A Mission of Hope, Chapter Eight

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A bright dawn filtered through the louvered shutters of the room, coaxing Shelagh from sleep. New morning sounds, so different from the street hubbub of the East End, rose in a slow crescendo. Strange birds called into the quiet, and an insect droned outside the window as it hovered in the honeysuckle. The familiar sound of Patrick’s breath sussed in her ear and she smiled. He was pressed up against her, his arm over her side and his nose in her hair. This moment was only for her, no demands, no concerns, just the warmth of her husband’s arms. 

Her eyes flickered open. The room seemed misty, and between the netting and her own poor vision, the blur intensified the sense of seclusion. After days of near constant company, she wanted to enjoy the self-indulgence of this moment. Soon enough, Angela would stir in her camp bed a few feet away and usher in the demands of the world.

Shelagh felt a return of the anxiety she had felt throughout the previous day. Weeks of planning and preparation had in some ways distracted her from the actual mission, and now she felt uncertainty begin to creep in. Why did she feel the need to prove herself yet again?

Down the hall, the nuns would be preparing to leave for morning Lauds in the small chapel on site. Shelagh considered joining them, the decided against it. Perhaps later. Her own morning routine of meditation and prayer filled that void, whilst allowing her to remain with her family. The privacy of her own prayer had become quite special to her since leaving the sisterhood, a moment of serenity and thankfulness for the gift of her second life.

Slow breaths filled her lungs, flooding her body with oxygen. She let the air reach deep into her body as her mind cleared. Worries about the children, about Patrick, even her own worries for this mission faded as the well-remembered Breviary repeated in her head and she found her serenity.

Her prayers came to a close and she returned to an awareness of her place. Patrick was awake now, waiting for her to finish. “Morning,” he whispered in her ear. His voice had a husky tone in the morning that stirred her in ways she knew would not be fulfilled now, but for a moment, she let herself enjoy the warm glow of anticipation. They would have to find a solution to the dilemma of Angela’s sleeping arrangements.

She turned her head to see him and was kissed for her efforts. His long fingers glanced along the vulnerable line of her throat, stroking the length of her neck as it stretched towards him. The kiss was slow and tender, and for a moment, they were lost to the world.

“Mama, up!” Angela’s voiced piped across the fog of desire, breaking them apart.

Startled, Shelagh turned her head. Under a shock of pale blonde hair, a pair of brown eyes peered over the top of the mattress, two chubby arms outstretched.

“Angela! You startled me!”

“Mama, up!” The little girl demanded. Patrick’s answering groan expressed his displeasure, and Shelagh squeezed his hand in support.

“Mama. Up.” Angela was growing impatient.

“Too little to climb up, are we, my wee girlie,” her mother teased.

“That’s one way to keep her out of our bed,” grumbled Patrick. “She goes back to her room tonight, Shelagh.”

Shelagh tossed a wry grin back at her husband and pulled Angela up from under the mesh netting. The child scrambled under the thin covers and pressed against her mother. Giving in, Patrick raised his arm and pulled them both in close.

“Good morning kisses, Angela?” Shelagh coaxed.

Angela’s lips smacked the air loudly, her real attention on the teddy bear in her hands. “Monkey,” she cooed.

“You don’t have to beg me for kisses, my love,” Patrick teased. Shelagh glanced up, her eyes showing her opinion of his taunt.

“Yes, darling. You’re a monkey.” Shelagh turned back and tapped a gentle finger to the girl’s button nose.

“No, Mama. Monkey.” Angela pointed her finger at the window.

Lazily, their eyes followed her direction. Just outside the window was a monkey nearly the size of Angela herself.  It paused in its casual breakfast of palm fronds to turn and look back at them. Shelagh gasped, and moved to block her daughter from the monkey’s sight. Patrick leapt up and released a low growl, and the monkey scampered away.

He turned back to his wife and daughter. “Are you alright?” He asked. He was breathing heavily.

Shelagh began to giggle, and the sound stirred Angela from her silence. “Monkey!” She cheered.

Patrick dropped on the bed. “I’m not sure I’m ready for this!”

A scream rose out from somewhere down the hall.

“Monkey!” Angela crowed again.

Struggling into his dressing gown, Patrick ran out into the hall. Doors along the corridor opened, and tousled heads poked out.

“It came from down there, Dad,” Timothy pointed. He followed his father past nurses and nuns to the last door. About to knock, they were startled when Fred appeared, his face ashen.

“A gorilla! There was a gorilla outside my window!” In his haste to escape some great beast, he had left his dressing gown behind and stood in his unmentionables. He clenched a rolled up copy of the Sporting Life in his hand as if he had discovered its more useful purpose: Safari security.

Patrick blinked and struggled to keep the grin from his face. “A gorilla, Fred? Are you alright?”

The large man sighed heavily and leant against the doorjamb. “My heart is pounding like a train! I had no idea we’d be face to face with King Kong!”

Patrick nodded, his face a study in physician’s calm. “Yes, well, I’m glad you’re not harmed, Fred. I’ll leave you to get dressed, shall I?”

Fred huffed and closed his door.

As Patrick and Timothy returned to their rooms, Timothy muttered, “There aren’t any gorillas for two thousand miles!”

Trixie laughed. “It’s a good thing, too. I have no desire to act the part of Faye Wray, even to save Fred.”

 

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I think we’re gonna see a bit more of this fellow.

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Seven

 

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To eyes used to the sights and sounds of Britain, there was nothing in Dr. Myra Fitzsimmons’ appearance to make her stand out from a crowd. Of medium height and build, she wore a simple green shirtwaister and sturdy shoes, her chin-length hair severely brushed back from her face. She could have been any woman shopping in the high street in Poplar.

Despite this, she was a handsome woman, her features sharp and strong. There was a squareness to her jaw that was offset by a pointed chin and thin nose, and bright blue eyes peered from beneath her dark brows. Deep lines carved her cheeks and forehead, arcing around her eyes and hinting at a passionate nature kept firmly in check.  The effect gave one the sense that she knew more than she let on.  

The small crowd parted to make a path and Dr. Fitzsimmons strode across the yard to greet the newcomers. She smiled, and her face warmed immediately. “I can’t thank you enough, Patrick.” She reached out her hands, grasping his while she examined his face. “My, it’s been a long time. You’re not the boy you were back in medical school.”

