A Mission of Hope, Chapter Five

BBN9PKA/N:  I’ve tried to be as accurate as possible with this chapter in order to explain some of the questions I have about how a team of nuns and medics from the poorest part of London could get to South Africa. (Hint: it involves a great deal of suspension of disbelief, a generous benefactor, two planes, a train and a bus, and two nights in hotels–What? you don’t think that’s realistic?? It’s AU, baby!!).

Also, I’ve introduced apartheid and Homelands in this chapter and have tried to do so in a correct historical context of early 1962. Any errors are innocently meant. There are links below that will offer clarity.

One last thing. Did you know that a group of giraffes has two different collective nouns? A group of standing giraffes is called a “tower,” while a group of running giraffes is called a “jenny.”

Sometimes I really love English.

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A battered train chugged through the pale yellow bushveld, lacking any of the urgency and determination of its European brethren. Miles distant, the blue shadows of the Great Escarpment jutted out from the veld, sequestering the Eastern Cape from the world. The sky glowed with a bright blue never seen in London, an enormous dome that refused admittance to any clouds.

It was as if God had used an entirely different palette of colors when He created this part of the world. Yellow and blue shimmered here in a way never seen on the sunniest day in England, challenging the eye to see more than it could. Green was deeper, darker and more mysterious than the pale greens of the English oak.  Even the greys were different from London greys.  

Within the first class carriage, Shelagh watched the scenery pass unchanged for miles. The pale gold of the mid-summer grasses was dotted with clumps of bushes and the occasional sinewy tree. The heat of the midday sun forced animals into shady spots, unseen from the train. In all, the effect was hypnotizing.

Shelagh shook herself from her quiet and stretched lightly. In the bench across from her, Angela lay curled up on Patrick’s lap, the two lulled to sleep by the gentle motion of the train. Shelagh smiled as she watched them breathe in tandem, Angela gently sucking her thumb as her father snored.

Not all of the passengers slept in the compartment. Sisters Julienne and Winifred both read from their Bibles. A catch-as-catch-can sort of schedule had been adopted for their daily offices, but both nuns were used to irregular schedules. Fred sat at an end of the car, a game of Solitaire spread out on the seat next to him. Trixie and Barbara sat across from Tom Hereward, a curious sort of trio. Timothy and Phyllis Crane sat in the first row of seats, eyes out the window as they catalogued everything they could see.

Shelagh rose and began to pace along the length of the car.  No other passengers had joined them in this car since they had left the port city of East London, despite the activity at each stop. She paused for a moment to observe Fred’s game, then tapped a card. He glanced up, then sheepishly shifted a stack. A moment with the sisters, another quiet conversation with the nurses, and she took a seat with her son.

“It’s hard to believe we were having tea in Nonnatus house only three days ago,” remarked Nurse Crane over the sound of the engine.

“It would have been much longer if we didn’t have the Missionary Society escorting us everywhere,” Timothy replied. Indeed, John Taylor had pulled enough strings to make the team from Poplar feel more like dignitaries than a travelling medical team. Missionary agents met the party each step of the way, paving over the arduous task of international travel.  Acclimating new missionaries was a top priority of the Christian Missionary Society. There were struggles enough ahead that could cause attrition, getting the help to Africa was the very least that could be done.

Connecting flights had been arranged between Heathrow, Nairobi and East London, South Africa, effectively  minimizing delays.  At each stop along the way, a different Society representative greeted them and handled arrangements for nightly accommodations, as evening travel was unreliable. After an early flight to East London, they were escorted to a small hotel near the sea for the night. Worn out from the travel, they were grateful for a day of rest before boarding a train to Alice, situated twelve miles south of the Hope Mission.

Shelagh stretched her back and looked at the stack of books between her son and the no-nonsense nurse. Over the past weeks, Timothy and Phyllis Crane had formed an unexpected bond. While the others spent the last month of preparation in accumulating and packing supplies for the mission, they gathered every book, travel brochure and periodical they could, resulting in a collection of knowledge fit for the British High Commission in Pretoria.  Timothy focussed on the flora and fauna of the region. Phyllis Crane was an expert in the unusual laws of the South African people.

“Though I suppose we’ll be spending most of our time in Ciskei, what they call a ‘homeland,’ and not ‘South Africa,’ to be precise,” Phyllis had informed the group at one of the gatherings before the departure. There was so much to organize in such a short time that semi-weekly meetings had been deemed necessary. Nonnatus House became a sort of home base for these meetings and  a temporary center for the donations and medical supplies they would bring to Africa.

Patrick had looked up from the large box of medical syringes on the dining room table. “What do you mean, not ‘South Africa’?”

“Just, that, doctor. Officially, we are not going to be working in South Africa. Last year, the government of South Africa created specific areas within the nation with the express purpose of settling blacks within those borders. They’re technically independent.” She walked over to the map she had requisitioned from the Mission Society. “Hope Mission is located here,” using her pen she pointed to a small area of the canvas. A rough outline had been marked in ink on the outdated map. “Just within the eastern border of Ciskei.”

“The government forced people to leave their homes and settle somewhere else?” Trixie’s voice showed her outrage.

“Yes.” Phyllis capped her pen and faced the group.

“But why would they move people in the first place?” Patrick abandoned the syringes. “Why would they go to the effort of moving such a large number of people from their homes? It doesn’t make sense.”

Phyllis sighed, and folded her glasses back up, slipping them into her uniform pocket. “It seems the official stance on the subject is to grant a sort of autonomy for the Blacks. The argument is that by keeping language groups together, with similar traditions, they will be able to govern themselves.  However, from what I can determine, there’s a much darker reason, I’m afraid.”

“How do you mean?” Patrick questioned. By now, the attention of everyone in the room had shifted to Phyllis.

“South Africa has a rather difficult history, as you know. The apartheid system,” she glanced around the room and saw the nods of understanding–everyone had done their homework it seemed— “has been in effect in fact if not official doctrine for a very long time. From what I can gather, the resettlement has more to do with sequestering the Blacks away from the Whites than granting independence. Technically, these four regions are independent, and not the responsibility of the South African government. By pretending these regions are no longer part of the official nation, the government can justify eliminating the few remaining political rights Blacks have within South Africa. Not to mention, if they can claim the homelands are not South African territory, the government has no reason to financially support the regions whatsoever.”

“That would explain why Dr. Fitzsimmons sent out the call for help,” mused Patrick. “A growing population and diminishing resources. We’re all too familiar with that set of problems.”

Phyllis looked about the room once more. “Doctor Turner is correct, I’m afraid. The problems of the Hope Mission are likely to be similar to problems we have encountered in Poplar, but I’m afraid that the scale will be on a level none of us have ever seen.”

Less than a day after their arrival in South Africa, the rightness of Nurse Crane’s words was becoming apparent. Signs hung above doors to businesses, hotels and even train carriages directing people along racial lines. Their train compartment was empty but for their party, as few whites were travelling, but the three cars in the rear were near overflowing. And while the medical team from Poplar enjoyed comfortable cushions and a clean car, the cars set aside for the Non-Whites were crowded and uncomfortable. Segregated by the invisible fence of custom and law, the tension here was certainly greater than back home.

Timothy glanced back at his sleeping father and sister. “Dad’s snoring.” he mocked. “He always snores when he sleeps sitting up. I don’t know how Angela can always nap on his lap with that noise.”

Shelagh grimaced. “Timothy, be nice. Your father works very hard. And I think your sister is delighted to spend time with him any way she can.” She poked his shoulder and teased, “Just for that, Mr. Always, you’re on Angela duty when she wakes.”

“I’d mind your mother, Timothy,” Phyllis nudged. “I recall you were none to happy to be following your sister up and down the aisle on that aeroplane to Nairobi. My, that girl does have energy!”

Shelagh stood. “I’d better get back in case she does wake. Timothy, I have the last few biscuits if you’re hungry.”

“I’m always hungry,” he quipped.

The scenery outside her window had not varied since her walk, so Shelagh turned her attention to the sleeping pair before her. Angela’s skin was already pink from her afternoon at the ocean yesterday. Hopefully, she would be more willing to keep her dress on when there were no ocean waves to tempt her. One day in the surf and sand had convinced the little girl she should be a mermaid, and they were still finding contraband seashells in her pockets.

Patrick’s face had some color too, and in his sleep, the stress of the last months eased. The new  lightweight linen clothes suited him, his lean figure cool and elegant in the pale tan material. Of all the tasks she had completed in preparation for the journey, shopping for a warm weather wardrobe for her family had been her favorite. Shelagh sighed lightly, and her eyes traveled back up to her husband’s face.

His eyes were open, bright with a gleam meant for her alone. The slow smirk that crossed his face showed her he knew exactly what she was thinking, and he winked. In an instant, Shelagh’s dimple appeared and she shook her head at him coyly. She glanced about the carriage nervously, then seemed to make a decision. Her eyes on his, she slowly stretched across the space dividing them and skimmed his shin with her foot.

His eyes widened in surprise as he considered a response, but a snuffle from Angela broke the mood. “I’ll remember that later, my love” Patrick whispered.

