A Mission of Hope, Chapter Five

BBN9PKA/N:  I’ve tried to be as accurate as possible with this chapter in order to explain some of the questions I have about how a team of nuns and medics from the poorest part of London could get to South Africa. (Hint: it involves a great deal of suspension of disbelief, a generous benefactor, two planes, a train and a bus, and two nights in hotels–What? you don’t think that’s realistic?? It’s AU, baby!!).

Also, I’ve introduced apartheid and Homelands in this chapter and have tried to do so in a correct historical context of early 1962. Any errors are innocently meant. There are links below that will offer clarity.

One last thing. Did you know that a group of giraffes has two different collective nouns? A group of standing giraffes is called a “tower,” while a group of running giraffes is called a “jenny.”

Sometimes I really love English.

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A battered train chugged through the pale yellow bushveld, lacking any of the urgency and determination of its European brethren. Miles distant, the blue shadows of the Great Escarpment jutted out from the veld, sequestering the Eastern Cape from the world. The sky glowed with a bright blue never seen in London, an enormous dome that refused admittance to any clouds.

It was as if God had used an entirely different palette of colors when He created this part of the world. Yellow and blue shimmered here in a way never seen on the sunniest day in England, challenging the eye to see more than it could. Green was deeper, darker and more mysterious than the pale greens of the English oak.  Even the greys were different from London greys.  

Within the first class carriage, Shelagh watched the scenery pass unchanged for miles. The pale gold of the mid-summer grasses was dotted with clumps of bushes and the occasional sinewy tree. The heat of the midday sun forced animals into shady spots, unseen from the train. In all, the effect was hypnotizing.

Shelagh shook herself from her quiet and stretched lightly. In the bench across from her, Angela lay curled up on Patrick’s lap, the two lulled to sleep by the gentle motion of the train. Shelagh smiled as she watched them breathe in tandem, Angela gently sucking her thumb as her father snored.

Not all of the passengers slept in the compartment. Sisters Julienne and Winifred both read from their Bibles. A catch-as-catch-can sort of schedule had been adopted for their daily offices, but both nuns were used to irregular schedules. Fred sat at an end of the car, a game of Solitaire spread out on the seat next to him. Trixie and Barbara sat across from Tom Hereward, a curious sort of trio. Timothy and Phyllis Crane sat in the first row of seats, eyes out the window as they catalogued everything they could see.

Shelagh rose and began to pace along the length of the car.  No other passengers had joined them in this car since they had left the port city of East London, despite the activity at each stop. She paused for a moment to observe Fred’s game, then tapped a card. He glanced up, then sheepishly shifted a stack. A moment with the sisters, another quiet conversation with the nurses, and she took a seat with her son.

“It’s hard to believe we were having tea in Nonnatus house only three days ago,” remarked Nurse Crane over the sound of the engine.

“It would have been much longer if we didn’t have the Missionary Society escorting us everywhere,” Timothy replied. Indeed, John Taylor had pulled enough strings to make the team from Poplar feel more like dignitaries than a travelling medical team. Missionary agents met the party each step of the way, paving over the arduous task of international travel.  Acclimating new missionaries was a top priority of the Christian Missionary Society. There were struggles enough ahead that could cause attrition, getting the help to Africa was the very least that could be done.

Connecting flights had been arranged between Heathrow, Nairobi and East London, South Africa, effectively  minimizing delays.  At each stop along the way, a different Society representative greeted them and handled arrangements for nightly accommodations, as evening travel was unreliable. After an early flight to East London, they were escorted to a small hotel near the sea for the night. Worn out from the travel, they were grateful for a day of rest before boarding a train to Alice, situated twelve miles south of the Hope Mission.

Shelagh stretched her back and looked at the stack of books between her son and the no-nonsense nurse. Over the past weeks, Timothy and Phyllis Crane had formed an unexpected bond. While the others spent the last month of preparation in accumulating and packing supplies for the mission, they gathered every book, travel brochure and periodical they could, resulting in a collection of knowledge fit for the British High Commission in Pretoria.  Timothy focussed on the flora and fauna of the region. Phyllis Crane was an expert in the unusual laws of the South African people.