Patrick’s eyes widened. “I should hope not! It’s good to see you, Myra. The years have been kind to you.”

She grimaced sardonically and turned to the rest of the group. The moment of lightness disappeared from her face as she became formal once again. When she spoke, her voice was low and throaty. It pulled the listener in and commanded attention in its quietness. “I must thank you all as well. You’ve undergone a difficult journey and set aside your own lives to help us. I hope we can show you how very grateful we are.”

“Your gratitude is unnecessary, Dr. Fitzsimmons,” Sister Julienne answered. “We, all of us, are glad of the opportunity to offer assistance. Let us begin as friends and work together to strengthen your Mission.”

Patrick shifted towards the group, “Dr. Fitzsimmons, I’d like to present Sister Julienne, who runs Nonnatus House and ministers to our community in ways I never can.” He moved through the group, making introductions until he came back to his family. “And this is Timothy, our son, who will be quite happy to learn all he can from you. Feel free to make him toe the line as you did me.”

“It’s very nice to meet you, Dr. Fitzsimmons,” Timothy said.

“And you, Timothy. You look quite rather like your father, are you as bright as he is as well?”

“I hope to be, ma’am,” Timothy answered. He reached out his hand and was met with a firm handshake.

Patrick lifted his daughter up in his arms and turned to reveal the little face hiding in his shoulder. “This is Angela, whom I’m afraid keeps me very tightly wrapped around her finger. She’s a bit shy at first, but I warn you, if you’re not careful, she’ll be running your entire Mission.”

Dr. Fitzsimmons smiled politely at the child’s head. “I’m sure,” she answered. “ We have a girl ready to care for the child as soon as you like.”

“Yes, we’ll need that, thank you. And finally, I’d like to present my wife, Shelagh.”

The voice that welcomed Shelagh was cool. “Of course. I’m very grateful you could join your husband, Mrs. Turner. I hope that you will enjoy your stay here.”

Two pale pink spots appeared in Shelagh’s cheeks, and when she replied, her voice was strangely formal. “Thank you, Doctor. We’re most eager to offer assistance.”

Before Shelagh could say more, Dr. Fitzsimmons turned to the group. “That’s enough for introductions. I’m certain I shall forget most of your names–you’ll have to forgive me–but we are truly grateful you’ve come. I’ll let you get settled, and tonight at dinner we can all become better acquainted. Our staff here will join us, and you’ll be prepared to begin work tomorrow, as well.

She gestured to the young woman lingering near the bus. “Kholeka will lead you to the dormitory, and you can refresh yourselves after your trip. Jacob, please–”

Jacob appeared from nowhere at her side. “Yes, Doctor. The luggage is on its way to the rooms. But the boxes, I do not know where they should go.”

Shelagh tugged lightly on Patrick’s sleeve. “I’ll manage the children and the rooms, Patrick. You go with Dr. Fitzsimmons and see to the medical equipment. It will give you a chance to catch up.”

A small frown appeared between his brows. “Are you certain, Shelagh? There’ll be plenty of time later, perhaps you and I could take care of the supplies toget–”

“No, Patrick,” Shelagh insisted. “I’ll be fine on my own. I have Timothy, don’t forget.”

He nodded, the frown not completely leaving his face. “I’ll be back to clean up before dinner.” He touched her hand. “Thank you, Shelagh.”

She reached up and took the clinging child, then followed the rest to the long low building. The crowd had dispersed, and the two old friends stood together watching as she disappeared into their temporary home.

“She’s a pretty little thing, your wife.” Myra Fitzsimmons’ voice broke the quiet.

“Shelagh? I wouldn’t let her hear you say that if I were you.” He glanced over, a smile tugging at one side of his mouth. “I’ve seen her move a pack of dockworkers with a single command, and she’s the most skilled midwife I’ve ever worked with.”

Dr. Fitzsimmons nodded, her face showing a certain skepticism. “She’s much younger than I expected. Your son is–what–fifteen? She must have been very young when you married her.” An implication hung in the air between them.

He slipped his hands into his pockets and regarded her calmly. “Shelagh’s not my first wife, Myra. Timothy’s mother died five years ago–cancer. We were adrift, Tim and I, and then … then Shelagh and I found each other. It was her idea that we come here. She’s the force behind all this, Myra. She convinced me, the Mission Society–it was really quite tremendous. Every person on our team is here because of her efforts.”

“I am sorry, Patrick. I should never have said–I’m too used to speaking my mind before I’ve let it do the thinking. I suppose I’ve grown too used to being lord of my own little fiefdom.” Turning, she began to walk towards the main building.

“You’ll see. Humility was never a cloak I wore well. If we weren’t in such straits, you’d still be back in London.”

 

An hour later, Patrick entered the dormitory. He peered down the long corridor, dim even in its whiteness. The only light came from the door behind him and a single window at the end. The limed walls were covered in planks of wood, the floor finished with the same whitewash, yet the dimness made the space feel cooler. A half dozen transomed doors marched down each side.

He considered calling out, but the quiet hinted that his new housemates were resting and would not welcome his interruption. Nor did he wish to knock on each door as he made his way down the hall. He smiled crookedly as his eyes caught a bright blue scarf tied to a doorknob near the entrance. Leave it to Shelagh to choose the room that gave him best access out for emergencies.

He quietly turned the knob, half hoping to find his wife napping. He loved watching her sleep, almost as much as he loved waking her. The thought of a quiet hour resting against her appealed. Instead of lying in repose, a calm beacon to his anxious soul, Shelagh stood near the single wardrobe, unpacking.

“Always busy,” he teased. He slid his jacket from his shoulders and hung it on a hook behind the door.

Shelagh grinned. “Always much to do.”

“The children?”

“They’re in the room next door. We’ve set up a little camp cot for Angela, but I’m afraid she’ll have to move in with us, Patrick. There’s a bit too much freedom for her over there.”

“Shelagh, we’ve only just gotten our room to ourselves.”

“I know, dearest, but Kholeka tells me they have no cots her size. Apparently children here sleep on the floor.”

His eyebrow flew up.

“No, Patrick,” Shelagh scolded. “We are not making our child sleep on the wooden floor where who knows what manner of creepy crawlies wander about. Besides, what if she got the door open and wandered off somewhere?” She handed him his medical bag. “Here, put this on the desk.”

