehicle.

The truck roared as is left the yard. “Well,” Trixie breathed, “That was rather an unfriendly welcome committee.”

“I’m afraid it won’t be the last time you see him, especially if we’re giving away precious supplies. We’ll never get antibiotics from the government, and now Du Plessis knows the Mission is sending them, he’ll be on every shipment.” Doctor Fitzsimmons face was tight with anger.

“I offered no medications to the Sergeant, Dr. Fitzsimmons. We’ve sent him off with a few crates of bandages, that’s all.” Shelagh crossed the room and held out the clipboard. Accepting it, the mission doctor  rifled through the pages, then gave it back in distaste. “I rather thought you were bringing more than a few plasters and cotton wool, Patrick.”

“I’m a bit confused,” Phyllis Crane wondered aloud. “Why was he content to leave the antibiotics behind?”

Fred sauntered up to the front of the group. “Perhaps because he didn’t know they were there?”  He drew a sheaf of papers from his back pocket and put them back on the clipboard.

“Fred? How on earth–” Patrick asked.

He grinned at Shelagh. “Mrs. Turner’s quick thinkin’, Doc. While his nibs was yammerin’ on, yer wife slipped the papers in me back pocket.”

“Shelagh! What if you’d been caught? Du Plessis is a dangerous man. If he finds out you kept antibiotics from him, there’ll be hell to pay. You promised there’d be no danger, and our first day, you walk right into it.” His eyes glittered with concern.

“No one here will say anything, Doctor Turner,” Phyllis’s brisk voice blanketed the room in calm. “I rather think we all know what we’re up against now.”

 

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Historical note:

*The South African Police served as more than the police force of South Africa in the years  1913-1994. “Beyond the conventional police functions of upholding order and solving crime, the SAP employed counter-insurgency and intimidation tactics against anti-apartheid activists and critics of the white minority government.”  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/South_African_Police

Please see the following websites for more information:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/South_African_Police

http://www.nytimes.com/1997/03/25/world/apartheid-s-feared-police-prove-inept-and-corrupt.html?pagewanted=all

http://www.cnn.com/2013/12/06/world/africa/mandela-life-under-apartheid/


Sergeant Du Plessis is based on this tweet from location filming in South Africa:

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Unpinning Nurse Turner

This fic is a co-production with Rockbird86.com, a favorite Call the Midwife fan fiction writer. Inspired by a Tumblr discussion and a comment by  @missouiser:

“I don’t mind the updo when she is in a suit and managing the surgery, but a scene where she’s walking in the door of the Flat of Requirement, pulls the pins out and shakes her hair down and fluffs it with her fingers would be worth more to me than the time-has-passed proper kiss.”

 

LSS, before you is the first ever collaborative fic by Two Old Bird Productions. I have to warn you, it was so much fun, it won’t be the last!


Summer was in full swing in Poplar. The air was hot and heavy, so much so that the simple act of breathing took effort. Families spilled out of stifling flats, the children caught up in the unaccustomed joy of night games in the street as their parents found their own respite in gossip and cigarettes. A door opened, and light silhouetted the shape of an exhausted Shelagh Turner. With a deep breath, she reached down deep into herself and found the momentum to propel her home.

 

Just three minutes, Patrick told himself as he flopped onto the sofa. Three little minutes and then he’d move. He felt guilty. His last call hadn’t taken as long as he’d thought and really he should have gone back to Shelagh at the maternity home. But she was closing up the surgery and would be here any moment and he’d be better occupied putting the kettle on, taking care of lamps and curtains so that his exhausted wife had a cheery home to greet her. But against the stifling heat of the summer evening, the flat was cool and he felt himself able to breathe properly for the first time that day. And so the kettle stayed empty and the flat cloaked in darkness as his eyes began to close.