“Angela,” Tim cried from his bench at the front of the car.

“Timothy,” Shelagh shushed him. She turned to see the members of their group standing to look out the train windows on one side of the carriage. “What on earth?”

“Giraffes! Wake Angela! She’ll want to see them!” Tim called over his shoulder.

Patrick carried his slowly rousing daughter to the wide window across the train. In the distance, marula trees bowed over the bush, their wide crowns of leaves creating pools of shade on the sun-baked land.

“Look, Angela! What do you see?” Like the others, Patrick’s voice was child-like with excitement.

“Raffe!” the little girl shouted. “Raffe!” She began to look about her frantically.

“Here you go, darling,” Shelagh cooed, holding out a small wooden giraffe in her palm.

Angela clutched the figurine in her chubby hand and gave it a noisy kiss. “Raffe, Dada. See?” She pointed her hand at the tower of giraffes lazily nibbling on the bulbous fruit hanging from the branches. Patrick lowered her to stand on the seat next to her brother. “Raffes eating!” Her happy squeal was infectious.

“Yes, Angel girl, the giraffes are eating. And do you know who knows more about giraffes than anyone on this train, sweetheart?” Patrick’s eyes widened in encouragement.

“Timofee!” Angela cheered. None but Timothy would do, now, and the boy pretended a groan.

Fred hunkered down on the next bench and adjusted the window to keep the excited two-year old within the train. “Well, little miss, I gotta tell ya. This sure ain’t Poplar.”

 


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Here are some links to sites that may make this all make a bit more sense:

Photo: The Great Escarpment and the Bushveld

Map: South Africa

East London beach

South African Homelands

 

First Words

 

tumblr_nib2uu829A1sjv7x9o1_1280Another response to a prompt suggestion by Like-an-Officer-and-a-Sergeant over on Tumblr. I think the title speaks for itself.


 

Propped up against the pillows of the family’s gold sofa, Angela Turner was the center of attention. She was quite used to such treatment, for she was, after all, the most beautiful baby ever born (her father often told her so), not to mention brilliantly clever (big brother Timothy’s decree) and undeniably charming and captivating (that’s what Mummy said, anyway). Today, however, there was a new reason for her admirers to kneel at her feet.

Angela Turner, at the advanced age of five-and-a-half months, was learning to speak.

“Say ‘Mama,’ Angela darling,” her mother coaxed. Shelagh’s voice was gentle, and Angela turned towards it naturally. “Mama,” Shelagh repeated.

Angela’s eyes were enormous in her sweet face, and her smile revealed two tiny little white tooth buds in her bottom gum. She must have known its effect, for she brandished that smile at all and sundry. She watched her mother’s face, rapt with attention.

“Honestly, Patrick, she said it this very afternoon. It was as clear as a bell.” Shelagh bit her lip in bewilderment.

“She might have done, Shelagh, but you know as well as I that a child of this age isn’t really speaking. They’re simply practicing sounds. ‘Mama’ is an easy one to say. She could just as well be saying ‘dada.’”

Shelagh glanced up from under her lowered brow. “She did not simply repeat a sound, Patrick. Angela’s been babbling for weeks now, I know the difference. Today she looked at me and said “Mama.” Our daughter has said her first word.”Determined, Shelagh reached for the satin-bound baby book by her side and opened it.  

“What are you doing?’ Patrick demanded.

“I’m filling in her first word, of course.”

“Shelagh, you can’t. Angela hasn’t repeated it once this evening.”

With a sigh, Shelagh capped her pen and put the book down. “Very well, then. We’ll just have to show Daddy, won’t we Angel Girl?” She smiled softly at the child and began to repeat the word.

With a quick squeal, Angela began to laugh. Her lips opened and closed, mimicking the face her mother made, and then, it happened. “Mama!” the genius child cried.

Both parents laughed with her. “Patrick, she said it again!”

“Mama. Mama.Mama.” The word filled the sitting room.

After a few moments, Patrick glanced at Shelagh. “I’m still not convinced she’s saying this as a word, Shelagh. Try and see if she can use the word to identify you.”

“Patrick, she’s said my name a thousand times already. Of course, she knows.”

But Patrick would not give up. “Just a small experiment. To prove me wrong.”

That was a wise tactic. He knew no wife could resist the chance to prove her husband wrong.

“Alright, then.” Shelagh rolled her eyes and then knelt down in front of their daughter. “You’ll have to come kneel here as well, Patrick. No complaining. This is your experiment, not mine. Now Angela, darling where is Mama?”

The baby squealed, and cried, “Mama!” Her chubby arm reached for Shelagh’s face.

Trying unsuccessfully to hide the triumph on her face, Shelagh kissed the little hand  and moved to the table with the baby book.

Patrick, a bit crestfallen, decided that while ‘Dada’ may not have been the first word his daughter ever said, he was certain that it would be the second. And immediately.

“Angela sweetheart, say Dada. Dada.” The baby turned her curious eyes to his face and answered, “Mama.”

Now, if  Poor Patrick were in doctor-mode, he would have pointed out to his wife that the certainty of Mama being an actual word had just come under some doubt. But Patrick was not in doctor-mode, he was in full-fledged father-mode. Rather than listen to the sound of reason, he spent the better part of the next half hour repeating himself.

Shelagh watched from the kitchen as she finished the dinner preparations, and was the only one to greet Timothy when he returned from school.

“What’s that all about?” The boy asked, gesturing to his father and sister.

“Your father is upset Angela said her first word today, and he’s trying to make her say ‘Dada’ now.”

Timothy rolled his eyes. “I’m not sure either of you should be rushing to get her to talk, you know. All Angela has to do is look at either of you and she already has you both wrapped around her finger. Besides, once she starts talking, we’ll probably never get her to stop.”

Shelagh smiled sheepishly. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, Timmy. Now go and get cleaned up, dinner will be ready in just two ticks.”

A cheer came from the sitting room.

“‘Dada!’ She said ‘Dada!’” Patrick exhaled, delighted.*

Timothy’s eyes rolled up to his eyebrows.”You two. When she learns to walk you’re going to be unbearable.”

 

*From a prompt by Like-an-Officer-and-a-Sergeant

 

A Small Price to Pay

“It was the last sunny day of that fateful fall.” A prompt from Like-An-Officer-and-a-Seargent helped get this little fic off the ground.


The air was crisp and clear as Timothy Turner ran through the streets towards home. His violin case banged against his knee in a way that would displease his music instructor, but the boy was undeterred. He wasn’t going to waste one more minute of this day away from home.

Dad would be waiting, Saturday surgery was surely over by now, and Shelagh would be there, too. They had promised him. Nothing would get in the way of their day together, Dad had promised. They would have lunch together, and then take the afternoon to explore the Cutty Sark. An entire day, just the three of them. Timothy picked up his pace.

He tore past Dad’s car, up the stone steps that led to the courtyard outside their flat, and came to a sudden halt outside the oversized door. He dropped the case on the ground and patted his pockets in search of his key. Finally, he was in and made his way through the maze of hallways to the flat, home in record time.

“Hello!” He called out as he hung his jacket up on the lowest hook. Shelagh’s coat was there next to his, her small green hat resting next to the phone.

Dad’s head poked around the corner from the kitchen, his eyes surprised. “Tim! You’re home early!” He disappeared for a moment, then stepped into the hall. “How was your lesson?”

Suspicious, Tim stepped around his father and searching for the source of the strangeness. Entering the kitchen, he saw Shelagh by the stove, her back to him. When she turned to greet him,  her cheeks were a bright pink.

“Shelagh? Are you ill?” He knew Shelagh’s health was still delicate, and while part of him was concerned, another more boyish part was disappointed. What if she had to go home? Their day would be ruined.

“No,” she answered. “Do I look ill?” Her voice was cheery, but she couldn’t quite meet his eyes.

“Not precisely, but you do look rather flushed.” He glanced at his father. “Doesn’t she look flushed, Dad?”

“Shelagh’s fine, Tim. Now go and put your violin away and clean up for lunch. We want to leave soon, don’t we?”

Distracted by the thought of the day trip, Tim grinned and turned back to his violin. As he passed back by the kitchen door, he heard Shelagh’s soft voice.  “Patrick, not now,” she giggled.

Timothy paused in the hallway, his eyes wide. He shook his head as if to clear an unwelcome thought, and entered his room. No, he thought to himself. It couldn’t be.  All week, Jack had teased him about his father getting engaged. Jack had older sisters, one already married with a baby on the way, so he thought himself quite the expert on “the birds and the bees,” as the older boy called it. Worried, Timothy reminded himself that for all his friend’s bravado, he usually knew as little as everyone else in the play yard. Whatever Jack said, his father and Shelagh would not do any “mushy stuff.” The thought was ridiculous.

By the time he returned to the kitchen, lunch was laid out, and Dad and Shelagh sat across from each other at the small table. The alarming shade of pink had faded from her cheeks, too, thank goodness. They would have their day, after all.