“Though I suppose we’ll be spending most of our time in Ciskei, what they call a ‘homeland,’ and not ‘South Africa,’ to be precise,” Phyllis had informed the group at one of the gatherings before the departure. There was so much to organize in such a short time that semi-weekly meetings had been deemed necessary. Nonnatus House became a sort of home base for these meetings and  a temporary center for the donations and medical supplies they would bring to Africa.

Patrick had looked up from the large box of medical syringes on the dining room table. “What do you mean, not ‘South Africa’?”

“Just, that, doctor. Officially, we are not going to be working in South Africa. Last year, the government of South Africa created specific areas within the nation with the express purpose of settling blacks within those borders. They’re technically independent.” She walked over to the map she had requisitioned from the Mission Society. “Hope Mission is located here,” using her pen she pointed to a small area of the canvas. A rough outline had been marked in ink on the outdated map. “Just within the eastern border of Ciskei.”

“The government forced people to leave their homes and settle somewhere else?” Trixie’s voice showed her outrage.

“Yes.” Phyllis capped her pen and faced the group.

“But why would they move people in the first place?” Patrick abandoned the syringes. “Why would they go to the effort of moving such a large number of people from their homes? It doesn’t make sense.”

Phyllis sighed, and folded her glasses back up, slipping them into her uniform pocket. “It seems the official stance on the subject is to grant a sort of autonomy for the Blacks. The argument is that by keeping language groups together, with similar traditions, they will be able to govern themselves.  However, from what I can determine, there’s a much darker reason, I’m afraid.”

“How do you mean?” Patrick questioned. By now, the attention of everyone in the room had shifted to Phyllis.

“South Africa has a rather difficult history, as you know. The apartheid system,” she glanced around the room and saw the nods of understanding–everyone had done their homework it seemed— “has been in effect in fact if not official doctrine for a very long time. From what I can gather, the resettlement has more to do with sequestering the Blacks away from the Whites than granting independence. Technically, these four regions are independent, and not the responsibility of the South African government. By pretending these regions are no longer part of the official nation, the government can justify eliminating the few remaining political rights Blacks have within South Africa. Not to mention, if they can claim the homelands are not South African territory, the government has no reason to financially support the regions whatsoever.”

“That would explain why Dr. Fitzsimmons sent out the call for help,” mused Patrick. “A growing population and diminishing resources. We’re all too familiar with that set of problems.”

Phyllis looked about the room once more. “Doctor Turner is correct, I’m afraid. The problems of the Hope Mission are likely to be similar to problems we have encountered in Poplar, but I’m afraid that the scale will be on a level none of us have ever seen.”

Less than a day after their arrival in South Africa, the rightness of Nurse Crane’s words was becoming apparent. Signs hung above doors to businesses, hotels and even train carriages directing people along racial lines. Their train compartment was empty but for their party, as few whites were travelling, but the three cars in the rear were near overflowing. And while the medical team from Poplar enjoyed comfortable cushions and a clean car, the cars set aside for the Non-Whites were crowded and uncomfortable. Segregated by the invisible fence of custom and law, the tension here was certainly greater than back home.

Timothy glanced back at his sleeping father and sister. “Dad’s snoring.” he mocked. “He always snores when he sleeps sitting up. I don’t know how Angela can always nap on his lap with that noise.”

Shelagh grimaced. “Timothy, be nice. Your father works very hard. And I think your sister is delighted to spend time with him any way she can.” She poked his shoulder and teased, “Just for that, Mr. Always, you’re on Angela duty when she wakes.”

“I’d mind your mother, Timothy,” Phyllis nudged. “I recall you were none to happy to be following your sister up and down the aisle on that aeroplane to Nairobi. My, that girl does have energy!”

Shelagh stood. “I’d better get back in case she does wake. Timothy, I have the last few biscuits if you’re hungry.”

“I’m always hungry,” he quipped.

The scenery outside her window had not varied since her walk, so Shelagh turned her attention to the sleeping pair before her. Angela’s skin was already pink from her afternoon at the ocean yesterday. Hopefully, she would be more willing to keep her dress on when there were no ocean waves to tempt her. One day in the surf and sand had convinced the little girl she should be a mermaid, and they were still finding contraband seashells in her pockets.

Patrick’s face had some color too, and in his sleep, the stress of the last months eased. The new  lightweight linen clothes suited him, his lean figure cool and elegant in the pale tan material. Of all the tasks she had completed in preparation for the journey, shopping for a warm weather wardrobe for her family had been her favorite. Shelagh sighed lightly, and her eyes traveled back up to her husband’s face.