 

Seventeen steps, she promised herself. Seventeen steps up the old stone staircase, then twenty-three paces and she’d be on the other side of  the enormous door to their home. Her old counting trick had worked to motivate Timothy as he learned to manage his braces so long ago, and tonight it would get her home to a hot cup of tea and her favorite spot on the sofa. After the extra long day, she was glad they had such a treasure as Mrs. B., and took comfort in the fact that tonight, at least, there would be no night-time parenting duties to demand the last of her energies.

 

It was all so confusing. A moment ago he had been waiting for her to come home to him, now this. Patrick pleaded with her to explain. “Shelagh? Shelagh, I don’t understand, why are you…?”

 

He faltered, the look she gave him was cool. “I’m sorry, but I don’t answer to that name anymore,” she said.

 

He opened his mouth to speak but no words came. Instead he could only watch as his wife, her trim figure now hidden by the heavy blue woollen habit, began twisting her hair up before covering it with the close fitting white cap and finally, the starched white of the wimple. His head throbbed with fear and confusion and he closed his eyes against the pain. She was going. He heard her footsteps peter out as she reached the end of the long Nonnatus corridor and the heavy slam of the door behind her.

 

After a moment he opened his eyes again, then relief flooded his veins as he felt the soft cushions of the sofa underneath him. The slam had been his own front door.

 

The flat was dark, the only light a dim beam peeping out from beneath the bedroom hallway door. They’d all gone to sleep then, Shelagh realized. She buried a wave of disappointment and stepped to the kitchen.

 

Not only was the kettle cold, it was empty. A tired woman’s worst fear. Could she last ten more minutes waiting for a cup of tea, she wondered. Perhaps she could just leave everything and go to bed.

 

“And pigs will fly,” she muttered. Giving in to the inevitable, Shelagh filled the heavy pot and placed it on the hob. Her eyes drifted close, and her hands crept up to ease the tension in the base of her neck.

 

Patrick watched as Shelagh entered the kitchen, felt the kettle and sighed wearily. His head throbbed, whether from the oppressive heat or the horrible dream he’d had as he dozed he couldn’t tell, but he couldn’t bring himself to move or speak. He was exhausted and wrung out by what he’d just imagined and he couldn’t shake it off. Instead he shifted his position slightly so he could see her through the hatch, watching closely to reassure himself that Shelagh was really there and not about to run off clad in blue wool.

He continued to watch as she stood waiting for the kettle to boil, tension and tiredness in her stance. She drummed her fingers on the worktop a few times and snaked her neck, wriggling her shoulders as she did so. Then she lifted her hands to her head and rubbed her neck. He smiled. She needed one of his massages and it would surely cure his own tension too. He’d see to that.

And then she reached up and pulled out the first hairpin holding that updo in place.

As she slipped each pin from her dark honey locks, Shelagh could feel her body begin to relax. A memory of her mother stirred, her warm hands gently brushing young Shelagh’s hair smooth each morning and night. In the years since her mother’s death, it was the memory of those quiet minutes that Shelagh depended upon to ease her anxieties. She would escape to the privacy of her own room, she would release her hair from its confinements and pull her hairbrush through her hair.

Hairpins clattered softly on the countertop. Shelagh slowly stretched her neck, then shook out her hair. She loved the feel of her hair as it teased her shoulders. Raising her arms from her body, she slid her fingers up from the base of her skull and fluffed through her locks. A slow smile hovered in the corners of her pretty mouth, and a familiar sense of calm flooded her mind.

And there was his cue. He never had been able to resist her hair. In his tortured dreams in the days before she was his, her hair always featured. He’d daydreamed hours away wondering about the colour, the length, how soft it would be against his bare skin. In his bolder moments he pondered how the sisters would feel if they knew that the garment designed to hide the hair was, in its own way, so alluring, drawing more attention to that which it aimed to hide and fuelling his fantasies.

With that last thought he gingerly rose from the sofa, swallowing back a groaning as his back protested against the unnatural angle he’d been lying at, but he didn’t take his eyes off his wife. Shelagh was still fluffing out her hair the way she always did when it had been pinned up all day, especially in the heat, running her fingers through it and shaking out the kinks caused by hours held by pins. He made it in time to see the expanse of her neck exposed to him. He put his hands on her shoulders and bent to kiss the pale skin.