 

“It’s such a lovely day, I thought we’d walk to the ferry today,” Patrick announced as he helped Shelagh on with her coat.

Tim agreed readily. If they didn’t have the car, Dad wouldn’t have his medical bag with him.  No medical bag meant Dad was Dad, and not Dr. Turner.

“Oh, I nearly forgot,” Dad said, pulling a slip of fabric from his pocket. He unfolded it and held out a bright blue scarf for Shelagh’s inspection. “It’ll be chilly out there today, you should have this.”

Again, Shelagh’s cheeks bloomed a pale pink, sending off a bell in Timothy’s head. “Patrick, you shouldn’t. I’m quite fine as I am.”

“No,” Dad’s voice was gentle. “I should, Shelagh. I like buying you pretty things, Shelagh. I found it in the stalls near the market square this morning, and you do need a scarf. Please?”

For a fleeting moment, Timothy got the sense that neither knew he was there. It was strange, really, and he was reminded of that day they found Shelagh on the misty road. Was this what Jack meant?

Before he could consider that thought further, his Dad looked over at him. “Ready, Tim?”

Timothy rolled his eyes. “I’ve been ready, Dad. I was waiting for you two to stop staring at each other.” He led the way down the hall. “Really, you two do that a lot. It’s a bit weird.”

 

The ferry crossing was chilly, Tim admitted, but not so cold Dad needed to stand so close to Shelagh the whole ride.

“I’m blocking the wind, Tim,” his dad explained.

Later, as they strolled along the quay, Dad tucked Shelagh’s hand into the crook of his elbow. “The quay could be slippery.”

And when they climbed the ladders to visit the ship, Dad put his hands around her waist and lifted her down. “Always help a lady down the steps, Tim,” his father instructed. “It’s the chivalrous thing to do.”

Timothy wasn’t so sure so much chivalry was in order, especially when he came around a masthead to find them standing side by side, Dad’s arm around Shelagh’s shoulder. They were talking quietly as they looked out over the river, oblivious to the crowds.

He was willing to let such odd behavior slide, however. Dad answered all of his questions and seemed to have a boundless patience for all the exploring Timothy wanted to do. Shelagh laughed at his jokes and knew exactly when to offer him a few biscuits from her handbag  later in the day. Sitting in the Lyons tea house that evening, his belly full but willing to try one more cream cake, he couldn’t remember a better day. Not in a long, long time.

 

The trio strolled through the streets on the way home, happy and tired. Unsurprisingly, Dad and Shelagh walked arm in arm again, and Timothy wished for just a moment that he was small enough to fit between them, his hands in each of theirs. But he wasn’t little anymore.

They came to Shelagh’s corner first. Tim tried to keep the disapppointment from his voice.  “You’re going home now?”

Shelagh looked shyly at him, but before she could speak, Dad interrupted. “Come home with us, Shelagh, just a little longer. I’ll drive you home before the door gets locked.”

“Please, Shelagh?” Timothy added. “I could show you how to make those paper boats I was talking about.”

“If you’re certain,” she faltered.

“I am completely certain,” the boy asserted. Her eyes lit up with a secret thought, then met Dad’s for a moment.

“Well, then,”she tucked her arm in Dad’s elbow and reached out her hand. Timothy took it, and hand in hand, the three continued home.

 

Much past his bedtime, Timothy lay awake in his bed, happy with his thoughts. He glanced at the proud paper boat on his desk, ready for its maiden launch if the weather held. A good part of the evening had been spent trying to perfect the craft, with Shelagh tending to two papercuts on his fingers and Dad helping him learn to perfect the crease. All in all, a fine end to a fine day.

He grimaced. At least, it was mostly a fine evening. Now he had cause to worry that perhaps Jack was right after all. Saturday night was bath night, and though he tried to finish as quickly as possible, it seemed to take ages of time. Finally clean, combed and clothed, he returned to the sitting room, eager to spend a bit more time together before Dad took Shelagh back to the boarding house.

What he saw when he entered the room, however, made him stop in his tracks. He had left them straightening up the clutter of paper and tea cups and expected the room to be back in order when he returned. To the poor boy’s disgust, however, he found half-folded boats and crumpled paper scattered on the floor and worse yet, Dad and Shelagh…

They jumped apart, but there was no denying the fact that

They

Were

Kissing.

And not just a peck on the cheek, like he gave Granny Parker when they went for a visit. Dad– his father–was caught in a clinch with Shelagh that would make Jack’s sister blush. A full-on, arms hugging, head tilting, really-lasting-far-too-long kiss.

And Timothy was glad.

There, he had to admit it. He was glad his Dad was kissing Shelagh. Oh, he didn’t want to see it–that was revolting–but he knew that when Dad kissed Shelagh, they were happy. The kind of happy that Timothy had felt all day today.

Dad and Shelagh were going to get married, and everything would be different. Sure, there might be some of the beastly “mushy stuff” to deal with, but it seemed a small price to pay for having a happy family. And to be completely honest, Timothy admitted, it wasn’t so terrible.  Just as long as he didn’t have to see any of it. There were limits, after all.

 

Christmas Trees and Mushy Stuff

After working on some difficult writing, I needed a break and wanted to write some Turnadette fluff (although don’t get me wrong. Good fluff is hard to write-as you may soon read). Alas, I was fresh out of ideas. So I turned to my fellow Nonnatuns on Tumblr and begged for prompts (hey, I’m not proud).

One came in almost instantly from Clonethemidwife:  “Shelagh teared up, looking at the silver tree on the table, and the natural tree in the corner, both decorated with love by her family. She looked down at the sleeping girl in her arms, and knew that her daughter’s childhood would be so much better than hers…

With mushy stuff and fluff and some minor feels as Patrick learns more about his wife by what she tells him she wishes for their daughter’s future.”

I played with the prompt a bit, so it doesn’t address Shelagh’s childhood, but there are two trees, a loving family and lots of mushy stuff. Plus you may find a few lines dropped in from the series. But I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.


 

As Christmas Day eased into Christmas Night, a gentle quiet descended on the Turner family. Timothy struggled to hide his yawns while his parents sat close together, Angela sleepily finishing her last feed before bed. It was hard to imagine the chaotic scene that had been just this morning.

“Mrs. B. didn’t like it much when you caught her under the mistletoe at Nonnatus, Dad. I heard her say later that she always thought you were too charming for your own good.” Timothy’s eyes rolled Heavenwards.

“Tim,” Patrick’s smug smile belied the scold.

“She did,” Tim asserted. “I saw her wink at Mrs. Buckle when she said it though, and she always makes sure there’s Battenburg for you, so I think she rather liked it.”

“Oh, no. Do I have some competition on my hands, Patrick?” Shelagh teased.

“Not likely, sweetheart. You make a lovely Battenburg cake yourself.” He leant down and pressed a kiss to her lips.

Tim groaned. “Really? Angela’s still eating, you’ll put her off her bottle. Why was there mistletoe in a convent, anyway? Seems an odd place for it.”

“I was wondering that myself,” Patrick mused. “Weren’t you in charge of the decorating this year, Shelagh?” His grin became wolfish.

“I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, Patrick,” his wife returned, blushing fiercely.

Tim reached into a nearby box of airplane model parts. stifling yet another yawn.

“Right, then. Bed for you, Tim. It’s been a long day, and you have the entire holiday to build airplanes and ride your new bike. No, no arguments.” Patrick stood and turned to his wife. “Shall I take her?” he asked.

“No, thank you, Patrick. I’ll let her doze just a bit before I bring her to bed.” Shelagh smiled. “I think we’ll sit here in the quiet for just a bit longer.”

Patrick nodded and followed Tim down the hall.

A small mewling sound escaped Angela’s lips as she released the bottle, then smacked her lips in her sleep. Shelagh touched a fingertip to the swollen upper lip. Was there a blister starting? No, just a drop of formula.

A sudden flood of emotions filled Shelagh’s heart. She teared up, looking at the silver tree on the table, and the natural tree in the corner, both decorated with love by her family.* How very different this Christmas was from the last. Joy replaced anguish, and with the addition of Angela, the family was complete.

She looked down at the sleeping girl in her arms.* How was it possible she was such a mix of the two of them? Barely two months old, Angela’s face revealed glimpses of both her father and mother. Would her hair stay fair, would her eyes keep their blue or turn greeny-brown like Patrick’s? Her neck was still not strong enough to show any discerning Patricky tilt, but Shelagh was certain Angela’s ears did stick out, just a wee bit.  

A tear escaped and trailed down Shelagh’s cheek. “You were ours from the start, Angel,” she whispered. The baby mewled again in response.

With Tim successfully in bed, his book a show of false staying-up-late bravado, Patrick returned to the sitting room. “Shelagh?” he asked, his voice husky. “What’s wrong?”

Her smile was wide, the tears glistening behind her glasses. “Nothing’s wrong, dearest. I’m just so very happy.”

Patrick released his breath in relief as he rejoined her on the gold sofa. “It’s been quite a time of it, hasn’t it?” he agreed. He slid his arm behind her shoulders, pulling her close to his side. “This is a much better Christmas than last year.”