His eyes were open, bright with a gleam meant for her alone. The slow smirk that crossed his face showed her he knew exactly what she was thinking, and he winked. In an instant, Shelagh’s dimple appeared and she shook her head at him coyly. She glanced about the carriage nervously, then seemed to make a decision. Her eyes on his, she slowly stretched across the space dividing them and skimmed his shin with her foot.

His eyes widened in surprise as he considered a response, but a snuffle from Angela broke the mood. “I’ll remember that later, my love” Patrick whispered.

“Angela,” Tim cried from his bench at the front of the car.

“Timothy,” Shelagh shushed him. She turned to see the members of their group standing to look out the train windows on one side of the carriage. “What on earth?”

“Giraffes! Wake Angela! She’ll want to see them!” Tim called over his shoulder.

Patrick carried his slowly rousing daughter to the wide window across the train. In the distance, marula trees bowed over the bush, their wide crowns of leaves creating pools of shade on the sun-baked land.

“Look, Angela! What do you see?” Like the others, Patrick’s voice was child-like with excitement.

“Raffe!” the little girl shouted. “Raffe!” She began to look about her frantically.

“Here you go, darling,” Shelagh cooed, holding out a small wooden giraffe in her palm.

Angela clutched the figurine in her chubby hand and gave it a noisy kiss. “Raffe, Dada. See?” She pointed her hand at the tower of giraffes lazily nibbling on the bulbous fruit hanging from the branches. Patrick lowered her to stand on the seat next to her brother. “Raffes eating!” Her happy squeal was infectious.

“Yes, Angel girl, the giraffes are eating. And do you know who knows more about giraffes than anyone on this train, sweetheart?” Patrick’s eyes widened in encouragement.

“Timofee!” Angela cheered. None but Timothy would do, now, and the boy pretended a groan.

Fred hunkered down on the next bench and adjusted the window to keep the excited two-year old within the train. “Well, little miss, I gotta tell ya. This sure ain’t Poplar.”

 


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Here are some links to sites that may make this all make a bit more sense:

Photo: The Great Escarpment and the Bushveld

Map: South Africa

East London beach

South African Homelands

 

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Four

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A/N: Four chapters in and no one’s as much as packed a bag. This might take a while.

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The last Sunday of Advent marked a change in Nonnatus House every year, a shift from contemplation to anticipation. For the faithful, the celebration of the birth of Christ served to renew the spirit. For the others, the sense of tradition and custom helped to ease the stress and pain of life and gave the energy to push forward. After a particularly difficult autumn, the community of Nonnatus needed a new beginning more than ever.

To that end, a gathering had been called after Church services to present the planned mission. In quiet words, Patrick, Shelagh and Sister Julienne put forth the details and goals to a surprised room. By the time they were finished, the faraway world of the Eastern Cape of South Africa had replaced any thoughts of tree trimming and holiday baking. 

“I would like to thank you all for your attention,” Sister Julienne’s restrained voice cloaked the room in calm. “The Order has committed to sending two nuns along with Dr. and Mrs. Turner, and Mr. Hereward has agreed to go to serve as a liaison with the local church authorities. Beyond that, everyone is free to decide for themselves.”

“Thank you, Sister,” Patrick joined. He spread his arms out, his hands wide open. “We realize this is unexpected, that we’re asking for something quite extraordinary. But we are certain that if any group can help Hope Mission survive, it is this one.”

Twelve people sat around the long table of the Nonnatus dining room considering the proposition before them. A six-week long mission to the South African bush was hardly what anyone expected when this meeting was called. Indeed, until an hour ago, the only thing on most minds was the enormous Christmas tree in the sitting room.

“Doctor, may I ask a question,” Nurse Phyllis Crane’s voice broke the silence.

“Of course.”

Phyllis looked around the table, then turned her focus back on Patrick. “This all seems very much a rush job. Even if we were to bring in reinforcements for the community which we now serve, how could we possibly be expected to complete preparations in such a short time?”

Shelagh stood. “Nurse Crane, the Mission Society would make our efforts a priority. They are prepared to meet all of our needs, be it one nurse or ten.” 

Phyllis leaned forward, her chin against her fist. “This does require some thought.”