“Oh!” she cried out. “Patrick, don’t do that!”

He nuzzled his face against her soft hair and inhaled deeply. “I’m sorry, my love.” he whispered.

“You’re not, not really,” she scolded, but there was forgiveness in her voice. Her hands slid down to rest on her husband’s forearms, and she hugged him to her. With a slight tilt of her head, her hair fell away from the line of her throat he never could resist.

A low sound rumbled in his chest. “Shall I do this instead?” he wondered aloud, his voice soft and ardent. Shelagh felt the gentle grasp of his long fingers on her arms as he turned her to face him. His face glowed with desire and she forgot the aches and fatigue and pressures of the long day.

“I love your hair.” His hands traced the outline of her shoulders, her neck, her jaw, then slid to cradle her head. Silken strands slipped through his fingers as he gently massaged her scalp, and Shelagh’s body became taut with the anticipation his attentions always provoked.

Patrick smiled against her skin. Oh yes, he could feel the tension subsiding with every passing moment. He moved one hand away from her hair and carefully removed her glasses, placing them on the work surface behind her.

“Now that’s my Shelagh,” he murmured, continuing his journey from her neck up to her jawline. “Just mine, no one else’s.”

He felt her pull away slightly, and raised his head to see her eyebrows raised questioningly.

“Aren’t I always yours?”

“Oh no my love,” he resumed his quest, lips moving now from jawline to earlobe. “The hairpins, the glasses…they’re for the outside world. They’re Nurse Turner, they’re Sr Bernadette. Your hair and your eyes, they’re just for me.”

He ran his fingers once again through the soft honey tresses. “This neck is for me, this bit here behind your ear is for me. And these lips…”


If this was 1/10th as much fun to read as it was to write, we’re happy.

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Nine

 

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At precisely ten minutes before eight that morning, a young boy scampered up the stone steps to the Mission. He peeked in the entrance, then called out a few words in his native tongue. Without waiting for a response, he turned back to his assigned task and unwound a length of rope from a cleat on the stuccoed wall. He stayed there motionless until he heard a voice call out, then with a swift yank of the rope, he used his four-stone weight to ring the morning bell.

Almost instantly, children came running into the open yard from every direction, their voices filling the air with cheerful chatter. By the time the last bell had sounded, the children were lined up in orderly rows, smallest to tallest, and stood silently as they awaited the start of the day.

The newest student watched from the side, nerves beginning to show.  He glanced at his mother. “I’m older than all of them,” Timothy muttered.

“It does seem that way,” Patrick answered. “But you’ll be working on your own assignments, it won’t matter much anyway.”

“Yes, but Dad, we’re here for so long. I thought maybe I’d meet some people my own age. I can’t spend all my time with Angela and Nurse Crane.”  He shifted his bookbag on his thin shoulder.

An elderly man shuffled out from the dim school building. His white hair and beard stood in stark contrast to the darkness of his skin and despite his slow gait, he held himself erect.

“Good morning, children,” he called out in a deep and melodious voice.

“Good morning, Utitshala!” Twenty young voices called in return.

The teacher stood to one side of the doorway. “You may come in now.”

Obediently, the children proceeded into the little school house. As the last child entered,the old man turned to Timothy. “You must be my new charge,” the man said. “I am Philip Nkosi, but you may call me “Utitshala,” which means ‘teacher.’” He leaned in conspiratorially. “I must say I am very excited to have you here, young friend. We shall learn much from each other, I am certain.”

His easy manner seemed to relax Timothy, and the boy smiled. “I’m sure I have much more to learn from you, sir.”

Utitshala smiled, revealing strong white teeth. “You will do, Timothy Turner. And soon, you shall meet my young friend Stephen. He will come soon, and you shall have a friend.” He turned to Patrick and Shelagh and held out his hand. “Thank you for the gift of your son, Dr. and Mrs. Turner. I shall do my best to stay out of the way of his progress.”