Shelagh snuggled in closer. “Indeed. Timmy’s healthy, Angela’s safe with us, and I have the most wonderful husband I could ever imagine. I am a very blessed woman.”

“I wouldn’t say very blessed,” Patrick denied, his mood darkening. “I almost ruined everything. What if the Agency hadn’t approved us? I kept such secrets, Shelagh. It was you–you were the one that kept us together. I can’t imagine what would have become of us all if it hadn’t been for you.”

Shelagh reached up carefully and turned his face to hers with her free hand. “Listen to me, Patrick. That most certainly is not true. So much happened this year, and yes, there was sadness. I thought my heart would break in two when I learned of my diagnosis, and we did have our own struggles together. But this is important. I wouldn’t change a single moment of it. Not one. God put us on this road together for a reason. If we changed even one thing, we wouldn’t be here today.”

“Shelagh-”

She pulled his face to hers and pressed her lips to his, her thumb caressing his lined cheek. The kiss deepened and Patrick released some of his guilt.

“It wasn’t me, Patrick. It was both of us. It was hard, but you came back to me. I made mistakes, too, don’t forget. We learned to trust each other in ways we never could have if we hadn’t gone through all that.”

Patrick nuzzled his nose against her temple. “I’m not certain you’ll convince me of that entirely, sweetheart, but I do know I would have done anything to make things better. You’ve given me so much.” He pressed a light kiss to her cheek. “I thank God for you.”

The moment was broken by the sudden squall from the infant between them, then the abrupt burst of wind. Almost instantly, Angela settled back down to sleep. Laughing, Patrick reached for his daughter. “You, little girl, are very lucky you’re about to go into your cot. I am about to do all sorts of mushy things to your mother, and you most certainly would not approve.”

Fortunately for the infant girl, she had no idea what her father was talking about.

*italicized lines taken from Clonethemidwife’s prompt.

 

More Than a Kiss

I wanted to write a kiss. Then I wanted to write a kiss from Cynthia’s perspective, explore her thoughts and feelings on the surprising love between Patrick  and Shelagh. Then the fic took a life of its own and it is what it is. Not so kissy kissy.


Cynthia Miller fidgeted with her borrowed uniform. Jenny had warned her about it when Cynthia received notice that she’d been seconded to the London, but she hadn’t expected to be completely enveloped by the enormous puffed sleeves.

“Keep up, Nurse Miller,” a stentorian voice called. “I hope you don’t intend to lollygag around the polio ward.”

“No, Sister,” Cynthia replied, and she trotted up to the ward’s entrance.

“The recent polio outbreak has pushed us to our limit. We’ll be needing you to be at your best at all times.”

Somehow. Sister Gibbs managed to maintain her look of authority despite the same costume of a uniform, Cynthia noted to herself. Taking a deep breath, she pushed through the doors.

“It’s still visiting hours, so you’ll have to be careful of the parents. They’ll have a lot of questions, best leave that to the doctors. Your job is to see all the children are comfortable and follow the orders on the charts. Later, after the parents leave, we’ll shift the beds and hand out the medications. Any questions?”

“No, Sister,” Cynthia replied quietly.

“Good. You’ll have the dozen beds on the left side of the room. Nurse Stone is in charge, just do as she says.” Abruptly, the little Valkyrie turned and went to her desk.

With a quick lift of her eyebrows, Cynthia steadied herself, then looked around the room. The ward was crowded with beds and several iron lungs took up a large portion of the room. Chairs clustered about beds, taken by anxious parents busy trying to hide the fear from their smiling faces.

One chair’s occupant in  particular caught her eye. Shelagh Mannion sat quietly beside the bed occupied by Timothy Turner. A book lay open in her lap, forgotten, as she watched the boy sleep, her hand gently holding his.

Cynthia looked away, a bit flustered. She knew Shelagh would be here, of course, and likely Dr. Turner, too. The two would find a way to be there with Timothy as often as they could, especially in these early days. Timothy had only passed through his crisis less than a fortnight ago, there were still many dangers to face.

The difficulty lay with the fact that Cynthia still was unsure how she felt about the new couple. It was hardly any of her business, she knew, and she didn’t like to talk about it, even with, or perhaps especially with Jenny and Trixie. Any time the engaged pair came up in conversation away from the nuns, the two nurses were sure to get swoony and talk of “thwarted passion” and “forbidden fruit.” All their talk of romance made her uncomfortable.

Romance seemed too superficial a reason, the young woman considered, and there was a coarseness to the idea that something physical drove two mature people to such an end. Sister Bernadette had devoted her life to God’s work, a life Cynthia both admired and felt herself drawn towards. In her own secret heart, Cynthia felt the joy that came from helping others, and could see light peering through the doors that opened to another life. The idea that someone she esteemed so highly as Sister Bernadette could turn her back on the life at Nonnatus was bewildering, and Cynthia was certain that her motives could not have been so base.

Knowing it would be rude to do otherwise, Cynthia made her way to Timothy’s bed.

“Hello, Shelagh,” she greeted quietly.

Shelagh glanced up, startled out of her thoughts. She smiled and softly answered, “Hello, Nurse Miller. I see you’ve been commandeered.”

“Yes,” Cynthia nodded. “I’m to do the evening shift for the next week. They seem to think the worst of the outbreak is over, but staffing is a bit low at the moment.” She moved to Timothy’s side of the bed. “How is he doing?”

“He’s tired a great deal of the time, but the doctors feel certain his lungs will recover entirely. We’re still waiting for a prognosis on his legs, however.” Shelagh’s voice trembled, and she struggled to keep her composure. “Dr. Turner will be here soon. We’re to meet with Dr. Carson about the results of Timothy’s tests.”

The sound of a throat clearing travelled down the aisle, and Cynthia made to go. “Best not to get on Sister’s bad side on my first day,” she confided. “I’ll be by later to see if there’s anything you need.”

Visiting hours went by quickly, and Cynthia was kept busy with the demands of bored patients and worried parents. Occasionally, she let her eyes go to the bed in the corner. Shelagh remained still, her head bowed, her hand still clasping the pale one on the bed, and Cynthia was struck by her pose. There was a serenity and peacefulness to Shelagh’s face that Cynthia recognized from time spent in the chapel at Nonnatus, and she knew the anxious woman was praying.

Dr. Turner appeared near the end of the permitted time, showing the strain of the last few weeks on his lined face. From across the ward, Cynthia watched as he caught his fiance’s eye and saw some of the tension lift from his shoulders. Clearly, Shelagh’s presence was a salve to his troubles.

Cynthia’s sense of confusion returned. In her three years at Nonnatus, she had developed a strong respect for the hardworking doctor. During his wife’s long illness, Cynthia watched from the sidelines as he bravely faced his heartache. Yet for the most part, she had given him little thought as a person.

To be perfectly honest, she admitted, she had pigeon-holed Sister Bernadette into a role as well. She had considered the nun and midwife, but rarely had considered the woman beneath the wimple. Faced with the changes of the last few months, Cynthia had to adjust her thinking.

Speaking softly with the now wide-awake boy, the man and woman seemed to be part of a team, and Cynthia wondered if perhaps she just needed time to get used to it. In the early days of the “Great Change,” as Fred called it, they rarely saw Shelagh. Since Christmas, there had been a shift at Nonnatus, and Shelagh became a welcome face again. Perhaps in time, the strangeness would wear off.

Dr. Carson arrived to meet with the small family, and Cynthia returned to her duties at the Nurse’s desk.

“They’ll be glad of the news,” Nurse Stone hinted.

“What do you mean? “ Cynthia craned her neck to see.

“Test results are in, and the boy’s legs haven’t been permanently damaged. He’ll have calipers, of course, and a long road ahead, but Dr. Carson thinks he’ll be walking on his own by spring.” The night sister bustled away from the table. “Be sure to bring the towels for the evening baths, please, Nurse.”

“I’m so glad,” Cynthia whispered to herself, and took herself to the linen cupboards.

Some moments later, she emerged, an armful of towels nearly blocking her view ahead. Standing in the cupboard’s doorway, she shifted the pile and was startled to see Shelagh and her fiance standing quietly in the corridor outside the polio ward. They stood closely together, their voices hushed and inaudible to her.

Cynthia knew she should move, she should let them see they were not as private as they believed themselves to be, but she could not. She stood, her feet frozen to the floor, her voice gone, overwhelmed by the emotion she saw on display. There were tears of relief on Shelagh’s cheeks, and Patrick’s hands curved around their softness, his thumb gently wiping the trails away.

A slow smile crossed his face as he gazed into Shelagh’s eyes. Cynthia watched as he moved closer, his lips hovering just above Shelagh’s, waiting for her to meet him. Shelagh pushed up on her toes and accepted his caress, and in that moment Cynthia felt a great dawning of understanding.

Never before had she seen such a kiss. It spoke of devotion and support, courage and acceptance, but even in the greenish light of the corridor, Cynthia could see there was so much more. There was a closeness, a delight between them that hinted at an intimacy far deeper than she had imagined.