Outmaneuvered, he gave in and looked about the room. In addition to the broad wardrobe, there were few pieces of furniture in the room. A narrow chair partnered a wooden camp desk, and in the corner, a washstand served as a reminder that the plumbing facilities they could expect would be less than optimal. A large white iron bed stood out from the opposite wall, the space beneath it open and airy. A large mosquito net hung from above, offering the only softness in the room.

“Kholeka told me we would have to share this bed. They don’t have enough single beds for us all, apparently.” Shelagh finished hanging her uniform and gave it a tweak.  She closed the wardrobe and turned back to her husband.

“I think we’ll manage,” Patrick answered. He crossed the room and gathered his wife into his arms. He buried his face in her neck, and the two stood still for a long moment.

Shelagh pressed a kiss to his temple. “How is it?” she asked. “Is it what you expected?”

He pulled away and rubbed his hands over his face. “I’m not sure what I expected. The facilities are primitive, certainly. There’s electricity in the main building, but the generator is unreliable, and there’s no hot water. They have a room solely for boiling gallons of it throughout the day. The operating room would make Lister cringe. It’s surprisingly clean, though, and the ward is as efficient as any at the London.”

“Comes from Dr. Fitzsimmons’ years as a nurse, I daresay,” Shelagh teased.

A laugh escaped him. “Undoubtedly.” he grew serious again. “Myra’s the only doctor, though she has a staff of locals that handle much of the care. I’m not certain, but I think one or two of them are working as de facto doctors, simple procedures and the like. The Mission covers ten square miles, most of it without proper roads, so they’ve learned to manage as best they can.”

He exhaled sharply. “We may have bitten off more than we can chew, my love. I hope to God we don’t choke.”

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Six

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The road to Hope Mission was a relic from the days of British colonialism, a wide byway meant for wagons pulling crops and lumber to the frontier outpost of Alice. Years of neglect had left it barely driveable in parts.  The twelve miles to the mission were not kind to any vehicle, and the Mission’s dusty maroon and tan bus did not make the journey gracefully.

“I never thought I’d miss the top of a double-decker barrelling down the commercial road,” Trixie complained. She gripped the seat in front of her fiercely, trying to keep from tumbling to the floor.  

“Think of it like this, Trixie,” Barbara advised. “It’s better than that old bus Tom uses for church trips!”

The two exchanged grins, ignoring the cry of protest from the vicar. The alliance between the two nurses had strengthened since the autumn, to the point where poor Tom sometimes felt like he was the third wheel.

“You two young ladies are very ungrateful,” Fred wagged a finger from his seat across the aisle. “That ol’ omnibus has a history!”

“Yes, Fred. It’s Pre-Historic!” Trixie quipped.

The bus lurched in the road and sent up a cloud of dust behind it. “Better than an English rollercoaster,” the driver called out with a cheerful laugh. Small and wiry, Jacob Arends drove with more enthusiasm than skill, but his wide grin and friendly manner had done more to settle nerves as the team completed the final leg of their journey than all the polished manners of the Mission Society escorts.

“Soon we will be at our Mission,” he assured them over his shoulder. “We are most excited to have you stay.”

“I would be most excited if he didn’t drive us into a ditch,” Patrick muttered as he swayed with the bus’s motion.

Shelagh’s lips pressed together and she smoothed Angela’s hair. The poor little girl was near the end of her tether with all the travel. “Almost there, darling, and then we’ll let you have a nice run ‘round. Patrick, you’re just nervous. Dr. Fitzsimmons wrote to you for a reason, dearest, you’re sure to help.”

“Some boxes of supplies and a few weeks service. What do I know about bush medicine? I’m a place-filler until the Mission Society can get a trained mission doctor here, that’s all.” His crossed arms and pursed lips gave him a petulant look.

“Patrick,” Shelagh soothed. Sometimes her husband was his own worst enemy. He needed to be busy, and the forced idleness of these days of travel had left him to worry more than she liked. “You’re more than trained for this. Certainly we’ll have challenges, but it’s not just your medical skills that will be of help here, dearest. You want to help people; you want to make their lives better. Dr. Fitzsimmons couldn’t have made a better choice when she sent you that letter.”

He glanced down at her bright blue eyes, full of encouragement and a reluctant grin tugged at the side of his mouth. “What would I do without you, Shelagh?”

“For one thing, you’d eat yourself sick. You certainly made a feast of the bobotie at the hotel last night!” Shelagh teased. Patrick was not the most adventurous of eaters, but their first official meal in South Africa had been a success.

His eyes lit up. “I only ate two servings last night! It’s not my fault is was so much like your shepherd’s pie.”

“Flatterer, you had three servings, and you finished Angela’s, too.”

“I was simply making sure she didn’t let the sultanas go to waste.”

And the mince, and the crust, too, I’m certain.” A dimple peeked out from Shelagh’s suppressed grin.

Leaning in conspiratorially, Patrick whispered loudly, “Angela, I think Mummy’s asking for a kiss.”

“Dad,” groaned the boy seated behind them. “Please don’t embarrass me at the Mission with that mushy stuff. It’s bad enough I have to see it at home.”

Shelagh giggled. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, Timothy dear.”

Timothy rolled his eyes, then sat forward. “Mr. Arends said the next time he goes into Alice, he can take me to look at the University there. It’s the only library in the whole region.”

“We’ll see, Tim,” Patrick answered. “Let’s get settled at the Mission before we make any plans. We’re here for a purpose, not a sightseeing trip.”

Jacob Arends had other ideas, it seemed, and he slowed the bus to point out features along the way.  As they drove farther from Alice, the terrain began to change. The lonely thorn trees of the veld gave way to low bushes and tufts of pale grasses that swayed in the breeze, creating hiding places for the grazing animals as they took rest from the heat. Miles ahead, the green deepened, making a gradual climb up an imposing forested ridge.

“Up ahead, you see the mountain? That is Hogsback, most beautiful mountain God made. It is three, maybe four miles from our village, and the most lovely green mountain. The rivers there, they make waterfalls and a lake so deep there is no bottom.”

The bus rumbled through a dense copse of trees, upsetting a flock of bright birds. “There!” called out Tom Hereward. “In the tree–monkeys!”