Patrick shook his hand gratefully. “Thank you sir. We appreciate you accommodating our son during our stay.”

“We have much to learn from one another, Doctor, far beyond the academic. But there is a daughter, I was told.” He looked to Shelagh.

“Yes, Utitshala, but she is quite young. Angela will stay with Kholeka whilst I am at the hospital.”

The teacher nodded sagely. “Kholeka is a wise choice. She has raised four of her brothers and sisters already. She was quite a good student herself when she was in my school, but her family’s need was great. Well, then, Timothy Turner, shall we begin?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Then I shall follow you, as all good teachers must. Good day, Dr. Turner, Mrs. Turner.”

They watched as their son entered the building. Patrick glanced at his watch impatiently. “We’ll be late, Shelagh.”

Her clear blue eyes turned their focus to him. He was nervous, she knew. She reached her hand out to his and gripped it tightly. “Then I shall follow you.”

 

Despite Patrick’s fears, the team had yet to gather in the empty east wing of the hospital. Only Fred and Nurse Crane had arrived, and both had taken the time to settle in according to character. Whilst Nurse Crane stood by the crates of medical supplies taking inventory, Fred had settled himself in a cool corner, his worn pack of cards already spread out before him.

“Mornin’, Doc, Mrs. T,” he called. “Looks like we’ve got our work set out for us, don’t it?”

The room, though clean, had all the hallmarks of a long-abandoned hall. The plaster walls were yellowed with age, the institutional brown paint on the lower half chipping away like an old fresco. Natural light glowed from the large windows and doors, the brown mullions creating a patchwork of glass. Ceiling fans circulated the air.

“It certainly does, Fred. Hopefully, we can get this place sorted and then you can get started on the water supply situation. The Mission Society promised to send a hot water heater, but apparently it’s not yet arrived.” Shelagh walked along the rows of rough-hewn furniture stacked against the back wall, creating a plan as she went.

Patrick lifted the lid of an ancient Red Cross bin and peered inside in distaste. “I’m not sure even you can make something of this place, Shelagh.” He dropped the lid and brushed the rust from his hands.

Shelagh glanced back over her shoulder. “Have no fear, Doctor Turner. This place has good bones, I’m sure we’ll make it work.” She teased, “Remember what I did with you.”

Fred chortled. “I’m afraid she has ya there, Doc.”

Phyllis looked up from the clipboard in her hands. “Between what was here already and the supplies we brought along with us, it seems we have nearly enough to set up as soon as possible, Mrs. Turner.” She handed the papers to Shelagh.

Shelagh nodded and her shoulders lifted with excitement. “We’ll have this place sorted in no time.”

“Sorry, Mrs. Turner,” Trixie’s voice interrupted as she and Barbara Gilbert came through the door. “I simply had to get my “Keep Fit” exercises done this morning, and I convinced Barbara to join me. Just because we’re on a different continent is no excuse to let ourselves go.” A quick giggle took the edge off her words.

“I’m hardly letting myself go, Trixie,” Barbara muttered.

“You always thank me in the end,” came Trixie’s response. She turned about, taking in the room.

“I’m always thankful that it’s over, anyway.” Barbara dropped a bag filled with pamphlets on the nearest table.

Trixie turned about in place, taking in the room. “What a perfectly inspiring place. I can imagine Clark Gable wooing Grace Kelly in a place exactly like this.”

“I’m not certain a double feature of Mogambo and The African Queen was a good idea the week before we left, Nurse Franklin,” Phyllis Crane admonished. “We’re not likely to run into any Hollywood types here, I’m sure.”

Trixie sighed in resignation. “Yes, I suppose my dating life will be even more disappointing here than it was in Poplar. Oh, well. More energy for this!”

“I can’t imagine you not having energy for anything, Nurse Franklin,” Sister Winifred teased.

“Thank you, Sister. I must say, the two of you look so much cooler in these new linen habits. Can you imagine how frightfully uncomfortable your heavy blue habits would be right now? And it’s still morning!” Trixie continued to chatter, filling the silence.