She could now see what she had been blind to these last few months. This love was not self-indulgent nor was it selfish. It did not shy from the demands of God’s service. Rather, the love Cynthia saw in this kiss was a celebration of God and his kingdom.

No longer confused, Cynthia turned back to the cupboard. After all, there were probably stacks of linen to organize. And as far as she could see, Shelagh and Doctor Turner had a lot to celebrate.

Caught Yellow-Handed

If you give a Nonnatun a Granny Parker post, she’s going to want a Shelagh painting fic.

This one goes out to MissOuiser, whose twisted mind took us from discussing the complicated relationship between a widower and his mother-in-law to Shelagh prancing around in entirely un-Shelagh-like trousers, determined to redecorate that ridiculous flat. I begged her to let me do this when calls for a fic  started to make their  inevitable appearance on Tumblr. Thanks for the inspiration, Weezy, and the permission to write this ridiculous bit of fluff.


 

For most families, the hours between five and seven in the evening bring a level of barely controlled chaos that should be studied by military strategists. Dinner preparations, schoolwork, and cranky youngsters, all convening within a ten foot radius of one particular person, require a delicate balance of attention to avoid complete pandemonium. On this particular evening, the Turner household was dangerously close to such an end.

“Timothy, please clear away your things from the table, I need to get dinner settled quickly if we’re going to make it to the Science Fair on time tonight. And no jokes about your father being late. You lost all mocking privileges when you left finishing your project to the last minute.” Shelagh grimaced as she lifted the pot of boiling potatoes to the sink. If she hurried, she would have just enough time to re-do her hair before they would sit down to a hasty meal.

“It’s only the silly poster I had left to do. I don’t know why they make such a big deal about a piece of cardboard. It’s the project that’s important, isn’t it?  You’d think Mr. Fitzpatrick would be more interested in the fact that I’ve figured a new way to sanitize the bathroom sink than how many colors I use on my poster. I hate using these new markers, they get all over my-” Timothy’s voice cut off quickly, a sharp gasp finishing his sentence.

Shelagh turned, her vision fogged by the steaming potatoes. “What is it?”

“Angela! No!” Timothy cried. He rushed around to the table. “Thank goodness,” he breathed. “The poster’s fine.”

The pot clattered on the cooker and Shelagh joined him in the sitting room. “What was that all about?” she asked.

“Angela had my red marker, I thought she’d scribbled on my-”  This time, Timothy’s voice disappeared altogether and Shelagh’s eyes followed his.

Now, remember. It’s the witching hour in a family’s day. Under usual circumstances, the sight of a two-year old happily keeping herself occupied as her mother scrambled to the climax of the afternoon would bring a sigh of contentment from said maternal figure. Dinner would come together, books would be closed and the family would sit down to enjoy a cheerful end to the day.

Alas, when said toddler’s employment involved a large, red, permanent marker and a sitting room wall, little cheer would come of it.

“Angela Julienne!” cried her thunderstruck mother.

The little girl glanced up innocently. “Painting, Mummy!” She turned back to the task at hand.

Timothy acted quickly, and plucked the offending tool from his sister’s plump little hand. “At least she didn’t paint herself, Mum. Then we’d never make the Science Fair on time.”

The front door opened. “I told you I’d make it on time!” called Patrick. He turned the corner into the sitting room, a smile on his good-natured face. Now that Shelagh had his practice in fine working order, family nights were a source of delight and not yet another strain on his limited time. Shelagh’s dinner and an evening showcasing his son’s academic success were a very satisfying way to end the day.

Unaware of the scene he had missed, Patrick lifted his daughter up in his arms. “Hello, Angel Girl! How was your day? Were you a good girl for Mummy?”

He accepted her little arms tight around his neck and turned to his wife and son. “Why do I have the feeling I’ve made a mess?” he wondered aloud.

 

For a week, Shelagh struggled to remove her daughter’s graffiti. She tried scrubbing. She tried solvents. Utterly baffled by the resilience of Timothy’s poster-making supplies, she finally gave in and made a plan.

Simply painting the sitting room would never do, of course. Once completed, the new decor would make the kitchen seem shabby, and if they were painting the kitchen too, they might as well paint the hallway. Shelagh knew she couldn’t press her luck, and restricted her plans to the public rooms. Patrick would resist, but if she handled this wisely, he’d be in it before he even knew it had begun.

At the breakfast table Friday morning she announced, “We’re going to have to paint the flat. I’m sorry, dearest, it can’t be helped.”

Patrick sighed. “Surely not, Shelagh. I’m certain we have a can of the old paint in one of the storage closets. We’ll simply paint over the…artwork. It will be fine.” There were few jobs Patrick Turner hated more than painting.

“It will not be fine, Patrick. The ink is too strong, and that paint is too old. It’ll bleed straight through. We’ll have to paint the whole room.” Shelagh was not going to back down.

Patrick knew when he was beaten. “I suppose.” He tossed his napkin to his plate and stood. “I’ll call Len Warren and see what he can do.”

“Mr. Warren can’t help us, I’m afraid. I’ve seen him and he’s booked solid through the autumn. And don’t suggest Fred. I do love him, but he’s never been much in the way of a careful painter. Besides, Mrs. Buckle has him busy building new shelves for the shop’s addition. We’ll have to do it ourselves.”

Patrick’s face flooded with color. “Oh, no, Shelagh,” he shook his finger. “I am not using the few hours I get off to paint. No. I won’t do it, Shelagh.”

“Nice try, Dad. I said the same thing when she told me I was going with Angela to Nonnatus for the entire weekend. Mum has a way of getting us to do exactly what she wants.”

Shelagh smiled. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

 

Saturday morning dawned on a Turner flat transformed by canvas sheets and newspapers spread out on the floor. A grumpy Patrick stood in the kitchen doorway, hands on his hips. Breakfast on Saturday was supposed to be a grand affair, even on clinic days, not a quick gobble and a trip to Nonnatus to drop the children. “I’m feeling a bit managed, Shelagh,” he complained. “I thought we were painting the sitting room.”

“If we’re painting the sitting room, we might as well paint the rest, dearest.” She patted his forearm. “I know it looks like a lot, but Fred’s paint rollers will make the walls fly right by, you’ll see.”

Patrick was unconvinced. “Hmmm,” he muttered. “More likely the weekend will fly right by. First Saturday in months that I haven’t had to take morning clinic, and I get to spend it painting.”

He watched as Shelagh finished putting away the breakfast dishes, her hair pulled back in a jaunty ponytail. She looked young and fresh and happy. That was a new outfit, he noticed. Shelagh never wore trousers of any sort, and these pedal pushers were a complete surprise. Closely fitted and tapered to reveal her trim ankles, they showed off her curves in ways that distracted his mind from the task at hand.

An idea occurred to him, and he stepped closer to his wife. “Seems a shame to waste such a fetching outfit on a paint job. A shame to waste a weekend without the children, too.” He nuzzled behind her ear.

Shelagh giggled. “Patrick, behave. We’re painting today and that’s final. Besides, I’m wearing these trousers to paint because I’ll never wear them outside the flat. I have no idea how I let myself be convinced to buy them in the first place. If I get paint all over them, I won’t feel so guilty leaving them in the wardrobe.”

His hands travelled to rest on her hips. “Maybe just a little warm up?” His voice was husky. “Half an hour in our room and I’ll give you the rest of the day in here.” His lips slid along the length of her jaw. “An hour, most.”

But Shelagh was not to be deterred. “I know you, Patrick Turner. An hour will turn into the entire morning, and then the early afternoon, and before I know it this will never get done.” She pushed against his shoulders. “I will let you pick the best roller, though.”

“Wonderful,” the disappointed man groused. “Not exactly what I’d call a fair trade.”

Shelagh moved to the cans of paint on the table and opened the largest one.

“Yellow? For the sitting room? Won’t that be a bit much?” Patrick questioned. His brow furrowed in bewilderment.

“No. Yellow will be perfect, dear. I did ask for your input, you’ll remember. You said whatever I liked was fine with you.” The pale yellow emulsion poured like sunshine into the paint tray.

“That’s because I knew you’d pick whatever color you wanted anyway,” Patrick muttered under his breath.

“What’s that dear?”

Patrick lifted a paint roller and felt its weight in his hand. “Won’t yellow clash with the furniture? It’s a grand color choice, Shelagh, but won’t that be a bit…much?”

“No, I’ve got that settled. We’ve talked about replacing that old suite from your mother’s house for a long time. Now’s our chance. I’ve ordered a new sofa, in navy blue, and two new chairs. Brown leather. I’m sure you’ll love them.”

Holding the tray of paint aloft, Shelagh glided past her husband into the sitting room.

Shaking himself from his surprise, Patrick followed. “Shelagh,” he grumbled. “ I am being managed, aren’t I?”

With a saucy grin, Shelagh loaded her roller with paint and considered the best place to begin.

“I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, dearest.”

 

Six hours, three tea breaks and a quick lunch later, Patrick and Shelagh stood back and admired their handiwork.