“Those are vervets, Mr. Vicar. They pose no danger to you, but they will steal the food from your hand if you are not careful,” the driver advised.

“It’ll be just like have Sister Monica Joan with us,” laughed Trixie.

“Mr. Arends, what are those funny round buildings? We’ve seen them from the train, but could not place them,” piped in Sister Winifred.  A cluster of round buildings, bright with a white stucco and thatched roofs  sat upon a swell in the plain.

“Those are rondavels. They are Xhosa homes,” his voice clicked on the name.

“But why are they round?” Sister Winifred asked. “It seems a funny sort of shape for a building.”

“Why would they not be round? A square house, it has too many corners for snakes to hide.”

A low groan came from the back of the bus. A self-appointed quartermaster, Fred kept watch over the fragile boxes of medical equipment. “Snakes? ” his voice was high. “I hate snakes!”

Jacob Arends shook his head sagely as he looked back in the rearview mirror. “Then I am very sorry for you, my new friend.”

Another turn and the road moved north from the river. The bus groaned, demanding its rest, and lumbered another hundred yards before it passed under an old iron gate. Blaring the horn, Jacob read the sign aloud, “Welcome to Hope Mission!”

A collection of one-storey buildings, the mission nestled in a large clearing guarded by two gnarled olive trees. The stucco of its white stone walls gleamed brightly in the sun, topped by a steeply sloped tin roof, and was bookended by two symmetrical additions. Tall casement windows segmented the facade, high off the ground. A set of stone steps led up to a low belfry, welcoming visitors.

To the left of the main building, a long dormitory stretched to the back of the clearing, a row of windows chasing down its length.  On the other side of the main building stood several smaller, squat buildings, each with a clear purpose. Located closest to the well-pump, these buildings housed the kitchens, a laundry, and a generator room.

Eleven sets of anxious eyes peered out the bus windows. Six weeks of preparation suddenly did not seem like such a long time.  “It’s square,” gulped Sister Winifred.

Taking a deep breath, Patrick stood and approached the front of the bus.  “Thank you, Mr. Arendt. You’ve been most kind.” He turned to the team before him. “I want to thank you all, as well. I couldn’t possibly here manage without you.”

“We are all behind you, Doctor Turner,” Sister Julienne assured him. “If I might say a small prayer?”

He nodded. “Of course, Sister.”

Sister Julienne stood at her place and began, “Oh. Lord, guide us as we strive to carry out your work. Help us to bring healing and mercy to those in need, and give us the wisdom to learn more than we can teach. Amen.”

Jacob hopped down the bus steps and called out to the people that had begun to gather outside the bus, his voice clicking with sounds still strange to those used to the pattern of English, and a young boy ran to ring the mission bell.

One by one, the weary team stepped down from the bus into the bright sunlight, nervous smiles answering the dark cheerful faces before them.

Jacob turned his attention back to the group. “I am told Dr. Fitzsimmons is in the ward, she will be here quite soon, doctor,” Jacob announced. “Please, you must all follow me.” He stepped toward the main building, but before he could lead the group in, a woman rushed down the front steps.

“Patrick Turner!” she called. “I knew you were the man to count on!”

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A/N: The image I’ve used to base my Mission is that of a missionary school for Bantus near Middelburg, Transvaal, taken in September of 1964. You can find it here.

Xhosa (pronounced Kosa in English) in a South African language that features clicks as part of its phonetics. This video will give you an idea of how the sounds are made. Careful, though. If you’re anything like me, you’ll find yourself practicing for hours!

 

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Five

BBN9PKA/N:  I’ve tried to be as accurate as possible with this chapter in order to explain some of the questions I have about how a team of nuns and medics from the poorest part of London could get to South Africa. (Hint: it involves a great deal of suspension of disbelief, a generous benefactor, two planes, a train and a bus, and two nights in hotels–What? you don’t think that’s realistic?? It’s AU, baby!!).

Also, I’ve introduced apartheid and Homelands in this chapter and have tried to do so in a correct historical context of early 1962. Any errors are innocently meant. There are links below that will offer clarity.

One last thing. Did you know that a group of giraffes has two different collective nouns? A group of standing giraffes is called a “tower,” while a group of running giraffes is called a “jenny.”

Sometimes I really love English.

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A battered train chugged through the pale yellow bushveld, lacking any of the urgency and determination of its European brethren. Miles distant, the blue shadows of the Great Escarpment jutted out from the veld, sequestering the Eastern Cape from the world. The sky glowed with a bright blue never seen in London, an enormous dome that refused admittance to any clouds.

It was as if God had used an entirely different palette of colors when He created this part of the world. Yellow and blue shimmered here in a way never seen on the sunniest day in England, challenging the eye to see more than it could. Green was deeper, darker and more mysterious than the pale greens of the English oak.  Even the greys were different from London greys.  

Within the first class carriage, Shelagh watched the scenery pass unchanged for miles. The pale gold of the mid-summer grasses was dotted with clumps of bushes and the occasional sinewy tree. The heat of the midday sun forced animals into shady spots, unseen from the train. In all, the effect was hypnotizing.

Shelagh shook herself from her quiet and stretched lightly. In the bench across from her, Angela lay curled up on Patrick’s lap, the two lulled to sleep by the gentle motion of the train. Shelagh smiled as she watched them breathe in tandem, Angela gently sucking her thumb as her father snored.

Not all of the passengers slept in the compartment. Sisters Julienne and Winifred both read from their Bibles. A catch-as-catch-can sort of schedule had been adopted for their daily offices, but both nuns were used to irregular schedules. Fred sat at an end of the car, a game of Solitaire spread out on the seat next to him. Trixie and Barbara sat across from Tom Hereward, a curious sort of trio. Timothy and Phyllis Crane sat in the first row of seats, eyes out the window as they catalogued everything they could see.

Shelagh rose and began to pace along the length of the car.  No other passengers had joined them in this car since they had left the port city of East London, despite the activity at each stop. She paused for a moment to observe Fred’s game, then tapped a card. He glanced up, then sheepishly shifted a stack. A moment with the sisters, another quiet conversation with the nurses, and she took a seat with her son.

“It’s hard to believe we were having tea in Nonnatus house only three days ago,” remarked Nurse Crane over the sound of the engine.