Sister Julienne smiled enigmatically and changed the subject. “Sister Winifred and I spent some time in hospital this morning. It’s rather bereft of patients at the moment, I’m afraid.”

“That’s precisely our problem, Sister.” Dr. Fitzsimmon’s voice answered. Immediately, the focus of the room shifted. “The community is reluctant to come to us, therefore,  we must go out to them, and our resources are stretched beyond their limit. We seem to be putting out fires rather than preventing them in the first place. It’s my hope that by creating this clinic we shall bring the community to the Mission.”  

Her face remained impassive as she glanced about the room, measuring each newcomer in a look. Her eyes came to rest upon Shelagh. “Mrs. Turner, I did not realize you would be working with us as well. Though, of course, we are happy to accept any assistance.”

Shelagh felt the air leave her lungs. Conscious of several pairs of eyes upon her, her voice was composed. “Yes, Dr. Fitzsimmons, I’m looking forward to it.”

“I think you’ll find, Dr. Fitzsimmons, that Mrs. Turner is precisely the person you want setting up your clinic. We couldn’t do without her in Poplar.” Sister Julienne’s eyes met Shelagh’s for a quick moment, and for the moment, the tension that had existed between the two women for the last months disappeared.

Further discussion was interrupted by the insistent sound of a horn blaring in the front yard.

“Damn,” Myra Fitzsimmons muttered. “I’d hoped he wouldn’t descend upon us so soon.”

She turned to the team before her. “I’m afraid you are all about to see the dark side of South Africa.”

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Eight

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A bright dawn filtered through the louvered shutters of the room, coaxing Shelagh from sleep. New morning sounds, so different from the street hubbub of the East End, rose in a slow crescendo. Strange birds called into the quiet, and an insect droned outside the window as it hovered in the honeysuckle. The familiar sound of Patrick’s breath sussed in her ear and she smiled. He was pressed up against her, his arm over her side and his nose in her hair. This moment was only for her, no demands, no concerns, just the warmth of her husband’s arms. 

Her eyes flickered open. The room seemed misty, and between the netting and her own poor vision, the blur intensified the sense of seclusion. After days of near constant company, she wanted to enjoy the self-indulgence of this moment. Soon enough, Angela would stir in her camp bed a few feet away and usher in the demands of the world.

Shelagh felt a return of the anxiety she had felt throughout the previous day. Weeks of planning and preparation had in some ways distracted her from the actual mission, and now she felt uncertainty begin to creep in. Why did she feel the need to prove herself yet again?

Down the hall, the nuns would be preparing to leave for morning Lauds in the small chapel on site. Shelagh considered joining them, the decided against it. Perhaps later. Her own morning routine of meditation and prayer filled that void, whilst allowing her to remain with her family. The privacy of her own prayer had become quite special to her since leaving the sisterhood, a moment of serenity and thankfulness for the gift of her second life.

Slow breaths filled her lungs, flooding her body with oxygen. She let the air reach deep into her body as her mind cleared. Worries about the children, about Patrick, even her own worries for this mission faded as the well-remembered Breviary repeated in her head and she found her serenity.

Her prayers came to a close and she returned to an awareness of her place. Patrick was awake now, waiting for her to finish. “Morning,” he whispered in her ear. His voice had a husky tone in the morning that stirred her in ways she knew would not be fulfilled now, but for a moment, she let herself enjoy the warm glow of anticipation. They would have to find a solution to the dilemma of Angela’s sleeping arrangements.

She turned her head to see him and was kissed for her efforts. His long fingers glanced along the vulnerable line of her throat, stroking the length of her neck as it stretched towards him. The kiss was slow and tender, and for a moment, they were lost to the world.

“Mama, up!” Angela’s voiced piped across the fog of desire, breaking them apart.

Startled, Shelagh turned her head. Under a shock of pale blonde hair, a pair of brown eyes peered over the top of the mattress, two chubby arms outstretched.