“Yes, of course,” Shelagh responded. She glanced around the table.  “However, and I do see the difficulty here, we will need a decision from you as soon as possible if we are to assemble the team from other sources. There will, of course, be no expectation that any of you participates. We simply felt that the project should be presented to you before anyone else.”

Phyllis nodded, then continued. “Mrs. Turner, I don’t mean to be intrusive, but is it practical to consider bringing children on such a mission?”

Shelagh’s lips pressed together and Patrick’s hand reached for hers in support. She turned squarely to Nurse Crane and answered, “The Mission assures us that the children will be perfectly safe the entire time. Timothy may continue his studies whilst there, and a local woman will be found to assist in Angela’s care.” She met Phyllis’ eyes determinedly. “As to whether or not it’s practical, no, it probably isn’t the most practical decision we’ve ever made. However, Dr. Turner and I feel there’s much for Timothy to gain from this experience… and I couldn’t bear to leave Angela behind, even for only six weeks.”

Phyllis nodded in understanding. “Of course.” She crossed her arms on the table and leaned forward. “Alright then, I suppose I’ll have to start learning Afrikaans now. Or perhaps Xhosa! I’ve heard the clicking sounds are remarkably difficult to reproduce for the European tongue!” She looked around the table, her face eager for the adventure.

“Hear, hear, Nurse Crane,” came Tom Hereward’s voice from the far end of the table. He studiously avoided Barbara Gilbert’s eyes.

“I can go, if the Mother House would like me to,” volunteered Sister Mary Cynthia.

“As can I,” added Sister Winifred.

Sister Julienne nodded in their direction. “Thank you both. I think it best if we sit together and decide amongst ourselves who should join the mission. There is also Sister Monica Joan to consider. We must not make the change too difficult for our sister. She has taken…” she paused to take a deep breath, “She has taken Sister Evangelina’s death very hard and will require extra care.”

“Well, I don’t need to think about it,” Trixie’s voice came forcefully through the room. “I’ve always wanted to travel beyond France. This doesn’t sound like The Grand Tour, but I’d love to see Africa.” she looked at Sister Julienne. “Sister, if you’re quite certain things will be managed without us, I would very much like to go.”

The nun nodded. “Of course, but you might want to consider for a day or so?’

“No,” Trixie smiled bravely. “I’m definitely on board. Who knows? This could be exactly the change I’ve wanted.”

Patsy looked around the table. “I’m afraid I’m out. I can’t speak for Delia, of course, but we’ve already booked our trip to Paris this spring. I’m not sure we could–” She met Delia’s eyes across the table, and a moment of agreement passed between them.

“Of course not,” Shelagh answered. “We’re not looking for sacrifices from any of you. We hope that anyone who joins us will do so happily. Things will be difficult enough without anyone feeling uncomfortable with their decision.”

“Then you can be sure to count on us to hold down the fort here, Shelagh.” Patsy’s confident smile was meant to reassure, and it did.

“Mrs. T, I’m not so sure why I’m here? There’s not much I can do on the medical front, and no one’s ever asked me to serve in the manner of a religious.” Fred sat perched on a stool at the end of the table.

Shelagh and Patrick exchanged glances. “Fred, we were hoping you might consider coming along to provide some of your…special skills,” Patrick told him.  “From what we’ve been told, there’s more than a bit of corruption in the local government, and we’ll need someone who can act as a scrounger.”

“Plus,” Shelagh added, a sly smile lighting her face, “there’s none better to play the Pied Piper when it comes time to dig the new wells. You could be a big help to us, Fred, but I know you may not want to leave Violet. There’ll be no hard feelings if you decide to stay home.”

He nodded. “I’ll have to give it a good think. Plus, the Mrs. won’t be none too happy if I don’t discuss it wif her first.”

“I suppose that leaves just me, then,” Barbara Gilbert’s voice piped up. Eleven pairs of eyes turned to her, and color came to her cheeks. “I’m not certain that my parents would approve of me going. They were unhappy enough when I told them I was coming to London if I’m honest.” She looked about the room smiled her most “grown-up” smile. “Well hopefully that’s worn them down a bit. I’d hate for them to be disappointed when I tell them I’m going to Africa.”