“I have to hand it to you, sweetheart,” Patrick admitted. “The yellow was an excellent choice. I’m even starting to like it with the grey mouldings.” He wiped his hands on a rag, then tossed it to the table.

Shelagh turned to face her husband, shocked.

“If this medical line doesn’t work out, we should consider giving Len Warren a run for his business. Two coats of paint throughout in less than a day? We’d make a fortune! And look at you, not a drop of paint on those trousers.” Patrick grinned mischievously, and pulled her to him. “I quite like them, actually. I’m not so sure I’d like the rest of the world to see my gorgeous wife in all her curves, but here at home…” The expression on his wife’s face finally broke through his cheerfulness. “What is it now?” he asked warily.

“We’re not finished, Patrick,” Shelagh admonished. “That was just the wall paint. We’re painting all the mouldings, as well.” Really, Shelagh thought. How on earth could the man think the colors suited each other?

Patrick’s face went blank with shock. “All the mouldings? Shelagh, you can’t be serious. That will take us days!”

“Yes, Patrick. Why on earth else would I send the children to Nonnatus for the entire weekend?”

Patrick sat down on the ladder’s step, dejected, his cheek resting against his fist. He looked up at his wife and waited for her to figure the puzzle out.

Shelagh stared about the room, clearly only half-finished. What on earth did the man think they were going to—

“Patrick!” she cried, astounded. “You didn’t think I planned this whole thing just to get you into bed?”

“A man can hope, can’t he?” he responded ruefully.

Really, Shelagh thought. The man was ridiculous! As if the mere mention of their bedroom door wasn’t enough to get Patrick in the mood. Why on earth would she need to go to such lengths? She shook her head, exasperated.

But he did look awfully attractive, sitting there against the ladder. The sleeves of his old shirt were rolled up, revealing his forearms. She did have a weakness for Patrick’s forearms. Not to mention how his hair flopped very rakishly over his right eye. Despite his confident assurances, there was a smudge of paint there, just at his temple, begging for her to rub off.

The mouldings did need to be painted, of course. But perhaps it would be best if they waited an hour for the walls to dry? Or more? Shelagh was certain she had heard once that sometimes paint could take as many as three hours to dry.

She stepped over to the ladder, her body just a little bit closer to him than necessary. Her fingers slid through the dark hair above his ear, her thumb stroking his brow.

Patrick’s eyes flashed to hers, instantly recognizing the change in mood.

“Maybe we should wait a bit?” he asked, his voice husky.

“Mh-hmm,” Shelagh answered, as her head lowered to his. “Patrick?” she whispered.

His reply was more of a groan. “You know exactly how to manage me, don’t you?”

Her lips smiled against his. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

 

Luck, or the Ryan baby, were on Patrick’s side later that evening, for just as the happy painters were about to crack open the can of white paint, a call came in from Nonnatus. Mrs. Ryan, newly admitted to the Maternity Hospital for showing signs of spending too much time on her feet, was likely to need a doctor’s care, and both Drs. Greenwood and Hammond were out on calls.

“I didn’t plan this, Shelagh,” Patrick laughed as he came into the kitchen to say goodbye.

Shelagh placed her paintbrush in the bucket of white paint on the top of the ladder. She hopped lightly down from the ladder, her ponytail again bouncing behind her as she leant up to his kiss. “Of course you didn’t. But you’re certainly not complaining, are you?”

He shook his head. “Not if you insist on painting.” He tugged gently at her new hairstyle. “I do like this, love. Oh, you’ve got a smudge,” he noted, tapping her cheek.

“Where?” Shelagh stepped to the sink and reached for a rag. Just a bit out of her reach. she shifted her body, pressing her hands against the counter as she reached for it. Unfortunately, in their rush to clean up the paint from the walls a few hours earlier, neither she nor Patrick had noticed a smear of yellow paint was left behind. Shelagh’s hands did.

Patrick laughed and taking the rag, wiped her pink cheek clean. “Painting’s not so bad,” he breathed, and pressed his lips to hers. Passion flickered, then quickly flared up. They moved together, arms pulling each other close as the kiss deepened. Long moments went by, then Patrick pulled away.

“Duty calls,” he murmured.

Shelagh sighed heavily. “I understand,” she answered.

Determined to get on with the painting, she turned away and climbed back up the ladder as Patrick shrugged into his jacket.

“Don’t feel you have to save some for me,” he called as he closed the flat door behind him.

 

The Maternity Hospital was quite a flurry of activity when Patrick arrived. Sister Evangelina, Nurse Franklin and a nervous Sister Winifred tended to the women as he stopped in the ward to review the cases. Mrs. Ryan, grateful for the time off her feet, had settled down nicely, and the worrisome swelling in her ankles would soon lessen.

Assured that all was as it should be, Patrick stood in the doorway.

“Your medical coat, Dr. Turner?” Sister Winifred, never one to like protocol broken, held out his white jacket.

“Yes, thank you, Sister.” He shrugged out of his jacket and turned to accept his uniform.

A twitter broke out among the women, quickly spreading around the ward. Patrick’s eyes darted around the room, confused.

“Mrs. Turner chose yellow for the sitting room walls, I see,” snapped Sister Evangelina. The room burst into laughter.

More than a little confused, Patrick looked for some explanation. Trixie Franklin caught his eye and pointed to his back. Aghast, Patrick lifted his arms and looked behind. There, just below his  hips, in a place he could not possibly explain as an innocent mistake, was the evidence.

“My!” exclaimed a very embarrassed Sister Winifred. “Mrs Turner has very small hands!”

 

God Loves a Trier: Nonnatun Hiatus Challenge: Countdown to Six Months

As we count down to the six-month mark until the CtM Christmas Special, we’ve come up with a new challenge: create something featuring a character you don’t like, or simply don’t know very well.

I’ve chosen to focus on Peter Noakes for this one, and I’m glad I did. Peter is an interesting character. He’s not perfect (perhaps a little officious when on duty), but he loves his wife. They make an excellent team. I think I may write another one, actually.

I have to give a little shout-out to EleanorKate over at fanfiction.net for giving me a little push to think outside my box.


Peter left the police station, tired and dissatisfied. Yet again, his day had thrown him in the path of the very person he hoped to avoid. It was just like the contrary Sister Monica Joan to create a diversion that would require his presence at Nonnatus House.

He struggled to keep his mind from straying into dangerous topics, and set his mind to a sure cure. Winding through the narrow streets of Wapping, he decided it would be best to . A quick knock on the door to his parents house, and he let himself in.

Arthur and Millicent Noakes, each cozy in their favorite chair, looked up in surprise. Before Peter had started seeing his lady friend, it was not unusual for their son to spend an evening or two a week with his parents. In the last weeks, however, those visits had all but ended.

“Fancy a pint then, Dad?”


The noise of the pub prevented all but the most superficial of chat. Peter was grateful for the crowd of dart players in the corner. Deciding to tell his father his news was easier than actually doing so.

They watched as the throwers cheered on one of their own as he threw dart after dart. Every one missed the mark widely, but the determined man took on more bets as he continued the attempt. Fifteen darts and two rounds of drinks in, and the man was still hadn’t hit the board once.

“God loves a trier,” chuckled the elder Noakes.

Peter didn’t respond. Finally, the elder Noakes began. “You haven’t mentioned Camilla, son. Your mother thought perhaps you could bring her over again for tea.” He winked. “We’ll leave the dog outside this time.”

Peter raised his glass and drained it. “How ‘bout another one?” he asked.

“If you’re buying…” the older man held up his own glass and gestured to the barman.

Peter turned away, his eyes on the drunken dart players. “She’s chucked me over,” he said baldly.

“Ah, no.” Arthur shook his head. “I’m sorry, Peter. I thought…we thought that maybe this one was special.”

Peter’s face tightened, his jaw working tensely. Finally, he said, “She was–she is special. I know she cares for me, but she can only see herself… Her mother’s in town.”

“All the way from India?” Comprehension passed over the old man’s face.

“Majorca, actually. They’ve left India for a few years now.”

“Very posh, is she then?”

Peter nodded. “A right Empress of the Empire, Dad. She swans in once a year, stalks through Norman Hartnell’s and turns Camilla’s life upside down.”

“Who’s Norman Hartnell?” The barman placed two more pints before them.

Shaking his head, Peter answered, “Don’t ask. Apparently, Lady Fortescue-Cholmeley-Browne does not approve on Camilla’s life choices, and when the command comes from on high, Chummy falls right in line.” His voice was hard. He never called her by that family nickname, but just now it seemed entirely appropriate.

“As I understand it, Lady Browne has never approved of anything her daughter’s done, and of course she gives in every time. I thought this time it’d be different. Ca–she loves being a midwife, I’m certain of it. And she’s grown to feel so comfortable in the East End. I can’t understand how she’s so willing to just throw it all over just to please that domineering old-” he stopped himself.

He drained his second glass and turned away. “So, long story short, I will not be bringing any girls home for tea in the foreseeable future. I’d appreciate it if you told Mum.”

Arthur nodded. “None will speak of it, son.”