“Angela! You startled me!”

“Mama, up!” The little girl demanded. Patrick’s answering groan expressed his displeasure, and Shelagh squeezed his hand in support.

“Mama. Up.” Angela was growing impatient.

“Too little to climb up, are we, my wee girlie,” her mother teased.

“That’s one way to keep her out of our bed,” grumbled Patrick. “She goes back to her room tonight, Shelagh.”

Shelagh tossed a wry grin back at her husband and pulled Angela up from under the mesh netting. The child scrambled under the thin covers and pressed against her mother. Giving in, Patrick raised his arm and pulled them both in close.

“Good morning kisses, Angela?” Shelagh coaxed.

Angela’s lips smacked the air loudly, her real attention on the teddy bear in her hands. “Monkey,” she cooed.

“You don’t have to beg me for kisses, my love,” Patrick teased. Shelagh glanced up, her eyes showing her opinion of his taunt.

“Yes, darling. You’re a monkey.” Shelagh turned back and tapped a gentle finger to the girl’s button nose.

“No, Mama. Monkey.” Angela pointed her finger at the window.

Lazily, their eyes followed her direction. Just outside the window was a monkey nearly the size of Angela herself.  It paused in its casual breakfast of palm fronds to turn and look back at them. Shelagh gasped, and moved to block her daughter from the monkey’s sight. Patrick leapt up and released a low growl, and the monkey scampered away.

He turned back to his wife and daughter. “Are you alright?” He asked. He was breathing heavily.

Shelagh began to giggle, and the sound stirred Angela from her silence. “Monkey!” She cheered.

Patrick dropped on the bed. “I’m not sure I’m ready for this!”

A scream rose out from somewhere down the hall.

“Monkey!” Angela crowed again.

Struggling into his dressing gown, Patrick ran out into the hall. Doors along the corridor opened, and tousled heads poked out.

“It came from down there, Dad,” Timothy pointed. He followed his father past nurses and nuns to the last door. About to knock, they were startled when Fred appeared, his face ashen.

“A gorilla! There was a gorilla outside my window!” In his haste to escape some great beast, he had left his dressing gown behind and stood in his unmentionables. He clenched a rolled up copy of the Sporting Life in his hand as if he had discovered its more useful purpose: Safari security.

Patrick blinked and struggled to keep the grin from his face. “A gorilla, Fred? Are you alright?”

The large man sighed heavily and leant against the doorjamb. “My heart is pounding like a train! I had no idea we’d be face to face with King Kong!”

Patrick nodded, his face a study in physician’s calm. “Yes, well, I’m glad you’re not harmed, Fred. I’ll leave you to get dressed, shall I?”

Fred huffed and closed his door.

As Patrick and Timothy returned to their rooms, Timothy muttered, “There aren’t any gorillas for two thousand miles!”

Trixie laughed. “It’s a good thing, too. I have no desire to act the part of Faye Wray, even to save Fred.”

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Seven

 

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To eyes used to the sights and sounds of Britain, there was nothing in Dr. Myra Fitzsimmons’ appearance to make her stand out from a crowd. Of medium height and build, she wore a simple green shirtwaister and sturdy shoes, her chin-length hair severely brushed back from her face. She could have been any woman shopping in the high street in Poplar.

Despite this, she was a handsome woman, her features sharp and strong. There was a squareness to her jaw that was offset by a pointed chin and thin nose, and bright blue eyes peered from beneath her dark brows. Deep lines carved her cheeks and forehead, arcing around her eyes and hinting at a passionate nature kept firmly in check.  The effect gave one the sense that she knew more than she let on.  

The small crowd parted to make a path and Dr. Fitzsimmons strode across the yard to greet the newcomers. She smiled, and her face warmed immediately. “I can’t thank you enough, Patrick.” She reached out her hands, grasping his while she examined his face. “My, it’s been a long time. You’re not the boy you were back in medical school.”

Patrick’s eyes widened. “I should hope not! It’s good to see you, Myra. The years have been kind to you.”