“It would have been much longer if we didn’t have the Missionary Society escorting us everywhere,” Timothy replied. Indeed, John Taylor had pulled enough strings to make the team from Poplar feel more like dignitaries than a travelling medical team. Missionary agents met the party each step of the way, paving over the arduous task of international travel.  Acclimating new missionaries was a top priority of the Christian Missionary Society. There were struggles enough ahead that could cause attrition, getting the help to Africa was the very least that could be done.

Connecting flights had been arranged between Heathrow, Nairobi and East London, South Africa, effectively  minimizing delays.  At each stop along the way, a different Society representative greeted them and handled arrangements for nightly accommodations, as evening travel was unreliable. After an early flight to East London, they were escorted to a small hotel near the sea for the night. Worn out from the travel, they were grateful for a day of rest before boarding a train to Alice, situated twelve miles south of the Hope Mission.

Shelagh stretched her back and looked at the stack of books between her son and the no-nonsense nurse. Over the past weeks, Timothy and Phyllis Crane had formed an unexpected bond. While the others spent the last month of preparation in accumulating and packing supplies for the mission, they gathered every book, travel brochure and periodical they could, resulting in a collection of knowledge fit for the British High Commission in Pretoria.  Timothy focussed on the flora and fauna of the region. Phyllis Crane was an expert in the unusual laws of the South African people.

“Though I suppose we’ll be spending most of our time in Ciskei, what they call a ‘homeland,’ and not ‘South Africa,’ to be precise,” Phyllis had informed the group at one of the gatherings before the departure. There was so much to organize in such a short time that semi-weekly meetings had been deemed necessary. Nonnatus House became a sort of home base for these meetings and  a temporary center for the donations and medical supplies they would bring to Africa.

Patrick had looked up from the large box of medical syringes on the dining room table. “What do you mean, not ‘South Africa’?”

“Just, that, doctor. Officially, we are not going to be working in South Africa. Last year, the government of South Africa created specific areas within the nation with the express purpose of settling blacks within those borders. They’re technically independent.” She walked over to the map she had requisitioned from the Mission Society. “Hope Mission is located here,” using her pen she pointed to a small area of the canvas. A rough outline had been marked in ink on the outdated map. “Just within the eastern border of Ciskei.”

“The government forced people to leave their homes and settle somewhere else?” Trixie’s voice showed her outrage.

“Yes.” Phyllis capped her pen and faced the group.

“But why would they move people in the first place?” Patrick abandoned the syringes. “Why would they go to the effort of moving such a large number of people from their homes? It doesn’t make sense.”

Phyllis sighed, and folded her glasses back up, slipping them into her uniform pocket. “It seems the official stance on the subject is to grant a sort of autonomy for the Blacks. The argument is that by keeping language groups together, with similar traditions, they will be able to govern themselves.  However, from what I can determine, there’s a much darker reason, I’m afraid.”

“How do you mean?” Patrick questioned. By now, the attention of everyone in the room had shifted to Phyllis.

“South Africa has a rather difficult history, as you know. The apartheid system,” she glanced around the room and saw the nods of understanding–everyone had done their homework it seemed— “has been in effect in fact if not official doctrine for a very long time. From what I can gather, the resettlement has more to do with sequestering the Blacks away from the Whites than granting independence. Technically, these four regions are independent, and not the responsibility of the South African government. By pretending these regions are no longer part of the official nation, the government can justify eliminating the few remaining political rights Blacks have within South Africa. Not to mention, if they can claim the homelands are not South African territory, the government has no reason to financially support the regions whatsoever.”

“That would explain why Dr. Fitzsimmons sent out the call for help,” mused Patrick. “A growing population and diminishing resources. We’re all too familiar with that set of problems.”

Phyllis looked about the room once more. “Doctor Turner is correct, I’m afraid. The problems of the Hope Mission are likely to be similar to problems we have encountered in Poplar, but I’m afraid that the scale will be on a level none of us have ever seen.”

Less than a day after their arrival in South Africa, the rightness of Nurse Crane’s words was becoming apparent. Signs hung above doors to businesses, hotels and even train carriages directing people along racial lines. Their train compartment was empty but for their party, as few whites were travelling, but the three cars in the rear were near overflowing. And while the medical team from Poplar enjoyed comfortable cushions and a clean car, the cars set aside for the Non-Whites were crowded and uncomfortable. Segregated by the invisible fence of custom and law, the tension here was certainly greater than back home.

Timothy glanced back at his sleeping father and sister. “Dad’s snoring.” he mocked. “He always snores when he sleeps sitting up. I don’t know how Angela can always nap on his lap with that noise.”

Shelagh grimaced. “Timothy, be nice. Your father works very hard. And I think your sister is delighted to spend time with him any way she can.” She poked his shoulder and teased, “Just for that, Mr. Always, you’re on Angela duty when she wakes.”

“I’d mind your mother, Timothy,” Phyllis nudged. “I recall you were none to happy to be following your sister up and down the aisle on that aeroplane to Nairobi. My, that girl does have energy!”

Shelagh stood. “I’d better get back in case she does wake. Timothy, I have the last few biscuits if you’re hungry.”

“I’m always hungry,” he quipped.

The scenery outside her window had not varied since her walk, so Shelagh turned her attention to the sleeping pair before her. Angela’s skin was already pink from her afternoon at the ocean yesterday. Hopefully, she would be more willing to keep her dress on when there were no ocean waves to tempt her. One day in the surf and sand had convinced the little girl she should be a mermaid, and they were still finding contraband seashells in her pockets.

Patrick’s face had some color too, and in his sleep, the stress of the last months eased. The new  lightweight linen clothes suited him, his lean figure cool and elegant in the pale tan material. Of all the tasks she had completed in preparation for the journey, shopping for a warm weather wardrobe for her family had been her favorite. Shelagh sighed lightly, and her eyes traveled back up to her husband’s face.

His eyes were open, bright with a gleam meant for her alone. The slow smirk that crossed his face showed her he knew exactly what she was thinking, and he winked. In an instant, Shelagh’s dimple appeared and she shook her head at him coyly. She glanced about the carriage nervously, then seemed to make a decision. Her eyes on his, she slowly stretched across the space dividing them and skimmed his shin with her foot.

His eyes widened in surprise as he considered a response, but a snuffle from Angela broke the mood. “I’ll remember that later, my love” Patrick whispered.