“Thanks, Dad.” Peter swirled the dregs of his lager in the bottom of his glass. “I thought she was the one, you know? We’re right together. I love her, I’d go to the ends of the earth for that woman, Dad. But if she can’t see her own way through, how could I expect us to work out?”


Two nights later, Peter worked a quiet night at the station desk, the bitter words repeating in his mind. There were so many differences in their pasts, he wondered how it had been even possible for anything to start between them. Yet somehow, love had bloomed.

Not love, Peter scoffed. It couldn’t have been love if she could walked away from him so easily. Lady Browne had provided her with a convenient excuse to reject him. Self-loathing and fear had withered her pride. The woman he had loved didn’t exist anymore, if she truly ever had.

The station door banged open, bring his eyes up. Before him stood the focus of his thoughts, flustered and frazzled, but glowing. He had fallen for that glowing face before.

He braced himself against the wave of pain that came every time he saw her, and was glad of the counter between them.

She began to speak, but he could not, or would not, hear. He knew what she was about to say. Her posture, her low voice, even her words of exaggerated flaws and self-blame, told him she  would be leaving Poplar.

Unwillingly, his eyes met hers and in that moment he knew. Camilla Browne stood tall and sure, ready to take on the world.

She would see her way through.

Camilla was a trier, God love her.

The Last Days of Brylcreem

I’ll be serving as Rockbird’s locum today in her “Hiatus Production Pic Challenge.” Hopefully, she’ll get some much-needed rest after we’ve run her ragged creating multiple fics this last day or so…

This itty bitty thing is set earlier the morning of the fan-favorite scene, “Hello, Nurse!”


 

Mornings were always their special time together, from the first day of their marriage. A time away from the rest of the world, they both woke early enough to steal moments that strengthened their intimacy. Fortunately, as Shelagh couldn’t bear to put Angela in the small box room they’d set aside for a nursery, the baby slept quite deeply, and their early conversations left her undisturbed. Unfortunately, Angela didn’t sleep as deeply as Patrick would have liked.

“I can’t believe how quickly the time’s gone, it’s like summer’s just rolled right past me! And now there’s so much to do before school begins, I’m not sure how I’ll get it all done.”  Shelagh sighed as she gently caressed the forearm wrapped around her.

“What needs to be done still? You’ve bought Tim’s uniform, he has a new bookbag, I should think he’s all set.”

Shelagh rolled her eyes in frustration. “Really, Patrick. I sometimes think you married me just to take care of all the little things you never think of!” Sitting up, she threw the covers back.

Smart enough to know when he’d talked himself into a corner with his wife, Patrick pulled her back towards him. “Now that’s silly. If I never thought of the little things before, why would I marry you to take care of them?” His nose nudged at her ear and he whispered, “I married you for entirely different reasons, sweetheart, that have very little to do with errands and school uniforms. I can prove it to you if you like.”

Shelagh giggled. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, Patrick.”

Patrick growled lightly and proceeded to show his wife exactly what he did mean. But with a precocious baby in a cot not three feet away, mornings were not what they once were, and Shelagh soon put a reluctant stop to his lesson.

“She’ll be awake any minute, I’m afraid.” She sighed quietly as her fingers toyed with his hair, tousled and messy from a night’s sleep.

Patrick smiled, his eyes locked with hers. “If we’re very quiet?” he cajoled.

A deep, throaty laugh rose up between them and Shelagh responded, “You always say that, but we never are.” She pulled his face to hers for one last kiss, then sat up.

Patrick was unwilling to let the subject drop completely. “How about my lunch break? We could meet back here?”

Looking down at her husband, Shelagh shook her head. “That’s not what I intended when I insisted on you taking a break each day. You’re meant to be resting and having a decent meal.”

“I can’t think of anything better to help me relax midday, Shelagh,” he teased, a crooked smile on his face.

“You really are incorrigible, you know that? There’s no need to smirk at me like that, Patrick. Even if I wanted to,” she ignored his huff of disbelief, “we can’t today. Timothy needs a haircut desperately, and as it is, I’m not sure I can manage that. The surgery is booked for the morning, and there will be piles of paperwork to file before I head over to the clinic. I can’t see how I’ll get Timothy to the barber, plus feed Angela and do all that.”

Patrick knew when he’d been beaten. Shelagh’s schedule was an intimidating thing, and he knew any major disruption to it would lead to even more time apart.

“I’ll take Timothy to his haircut, then. He can meet me at the maternity hospital and we’ll run get that managed. We can stop for lunch, too, so there’ll be no need for you to pack one for me.”

“Patrick, I thought we’d decided you’d cut back on greasy food?”

“Shelagh,” he warned. “One thing at a time?”

Conceding his point, she rose from the bed to check on the baby. Like a jack-in-the-box, Angela popped awake, reaching to be freed from her cot, and Shelagh lifted her up for a snuggle. “Good morning, Angel girl. Take care of Daddy whilst Mummy gets ready for the day?”

Patrick joined his wife and reached out for their daughter. “You know, I think I’ll get a haircut today as well. Two birds and all that,” Patrick informed Shelagh as he let Angela pat at his cheeks.

Shelagh stood suddenly from the drawer she was rifling through. “A haircut?”

“It’s not so unusual, Shelagh. It’s been over a month since my last.” By now, Angela was pulling at his ears.

Shelagh sat down on the bed beside them. “I know, but I’ve grown to like your hair a bit longer, dearest.”

Something in her voice made Patrick’s eyes fly to hers. “You do?” he asked huskily.

Shelagh blushed and looked away.

“Shelagh…” Patrick’s voice coaxed a response. His hair was a source of frustration to him, for once it grew beyond a certain length, it had a way of flopping into his eyes. But if longer hair had the effect he was beginning to suspect it had on his wife, it was a small price to pay. Especially if he heard her tell him so.

Shelagh took a breath and pushed on bravely. “And no Brylcreem, if you please, Patrick,” she stood up and turned to the door. “I’d prefer not to get my hands sticky with it tonight.”


Sixty Minute Challenge: Prompt Three, Barbara’s Bucket Brigade

“I’m afraid it happens quite frequently, Nurse Gilbert. I can assure you, you will learn a great deal, and it is always good experience to spend time on Casualty.”

“They’ll eat her for breakfast,” muttered Sister Evangelina under her breath.

Deliberately ignoring the grumpy nun, Barbara Gilbert took a deep breath and shrugged her shoulders. It couldn’t be so bad, she told herself. Nurses like to help people, right? Cheerfully she smiled and rose from the table.

“Well, I’d best get on my bike if I’m to get a bright start, then. Wish me luck!”

 

Three days later, the young nurse knew she needed more than luck to survive the rest of the week. Casualty was not only frenetic and intense, it seemed to be staffed by nurses so fierce they made Nurse Crane look like a tabby cat.

“Gilbert,” ordered Matron. “The bandages are not stocked properly. I certainly hope you don’t think I’ve decided to arbitrarily create rules for you to flout them. Bandages must be stored precisely in this manner for a very good reason. Restack them and be back here in ten minutes.”

Barbara nodded, trying to hide the tears she wanted to shed. Half way through the week and she wanted to cry every day. The strict rules, demanding situations and sometimes unreasonable medical personnel did little for her self esteem. Closing the storage room door behind her, she let a few tears flow as she methodically stacked bandage upon bandage.

“Come on, Barbara,” she told herself. “You can do this. It’s really not so much different from home. All those children running about. You must simply keep your head clear and don’t let anyone rattle you. You can do this. Besides, after this, you’ll never be afraid of Nurse Crane again!”

The bandages done, she slipped back down to the admittance desk. A crowd of people filled the room, and she could hear matron shout,

“Form a queue! I cannot help you if you do not manage yourselves properly!” Catching sight of Barbara, Matron handed her a clipboard. “You. Take names, reason for being here. And clear out anyone who should not be here in the first place!”

Nervously, Barbara marched over to the group filling the room. Her attention focussed, she noticed that the large group of men that filled the room were wearing rugby uniforms. Several were covered in mud, and all were shouting loudly.

“They’re just large boys, Barbara,” she assured herself. Remembering the tip her mother told her when handling boys, she searched the room for the leader of the group. “Excuse me,” she interrupted as politely as she could, “I’m hoping you can help me.”

The rugby player turned to her and she was alarmed by his size. Well over six feet, and clearly more than fifteen stone, he towered over her. “Me friend’s hurt, Nurse. He needs to see a doctor, fast-like.”

“Yes. That’s what I’m here for,” she told him. Pretend you know what you’re doing Barbara, her inner voice whispered. “If you could help me to get the room under control, then I can help your friend.” She smiled, hoping the expression made it to her eyes.

Understanding crossed the big man’s face. “Right.” He turned to his mates and bellowed, “Bob, Mack, you stay. Everyone else, out!”

Within in moments, the room was cleared. Barbara turned to the Rugby leader and said, “Well done! You must be the captain!”

The big man blushed. “Yes, Nurse. You need a firm ‘and wif blokes like these! What can we do to help me friend Bob, here. It looks like he may’ve broken ‘is leg.”