She grimaced sardonically and turned to the rest of the group. The moment of lightness disappeared from her face as she became formal once again. When she spoke, her voice was low and throaty. It pulled the listener in and commanded attention in its quietness. “I must thank you all as well. You’ve undergone a difficult journey and set aside your own lives to help us. I hope we can show you how very grateful we are.”

“Your gratitude is unnecessary, Dr. Fitzsimmons,” Sister Julienne answered. “We, all of us, are glad of the opportunity to offer assistance. Let us begin as friends and work together to strengthen your Mission.”

Patrick shifted towards the group, “Dr. Fitzsimmons, I’d like to present Sister Julienne, who runs Nonnatus House and ministers to our community in ways I never can.” He moved through the group, making introductions until he came back to his family. “And this is Timothy, our son, who will be quite happy to learn all he can from you. Feel free to make him toe the line as you did me.”

“It’s very nice to meet you, Dr. Fitzsimmons,” Timothy said.

“And you, Timothy. You look quite rather like your father, are you as bright as he is as well?”

“I hope to be, ma’am,” Timothy answered. He reached out his hand and was met with a firm handshake.

Patrick lifted his daughter up in his arms and turned to reveal the little face hiding in his shoulder. “This is Angela, whom I’m afraid keeps me very tightly wrapped around her finger. She’s a bit shy at first, but I warn you, if you’re not careful, she’ll be running your entire Mission.”

Dr. Fitzsimmons smiled politely at the child’s head. “I’m sure,” she answered. “ We have a girl ready to care for the child as soon as you like.”

“Yes, we’ll need that, thank you. And finally, I’d like to present my wife, Shelagh.”

The voice that welcomed Shelagh was cool. “Of course. I’m very grateful you could join your husband, Mrs. Turner. I hope that you will enjoy your stay here.”

Two pale pink spots appeared in Shelagh’s cheeks, and when she replied, her voice was strangely formal. “Thank you, Doctor. We’re most eager to offer assistance.”

Before Shelagh could say more, Dr. Fitzsimmons turned to the group. “That’s enough for introductions. I’m certain I shall forget most of your names–you’ll have to forgive me–but we are truly grateful you’ve come. I’ll let you get settled, and tonight at dinner we can all become better acquainted. Our staff here will join us, and you’ll be prepared to begin work tomorrow, as well.

She gestured to the young woman lingering near the bus. “Kholeka will lead you to the dormitory, and you can refresh yourselves after your trip. Jacob, please–”

Jacob appeared from nowhere at her side. “Yes, Doctor. The luggage is on its way to the rooms. But the boxes, I do not know where they should go.”

Shelagh tugged lightly on Patrick’s sleeve. “I’ll manage the children and the rooms, Patrick. You go with Dr. Fitzsimmons and see to the medical equipment. It will give you a chance to catch up.”

A small frown appeared between his brows. “Are you certain, Shelagh? There’ll be plenty of time later, perhaps you and I could take care of the supplies toget–”

“No, Patrick,” Shelagh insisted. “I’ll be fine on my own. I have Timothy, don’t forget.”

He nodded, the frown not completely leaving his face. “I’ll be back to clean up before dinner.” He touched her hand. “Thank you, Shelagh.”

She reached up and took the clinging child, then followed the rest to the long low building. The crowd had dispersed, and the two old friends stood together watching as she disappeared into their temporary home.

“She’s a pretty little thing, your wife.” Myra Fitzsimmons’ voice broke the quiet.

“Shelagh? I wouldn’t let her hear you say that if I were you.” He glanced over, a smile tugging at one side of his mouth. “I’ve seen her move a pack of dockworkers with a single command, and she’s the most skilled midwife I’ve ever worked with.”

Dr. Fitzsimmons nodded, her face showing a certain skepticism. “She’s much younger than I expected. Your son is–what–fifteen? She must have been very young when you married her.” An implication hung in the air between them.