“Angela,” Tim cried from his bench at the front of the car.

“Timothy,” Shelagh shushed him. She turned to see the members of their group standing to look out the train windows on one side of the carriage. “What on earth?”

“Giraffes! Wake Angela! She’ll want to see them!” Tim called over his shoulder.

Patrick carried his slowly rousing daughter to the wide window across the train. In the distance, marula trees bowed over the bush, their wide crowns of leaves creating pools of shade on the sun-baked land.

“Look, Angela! What do you see?” Like the others, Patrick’s voice was child-like with excitement.

“Raffe!” the little girl shouted. “Raffe!” She began to look about her frantically.

“Here you go, darling,” Shelagh cooed, holding out a small wooden giraffe in her palm.

Angela clutched the figurine in her chubby hand and gave it a noisy kiss. “Raffe, Dada. See?” She pointed her hand at the tower of giraffes lazily nibbling on the bulbous fruit hanging from the branches. Patrick lowered her to stand on the seat next to her brother. “Raffes eating!” Her happy squeal was infectious.

“Yes, Angel girl, the giraffes are eating. And do you know who knows more about giraffes than anyone on this train, sweetheart?” Patrick’s eyes widened in encouragement.

“Timofee!” Angela cheered. None but Timothy would do, now, and the boy pretended a groan.

Fred hunkered down on the next bench and adjusted the window to keep the excited two-year old within the train. “Well, little miss, I gotta tell ya. This sure ain’t Poplar.”

 


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Here are some links to sites that may make this all make a bit more sense:

Photo: The Great Escarpment and the Bushveld

Map: South Africa

East London beach

South African Homelands

 

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Four

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A/N: Four chapters in and no one’s as much as packed a bag. This might take a while.

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The last Sunday of Advent marked a change in Nonnatus House every year, a shift from contemplation to anticipation. For the faithful, the celebration of the birth of Christ served to renew the spirit. For the others, the sense of tradition and custom helped to ease the stress and pain of life and gave the energy to push forward. After a particularly difficult autumn, the community of Nonnatus needed a new beginning more than ever.

To that end, a gathering had been called after Church services to present the planned mission. In quiet words, Patrick, Shelagh and Sister Julienne put forth the details and goals to a surprised room. By the time they were finished, the faraway world of the Eastern Cape of South Africa had replaced any thoughts of tree trimming and holiday baking. 

“I would like to thank you all for your attention,” Sister Julienne’s restrained voice cloaked the room in calm. “The Order has committed to sending two nuns along with Dr. and Mrs. Turner, and Mr. Hereward has agreed to go to serve as a liaison with the local church authorities. Beyond that, everyone is free to decide for themselves.”

“Thank you, Sister,” Patrick joined. He spread his arms out, his hands wide open. “We realize this is unexpected, that we’re asking for something quite extraordinary. But we are certain that if any group can help Hope Mission survive, it is this one.”

Twelve people sat around the long table of the Nonnatus dining room considering the proposition before them. A six-week long mission to the South African bush was hardly what anyone expected when this meeting was called. Indeed, until an hour ago, the only thing on most minds was the enormous Christmas tree in the sitting room.

“Doctor, may I ask a question,” Nurse Phyllis Crane’s voice broke the silence.

“Of course.”

Phyllis looked around the table, then turned her focus back on Patrick. “This all seems very much a rush job. Even if we were to bring in reinforcements for the community which we now serve, how could we possibly be expected to complete preparations in such a short time?”

Shelagh stood. “Nurse Crane, the Mission Society would make our efforts a priority. They are prepared to meet all of our needs, be it one nurse or ten.” 

Phyllis leaned forward, her chin against her fist. “This does require some thought.”

“Yes, of course,” Shelagh responded. She glanced around the table.  “However, and I do see the difficulty here, we will need a decision from you as soon as possible if we are to assemble the team from other sources. There will, of course, be no expectation that any of you participates. We simply felt that the project should be presented to you before anyone else.”

Phyllis nodded, then continued. “Mrs. Turner, I don’t mean to be intrusive, but is it practical to consider bringing children on such a mission?”

Shelagh’s lips pressed together and Patrick’s hand reached for hers in support. She turned squarely to Nurse Crane and answered, “The Mission assures us that the children will be perfectly safe the entire time. Timothy may continue his studies whilst there, and a local woman will be found to assist in Angela’s care.” She met Phyllis’ eyes determinedly. “As to whether or not it’s practical, no, it probably isn’t the most practical decision we’ve ever made. However, Dr. Turner and I feel there’s much for Timothy to gain from this experience… and I couldn’t bear to leave Angela behind, even for only six weeks.”

Phyllis nodded in understanding. “Of course.” She crossed her arms on the table and leaned forward. “Alright then, I suppose I’ll have to start learning Afrikaans now. Or perhaps Xhosa! I’ve heard the clicking sounds are remarkably difficult to reproduce for the European tongue!” She looked around the table, her face eager for the adventure.

“Hear, hear, Nurse Crane,” came Tom Hereward’s voice from the far end of the table. He studiously avoided Barbara Gilbert’s eyes.

“I can go, if the Mother House would like me to,” volunteered Sister Mary Cynthia.

“As can I,” added Sister Winifred.

Sister Julienne nodded in their direction. “Thank you both. I think it best if we sit together and decide amongst ourselves who should join the mission. There is also Sister Monica Joan to consider. We must not make the change too difficult for our sister. She has taken…” she paused to take a deep breath, “She has taken Sister Evangelina’s death very hard and will require extra care.”

“Well, I don’t need to think about it,” Trixie’s voice came forcefully through the room. “I’ve always wanted to travel beyond France. This doesn’t sound like The Grand Tour, but I’d love to see Africa.” she looked at Sister Julienne. “Sister, if you’re quite certain things will be managed without us, I would very much like to go.”

The nun nodded. “Of course, but you might want to consider for a day or so?’

“No,” Trixie smiled bravely. “I’m definitely on board. Who knows? This could be exactly the change I’ve wanted.”

Patsy looked around the table. “I’m afraid I’m out. I can’t speak for Delia, of course, but we’ve already booked our trip to Paris this spring. I’m not sure we could–” She met Delia’s eyes across the table, and a moment of agreement passed between them.