Shelagh squeezed Patrick’s hand, her lips pressed together to hold back her excitement. “Well done. We couldn’t have asked for more support. Thank you all so very much!” Unable to contain her joy, her smile burst forth and filled the room with brightness.

 

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A Mission of Hope, Chapter Three

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“A missionary? Shelagh, I’m as far as you can get from a missionary.” Patrick sat at his desk, a pile of files in front of him. Surgery was about to open, and after a morning of calls to head cold after head cold, he was not prepared to process Shelagh’s news. In her excitement since the morning’s interview, she had forgotten to plan a strategy. She would have to let him work through this on his own.

With a little help, of course.

“Actually, Patrick, that’s not quite true. Even if you leave God out of it, you’re as much a missionary as any religious evangelist. You do God’s work every day, dearest.”

Patrick leaned on the desk, his fingers twitching, pressed to his lips. Shelagh smiled. In the months since Patrick had “given up” cigarettes (not always successfully, she knew), his normal tics had shifted to mimic the old habit. She could see that he craved one now, and felt for him.

“It’s too much, Shelagh. We’re strapped here as it is. It’s simply not possible.”

Shelagh walked around the desk and took his face in her hands. “Anything’s possible, Patrick. If I know anything, I know that.”

They smiled, their own past a testament to that. Shelagh pressed a light kiss to his mouth. “Just think about it, dearest.”


 

Surgery finished, Patrick held out his wife’s coat. “What about Nonnatus? They’re understaffed, too. They couldn’t possibly afford to lose nurses for so long.”

“Mr. Taylor assured me that the Society has enough nurses and doctors here in England that could come and carry the load.” She turned to face him. “And it’s only for six weeks, Patrick. It’s not forever.”

He rolled his eyes. “I had a hard enough time leaving Poplar for a week camping, Shelagh. Imagine six weeks!”

She smiled and led the way out the Maternity Home.


 

“We could all go? There’d be a place for the children?” Patrick rolled up the remaining Christmas wrap. Perhaps his distracted mind explained the two gifts he had wrapped this evening to Shelagh’s dozen.

Shelagh finished tying a bow to the festively wrapped gift before her. “Yes. Mr. Taylor said he could accommodate the children, if we like. Many of their missionaries have families that join them.”

“I couldn’t leave you and the children, Shelagh. Not that I’m considering it, mind you.”

Shelagh chuckled and placed the gift on top of the pile. “There, that’s done. I’m glad I learned to get ahead of schedule after things were so busy last Christmas. Shopping’s completed and everything’s wrapped. All that’s left to do is enjoy the peace of the last week of Advent.”

She stood and stretched her back. “I’m for bed, Patrick. Could you put the gifts in the cupboard for me? Behind the old coats like before.” She kissed the top of his head. “Come to bed soon, dearest.”


 

“Timothy would never want to go.” Patrick closed the bedroom door behind him.

“It’s not for very long, Patrick. I’m sure Timothy would be able to manage to keep up with his studies, and I’ve never known a boy more interested in the outside world.”

“But travelling with Angela would be impossible. She’s never even been on a train.”

“You keep using that word, Patrick. It’s not impossible. It’s hugely challenging, and we’ll need to convince an awful lot of people to support the idea. But this mission is going to happen. The only remaining question is who will go?”


 

“Let’s do it,” he whispered in her ear. “Let’s go to Africa.”

Shelagh rolled over to face him. In the morning light, he always looked boyish, the glint of eagerness for the day and its challenges keen in his eyes. She had missed that of late.

His hands came to rest at her hips and he kissed her. “If you’re completely certain,” he said.

She smiled. “I couldn’t be more certain.”

 

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Author’s Note: Yes, I agree. They’re not likely to bring Timothy and Angela along, both for story reasons and practical filming purposes. And there’s no evidence that either child actor is filming.

But this is alternate universe stuff. I’m just here for the ride.

 

A Mission of Hope, Chapter Two

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The high street teemed with shoppers, mostly women trying to get Christmas shopping done in the few hours left before school let out that day. They moved with the efficiency of a person with too much to do and too little time to do it. Shelagh nodded her head in greeting as she passed friendly faces, grateful no one seemed set on little visits. She had two hours to complete her task and get Angela back to Mrs. Penney before clinic began.