Peering closely, Barbara confirmed his suspicion. “Don’t you worry, Bob. We’ll have you in to see the doctor quick as a wink.”

She glanced up quickly and shyly met the eye of the captain. “Thank you very much for your help-”

“Albert, Albert Smalls. We’ll just stay here wif Bob, if you don’t mind.”

Barbara nodded. “Of course. He’s lucky to have friends like you to help.”

 

For the rest of her shift, Barbara kept the interaction with the rugby player in her mind. If she could handle a large group of rugby players in line, then surely the rest of the week wouldn’t be so bad? She simply had to find the original solution to any problem Matron presented.

Unfortunately, originality did not impress the medical staff, and for the rest of the day, Barbara shuttled patients to and fro, collected samples and put on a brave face as her self-esteem dwindled. Nearing the end of her shift, matron assigned her to the desk to file the charts that had overflowed all day.

“I’ll be back in quarter of an hour, Mr. Swift requires my advice on a matter of surgical organization. If any unusual situations arise, do nothing. Wait for more trained personnel to arrive.”

Watching the gruff old nurse walk away, Barbara sighed heavily. “I’m not a child. I am a trained nurse. It would be nice to be treated like an adult sometimes.”

Files sorted themselves quickly, and soon she had little to do. The madness of the early afternoon had dwindled down and the only people waiting to see a doctor were a man with a sprained wrist and a lady with a rather shallow cut to her chin. “I suppose it bled rather a lot,” Barbara muttered.

Her attention was captured by a drop of water from above. When it was followed by another, and then another, Barabara began to search for its source. Walking around the room, she peered at the ceiling. A memory of a burst pipe in her father’s vicarage popped in her mind, and she suddenly realized what was about to happen.

Trying to keep calm, she called, “Excuse me, please follow me. Quickly.”

The two remaining patients looked at each other, shrugged and made to follow. Guiding them up the stairs to the desk beyond the waiting area, she reached for the telephone.

“Excuse me, Nurse,” cried Matron, “just what do you think you’re doing?”

“The number for the janitor’s office, please?” she asked as calmly as she could.

“Put that phone down right this minute. You’ll be reprimanded for this!”
“The caretaker’s office? It’s an emergency!”
“What emergency?”

Suddenly, the ceiling in the waiting room cracked open and water gushed down.

Stunned, the staff stared at the gallons of water filling the room.

“The number, please?” Barbara demanded.

Finally understanding, Matron called out the number and the connection was made.

Five interminable minute later, the water was shut down. The medical staff turned their attention to the patients, and tried to restore some order to the care.

 

Barbara stood at the top of the stairs looking down at the caretaker. The waiting area was flooded, nearly two feet deep in water.

“This’ll take forever to clean up,” poor Mr. Unger said.

Thinking for a moment, Barbara said, “Mr. Unger, get every bucket and pail you have down here. We’re going to empty this place out quick as a wink!”

The caretaker was doubtful. “I suppose I’ll need’em anyway.” He lumbered down the hall to the storage cupboard.

This is my chance, Barbara thought. Time to put my plan into action.
“Albert?” she called. “Albert Smalls?” The curtain at one bed in the far corner opened, and out came the rugby captain.

“Yes, Nurse?”

Barbara shook her head confidently. “Mr. Smalls, we need your help. Are your rugby friends still outside?”

“Should be. I told them to wait so we could carry Bob to the pub.”

“Yes. Well, before you go to your celebration, could I perhaps ask you to give me another hand? We seem to have a bit of a flood in our waiting area. I was hoping you and your teammates could form a sort of Bucket Brigade and help return our waiting room to its normal above-water condition.”

Her expectant face, plus her cheerful confidence shone through.

“”Course, Nurse. We can have this place back in shape quick as a wink.” The large man waded through to the door and called to his team. With nearly a dozen buckets, and nearly as many rugby players, the room was back to it’s antediluvian state.

“Well done, Mr. Smalls,” Charlotte applauded. “We are ever so grateful. Poor Mr. Unger would have been here all night trying to put this place to rights.”

“No problem, Nurse. “ ‘appy to help.” The large man grew shy again. “I was wondering, maybe you’d like to join us, you know celebrate? We won our game, Bob’s got his cast, you’ve got a dry waiting area. “How ‘bout it?”

Barbara considered, her mouth pursing to the side. “Oh, alright!” she answered. Leaning in conspiratorially, she continued, “As long as there’s no Advocat. I may have shown Matron what’s for, but I better not get ahead of myself!”

Sixty-Minute Challenge, Prompt One: Sitting Pretty

This is part of what will be a 3-part exercise in insanity. I write slowly, and need to push some of my boundaries. So, with a free Saturday, I decided to ask my Tumblr friends (come join us- follow the Call the Midwife tag, we’re there) to send in prompts for me to write responses to in 60 minutes. One down, two to go.

This prompt technically breaks the “No Turnadette” rule, but hey, give the people what they want.

Turnadettefangirl said: Okay, a fic where a piece of furniture is the main POV 😉 The gold sofa, the hatch, the bed. Those have witnessed a lotta Turner family drama (and joy)


I used to have it easy. I was a lucky sofa, and I knew it. Years ago, in the furniture store, the old second hand furniture would tell tales of terror and abuse.

“Look at my back leg,” the tallboy moaned. “Two brothers fighting took that one. I’ve had this old board to hold me up since.”

“My scratches,” wailed the dining room table. “I’ll never be glossy and polished again!”

But it was the old sofa on the corner that earned the most pity. Its upholstery torn and stained, cotton wool peeping out and missing an entire cushion, the old couch had seen it all.

“A family of thirteen,” the old voice croaked. “One beast jumped on me and broke my spine, another pulled out the horsehair for a school project, and I won’t even tell you the details of the season the entire bunch of them had the stomach flu.”

When I was purchased by a quiet couple, starting out their marriage, I considered myself lucky. The man was out all the time, and the woman seemed to prefer to spend her time with the piano bench.

I didn’t mind. Life was easy.

The day they brought home a baby, I worried. “My bright covers! My arms! This child will be the ruin of me!”

But the boy left me alone. The floor was his domain. Each day he would amass a collection of blocks and cars and small animals and build great cities. Each day he would spill something, too. I never spent much effort getting to know the carpets in those years. They never stayed long enough.

By the time the boy became slightly less clumsy, he had moved to the table and chairs near me. He was a serious boy, and rarely had any friends over. He would sit quietly and do schoolwork or read. I wondered why he looked so sad.

Then the man began to spend his nights on the couch. I never saw the woman, though I could hear her talking quietly with the others in the private rooms. I wasn’t a proper place for a grown man to sleep, though I must admit he did rarely spend a full night stretched out over me. His nights were spent out of the flat, or pacing the floor. Even the nights he spent in the bedroom, I doubt he got any rest.

Eventually, he returned to the bedroom. The flat was silent through the day and I was left to my thoughts. In the evenings, the boy would stay at his place at the table, whilst the man sat in one of the matching chairs, silently smoking.

They didn’t talk much, not really, though it felt as if there was so much to be said. The man worked and smoked, the boy read and played his music. Sometimes, I would see one watch the other, a helpless expression on his face. Neither ever sat upon me, and after ten years, I looked as good as new.

 

I was grateful; I was a handsome couch, and could last for decades. There was little chance I would end up old and worn out at a second-hand shop. The few times a visitor came by, I was always admired. It is possible that I grew vain.

After months of no visitors, life in the flat changed very suddenly. The boy and the man had a new friend. A quiet, small young woman, she soon found a comfortable spot on the handsome gold sofa near the lamp. Her visits became frequent, and though I began to see much more use, she was careful to care for me properly. She made sure my cushions were rotated, and soon after she came to live in the flat, I was vacuumed frequently.

It seemed that I was, if you’ll pardon the expression, “sitting pretty.”

Oh, how wrong I was. The woman was little, and took excellent care of me. But suddenly, it wasn’t enough for the man to be home, he sat upon me, as well. And not on his proper cushion on the other half. No, the man insisted on sitting as close as possible to his new favorite. Right over two cushions. At the same time! The man had no thought for symmetry or wear! I began to show signs of use.

Perhaps if the man and woman had been content to sit still, it would not have been so defeating. But they never seemed to be settled in one spot for long. Once the boy left of an evening, they would shift and nudge and thump. Their giggles and sighs only infuriated me more.

And shoes! They completely forgot themselves and for the first time ever, shoes scraped against my beautiful cushions. I was furious. The shoes had to go.

And then the shoes went.

My friend, I blush to tell you that the shoes were only to first of many items to be removed. More than one morning I was awakened by the presence of a cufflink poking through my fabric. The deep corners and recesses of my shape became the lost and found of the detritus of their shenanigans.

So now, no longer the proud, handsome showpiece, fit for the display window of the best furniture retailers, I am an ordinary, faded gold sofa.

And the worst of all, further proof of my disastrous decline, I have discovered the fact that will most assuredly put me in the back corner of the saddest of all charity shops.

Now they have a baby.