“Of course not,” Shelagh answered. “We’re not looking for sacrifices from any of you. We hope that anyone who joins us will do so happily. Things will be difficult enough without anyone feeling uncomfortable with their decision.”

“Then you can be sure to count on us to hold down the fort here, Shelagh.” Patsy’s confident smile was meant to reassure, and it did.

“Mrs. T, I’m not so sure why I’m here? There’s not much I can do on the medical front, and no one’s ever asked me to serve in the manner of a religious.” Fred sat perched on a stool at the end of the table.

Shelagh and Patrick exchanged glances. “Fred, we were hoping you might consider coming along to provide some of your…special skills,” Patrick told him.  “From what we’ve been told, there’s more than a bit of corruption in the local government, and we’ll need someone who can act as a scrounger.”

“Plus,” Shelagh added, a sly smile lighting her face, “there’s none better to play the Pied Piper when it comes time to dig the new wells. You could be a big help to us, Fred, but I know you may not want to leave Violet. There’ll be no hard feelings if you decide to stay home.”

He nodded. “I’ll have to give it a good think. Plus, the Mrs. won’t be none too happy if I don’t discuss it wif her first.”

“I suppose that leaves just me, then,” Barbara Gilbert’s voice piped up. Eleven pairs of eyes turned to her, and color came to her cheeks. “I’m not certain that my parents would approve of me going. They were unhappy enough when I told them I was coming to London if I’m honest.” She looked about the room smiled her most “grown-up” smile. “Well hopefully that’s worn them down a bit. I’d hate for them to be disappointed when I tell them I’m going to Africa.”

Shelagh squeezed Patrick’s hand, her lips pressed together to hold back her excitement. “Well done. We couldn’t have asked for more support. Thank you all so very much!” Unable to contain her joy, her smile burst forth and filled the room with brightness.

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Three

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“A missionary? Shelagh, I’m as far as you can get from a missionary.” Patrick sat at his desk, a pile of files in front of him. Surgery was about to open, and after a morning of calls to head cold after head cold, he was not prepared to process Shelagh’s news. In her excitement since the morning’s interview, she had forgotten to plan a strategy. She would have to let him work through this on his own.

With a little help, of course.

“Actually, Patrick, that’s not quite true. Even if you leave God out of it, you’re as much a missionary as any religious evangelist. You do God’s work every day, dearest.”

Patrick leaned on the desk, his fingers twitching, pressed to his lips. Shelagh smiled. In the months since Patrick had “given up” cigarettes (not always successfully, she knew), his normal tics had shifted to mimic the old habit. She could see that he craved one now, and felt for him.

“It’s too much, Shelagh. We’re strapped here as it is. It’s simply not possible.”

Shelagh walked around the desk and took his face in her hands. “Anything’s possible, Patrick. If I know anything, I know that.”

They smiled, their own past a testament to that. Shelagh pressed a light kiss to his mouth. “Just think about it, dearest.”


 

Surgery finished, Patrick held out his wife’s coat. “What about Nonnatus? They’re understaffed, too. They couldn’t possibly afford to lose nurses for so long.”

“Mr. Taylor assured me that the Society has enough nurses and doctors here in England that could come and carry the load.” She turned to face him. “And it’s only for six weeks, Patrick. It’s not forever.”

He rolled his eyes. “I had a hard enough time leaving Poplar for a week camping, Shelagh. Imagine six weeks!”

She smiled and led the way out the Maternity Home.


 

“We could all go? There’d be a place for the children?” Patrick rolled up the remaining Christmas wrap. Perhaps his distracted mind explained the two gifts he had wrapped this evening to Shelagh’s dozen.

Shelagh finished tying a bow to the festively wrapped gift before her. “Yes. Mr. Taylor said he could accommodate the children, if we like. Many of their missionaries have families that join them.”

“I couldn’t leave you and the children, Shelagh. Not that I’m considering it, mind you.”

Shelagh chuckled and placed the gift on top of the pile. “There, that’s done. I’m glad I learned to get ahead of schedule after things were so busy last Christmas. Shopping’s completed and everything’s wrapped. All that’s left to do is enjoy the peace of the last week of Advent.”

She stood and stretched her back. “I’m for bed, Patrick. Could you put the gifts in the cupboard for me? Behind the old coats like before.” She kissed the top of his head. “Come to bed soon, dearest.”


 

“Timothy would never want to go.” Patrick closed the bedroom door behind him.

“It’s not for very long, Patrick. I’m sure Timothy would be able to manage to keep up with his studies, and I’ve never known a boy more interested in the outside world.”

“But travelling with Angela would be impossible. She’s never even been on a train.”

“You keep using that word, Patrick. It’s not impossible. It’s hugely challenging, and we’ll need to convince an awful lot of people to support the idea. But this mission is going to happen. The only remaining question is who will go?”


 

“Let’s do it,” he whispered in her ear. “Let’s go to Africa.”

Shelagh rolled over to face him. In the morning light, he always looked boyish, the glint of eagerness for the day and its challenges keen in his eyes. She had missed that of late.

His hands came to rest at her hips and he kissed her. “If you’re completely certain,” he said.

She smiled. “I couldn’t be more certain.”

 

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Author’s Note: Yes, I agree. They’re not likely to bring Timothy and Angela along, both for story reasons and practical filming purposes. And there’s no evidence that either child actor is filming.

But this is alternate universe stuff. I’m just here for the ride.

 

A Mission of Hope, Chapter One

I’ve decided to jump into the world of AU, and write about something that’s not canon. This fic has nothing to do with what’s likely to happen in Series 6 of Call the Midwife, and is more an exercise in combining my love of the characters, history and movies.

I will play with timelines, use some dramatic license with locations, and test the laws of physics. Well, I’ll avoid physics, but I might test your sense of disbelief. My main goal is to explore and understand some well-loved characters. As always, these characters do not belong to me, but I am grateful for all they have taught me.

Forgive me my self -indulgence.

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Chapter One

In the weeks since the thalidomide scandal broke out, a strange melancholy had come over the Kenilworth Row Maternity Home and its staff. While no new babies had been born afflicted by the ravages of the cruel drug, every day brought with it the worry that today, another would appear. Even the start of the holiday season did little to dissipate the grim mood.