He slipped his hands into his pockets and regarded her calmly. “Shelagh’s not my first wife, Myra. Timothy’s mother died five years ago–cancer. We were adrift, Tim and I, and then … then Shelagh and I found each other. It was her idea that we come here. She’s the force behind all this, Myra. She convinced me, the Mission Society–it was really quite tremendous. Every person on our team is here because of her efforts.”

“I am sorry, Patrick. I should never have said–I’m too used to speaking my mind before I’ve let it do the thinking. I suppose I’ve grown too used to being lord of my own little fiefdom.” Turning, she began to walk towards the main building.

“You’ll see. Humility was never a cloak I wore well. If we weren’t in such straits, you’d still be back in London.”

 

An hour later, Patrick entered the dormitory. He peered down the long corridor, dim even in its whiteness. The only light came from the door behind him and a single window at the end. The limed walls were covered in planks of wood, the floor finished with the same whitewash, yet the dimness made the space feel cooler. A half dozen transomed doors marched down each side.

He considered calling out, but the quiet hinted that his new housemates were resting and would not welcome his interruption. Nor did he wish to knock on each door as he made his way down the hall. He smiled crookedly as his eyes caught a bright blue scarf tied to a doorknob near the entrance. Leave it to Shelagh to choose the room that gave him best access out for emergencies.

He quietly turned the knob, half hoping to find his wife napping. He loved watching her sleep, almost as much as he loved waking her. The thought of a quiet hour resting against her appealed. Instead of lying in repose, a calm beacon to his anxious soul, Shelagh stood near the single wardrobe, unpacking.

“Always busy,” he teased. He slid his jacket from his shoulders and hung it on a hook behind the door.

Shelagh grinned. “Always much to do.”

“The children?”

“They’re in the room next door. We’ve set up a little camp cot for Angela, but I’m afraid she’ll have to move in with us, Patrick. There’s a bit too much freedom for her over there.”

“Shelagh, we’ve only just gotten our room to ourselves.”

“I know, dearest, but Kholeka tells me they have no cots her size. Apparently children here sleep on the floor.”

His eyebrow flew up.

“No, Patrick,” Shelagh scolded. “We are not making our child sleep on the wooden floor where who knows what manner of creepy crawlies wander about. Besides, what if she got the door open and wandered off somewhere?” She handed him his medical bag. “Here, put this on the desk.”

Outmaneuvered, he gave in and looked about the room. In addition to the broad wardrobe, there were few pieces of furniture in the room. A narrow chair partnered a wooden camp desk, and in the corner, a washstand served as a reminder that the plumbing facilities they could expect would be less than optimal. A large white iron bed stood out from the opposite wall, the space beneath it open and airy. A large mosquito net hung from above, offering the only softness in the room.

“Kholeka told me we would have to share this bed. They don’t have enough single beds for us all, apparently.” Shelagh finished hanging her uniform and gave it a tweak.  She closed the wardrobe and turned back to her husband.

“I think we’ll manage,” Patrick answered. He crossed the room and gathered his wife into his arms. He buried his face in her neck, and the two stood still for a long moment.

Shelagh pressed a kiss to his temple. “How is it?” she asked. “Is it what you expected?”

He pulled away and rubbed his hands over his face. “I’m not sure what I expected. The facilities are primitive, certainly. There’s electricity in the main building, but the generator is unreliable, and there’s no hot water. They have a room solely for boiling gallons of it throughout the day. The operating room would make Lister cringe. It’s surprisingly clean, though, and the ward is as efficient as any at the London.”

“Comes from Dr. Fitzsimmons’ years as a nurse, I daresay,” Shelagh teased.

A laugh escaped him. “Undoubtedly.” he grew serious again. “Myra’s the only doctor, though she has a staff of locals that handle much of the care. I’m not certain, but I think one or two of them are working as de facto doctors, simple procedures and the like. The Mission covers ten square miles, most of it without proper roads, so they’ve learned to manage as best they can.”

He exhaled sharply. “We may have bitten off more than we can chew, my love. I hope to God we don’t choke.”

 

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