The drug had been officially banned in the United Kingdom, and calls came up through the medical profession demanding new standards in pharmaceutical testing. If there was any good that could come from this terrible chapter, it would be stronger regulations to prevent such a tragedy from ever occurring again. But that was little comfort to mothers like Rhoda Mullocks.

Patrick Turner stepped from his car, turning the key to lock the door and headed up the stone steps from street level to the flat’s entrance. To keep the spirit of Christmas up for the children, Shelagh had insisted they decorate for the holiday. Today, she had hung a wreath on the door. He did appreciate all Shelagh was doing to maintain some sense of normal, even if he found it hard to assist. He would have to make a greater effort. He swallowed heavily and entered the flat.

The sounds of carols on the radio greeted him as he hung his coat in the hall, the scent of mince pies filling the air. He suspected the early baking was more to keep his wife’s mind occupied that a desire to stock up on holiday pastry. More than anyone else, Shelagh understood his sense of guilt and even felt a sense of her own culpability. Both knew they had acted in the best interests of their patients, that there had been no malpractice, but the knowledge that is was their misplaced trust in modern medicine made it all the harder to continue caring for the poor of Poplar. He pushed forward and went to meet his family.

Timothy sat in an armchair, his Biology text balanced on his knees as he copied a diagram. He didn’t look completely happy about his position, having been ejected from his preferred spot at the table. The boy had a desk in his room but preferred to sit with his mother and sister as he worked on his studies. Patrick wondered how the boy could get anything done now that Angela refused to stay within the confines of her play yard. She seemed to take great delight from piling her toys on her brother as he worked.

Shelagh looked up from the washing she was folding. “Hello, dear,” she greeted him, raising her cheek for his light kiss.

“Dad, there’s a letter for you postmarked from South Africa!” Tim announced.

“South Africa?” he wondered, his brow furrowing.

Before he could give the letter any more attention, he felt a tug on his trouser leg and looked down to see two-year-old Angela’s  bright eyes and saucy smile. Pushing aside the sting of guilt he felt each time he pushed away his burdens, he crouched down to her level. “Hello, Miss Angela. It’s a pleasure to see you.” He picked up her soft hand, lifted it to his lips and was rewarded with the same shy smile of delight he so often saw play across his wife’s face.

Wrapping his daughter in his arms, he stood. “What’s that about a letter, Tim?’ he asked. His eyes squinted as Angela patted his cheeks.

“It’s got a stamp from South Africa. Who do you know from there?” Tim asked. He handed the letter up, avoiding his sister’s inquisitive fingers.

Patrick turned the letter over in his hands. “Hope Mission,” he read aloud. “M. Fitzsimmons.” He thought for a moment, remembering. “We went to medical school together. She went down there sometime after the war, I think. I wonder what she has to say to me?”

“There was a woman in your medical school class, Dad?” Tim was amazed.

“Women can become doctors, Timothy,” Shelagh admonished from beyond the kitchen hatch.

“They can now, Mum. But Dad went to school so long ago, I didn’t think it was possible.”

“Mind your cheek, Tim, “ Patrick warned, his grin hidden by Angela’s hands. “There were three in my class when we started, I’ll have you know.” He caught his son’s eyes, halting any further response. “And no, it wasn’t so long ago that one of them was named ‘Eve.’”

“Can the letter wait a bit longer, dearest? Dinner’s just ready.” Shelagh carried in a bowl of roasted sprouts.

Patrick placed the letter on the mantle. “I suppose it won’t hurt to wait until later. I’m famished.”

 

Evenings were the easiest time to forget about the troubles within the practice, when self-reproach gave way to love. There was a tacit agreement to put the focus on family for the few hours they had before the children went to bed. The lively chatter of a bright young man and the happy little girl kept the mood light and made preparations for the holiday possible.

Patrick stood in doorway of the bath and watched as Shelagh gave Angela’s hair a final rinse. The little girl sputtered and squealed with laughter.

“She’ll turn into a mermaid one day,” he laughed. He opened the towel and put out his arms, scooping up the slippery child. “I’ll dress her tonight.”

He passed by Tim’s room on the way to the nursery. “Ready for the Biology exam tomorrow, Tim?”

“I think so. I’m fairly certain I know my all the enzymes.”

Patrick shifted the wiggly girl on his hip. “Enzymes aren’t all that hard, Tim. Just remember to break it down.”

Timothy rolled his eyes at the terrible pun. “Can I have the stamp when you’ve finished your letter?”

“Right. I nearly forgot.”

Shelagh joined them in the hallway. “You go read your letter, Patrick. I’ll get Angela to sleep tonight,” she suggested.

With a kiss on Angela’s little nose and a quick one on his wife’s cheek, Patrick left his family to settle in for the night.

 

He sat staring into space, absently tapping the letter against his chin when Shelagh returned.

“Good news, I hope,” she said as she settled on the couch next to him. Her hand slid around his arm, finding his hand. They’d have one last cup of tea and set to wrapping gifts.

He sat up a bit and put the letter on her lap. “Interesting news, anyway. Myra Fitzsimmons was always…she’s an unusual person. She wasn’t the only woman in our class, but she was the most ambitious, maybe more ambitious than any of us. She was older and had years of medical training before she came to school–she lied about her age to be accepted as a nurse in the First World War, then went on to serve in Liverpool Hospital for another ten years or so.” He laughed softly. “I don’t suppose she relished the idea of listening to anyone, much less a man, so she left nursing and joined our class. Some of the old instructors were pretty rough on her, but she held firm. I think she was the only one to never faint in anatomy class!”

Shelagh lifted the letter to exaine it more closely. “It must have been difficult for her. In my experience, most doctors can be …condescending… when treating women as patients. In the classroom, they must’ve been insufferable!”

Patrick turned to her in mock outrage.

“Present company excepted, dearest.” She pressed her cheek against his shoulder. “Were you friends?”

“Not friends, exactly. Myra Fitzsimmons didn’t make friends easily, but she was an excellent lab partner. No nonsense, and the quickest diagnostician I ever knew. She signed up with the RAMC during the World War II and got stationed in Cape Town, and decided to stay.”

“So why did she write you? Is she coming back to England? We could use someone like her here in Poplar.” Shelagh stifled a yawn.

“Actually, no. She runs a mission on the East Cape, and it looks like they’re in trouble.” He turned to face Shelagh. “She wants us to go down there.”


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