They crossed the street when the scent of baked goods made Shelagh stop. “Oh, Angela!” she cried, “I’ve forgotten the biscuits I meant to bring today.” It was no wonder. Things were already busy at it was. She was mad to even try this.

Angela’s ears perked up at her favorite word. “Bizkit!” She cheered. Shelagh’s brow wrinkled in frustration and she scanned the area. “Oh, alright, we’ll stop and bring some apple fritters with us to Freddy’s house, shall we?” Angela clapped her hands in excitement.

“Got some luvley fritters here, Missus, fresh from me oven,” a voice called. Shelagh turned to see an apron-clad man beside a heavy cart laden with baked goods. He snapped a brown paper bag open. From the look of him, he clearly appreciated the quality of his baked goods. “How many’ll do ya?”

“Half a dozen, please.” Peter Noakes might like one or two as well.

“How ‘bout one fer the li’l princess? This itty bitty one’s not so hot.” The vendor took one from the tray and handed it to Angela. “Sweet fer the sweet, I always say.” He grinned at Shelagh, an appreciative glint in his eye. “One fer her mother, too, eh?”

Shelagh shot a look at the hefty man. “Cheek!” She paid for the pastries and turned the push chair in the direction of the Noakes family’s home.

“Yer husband’s a lucky man, Missus!”

Ordinarily, the baker’s innocent flirting would have cheered her, but for days the letter from South Africa weighed on her mind. Patrick was oddly disinterested, and their discussion that night left Shelagh feeling that there was a larger problem at hand.

“I haven’t heard from Myra in years,” he had said after she finished reading the long letter. “I wonder why she thought to reach out to me? It’s not as if I have the power or connections she needs–or even the skills, for that matter! She’d be better off contacting Jim Pearson, he’s chief of staff at the Liverpool now, or Herbert Crenshaw even. He’s still teaching at St. Thomas’s.” He got up from the sofa and paced the room, his hands threading through his hair. “They’re more likely to be able to send aid.”

Shelagh watched as he opened the case of files he had taken to bringing home each evening. He was nearly finished with a second review, each night searching for connections between patients that had been prescribed Distaval. The late nights were beginning to show on his face.

“Perhaps she thought a general practitioner in the poorest district in London might have some understanding of how to manage in less than ideal surroundings.” Shelagh tried to keep the worry from her voice. While Patrick’s self-confidence had suffered, she was most concerned that he found less fulfillment in his work of late, and less a sense of his own worth.  “Really, Patrick, I should think you’re much more qualified than most. Your ambitions run to helping those most in need of help, not your own advancement.”

He hadn’t turned back to her then, as she had expected. They had a way of accepting compliments from each other, usually with a smile and a wink, but Patrick had ignored her. “I’ll have to answer her of course,” he said, “but I can’t see how we can help. We’ve got enough on our plate here as it is.”

The conversation ended with that, but for the last two days, Shelagh had not been able to forget it. Patrick was right. Things here in Poplar were busy enough as it is, they couldn’t possibly find a way to help, and the thought of Patrick going away for a so long was too much to bear.

Yet the idea kept niggling at the back of her mind. What if, by some miracle, they could do something? What if all the bureaucratic potholes and ordinary realities were all taken care of? There was something in his eyes when he read the letter to her, a gleam of hope she hadn’t seen for weeks.

The effects of the thalidomide scandal weighed heavily upon Patrick’s shoulders, she knew, and he felt the blame sorely. Patrick was more than a doctor. He was a healer and felt a deep connection and responsibility for his patients. It was one of the things she loved the most about him.

It was also the thing that worried her most. Baby Susan Mullucks was always there in his mind, a permanent reminder of his unintentional mistake. While he was able to push through the anguish that caused and continue with his practice, Patrick’s conviction was shaken. Perhaps a trip to Dr. Fitzsimmons’ mission what just what he needed to get it back.

They stopped at the Noakes’ door and Shelagh took a deep breath. “Well, Angela, nothing ever started by staying.” She knocked on the door.

 

The reception room of the Christian Missionary Society was as dark and imposing as any building Shelagh had ever been in. Walnut paneling covered the walls, rich with the patina of years, it had the imposing effect of making her feel quite insignificant. If it weren’t for the tall woman beside her, she wasn’t completely certain she wouldn’t turn tail and head back to Poplar.

“No need to be nervous, Shelagh. Johnny’s quite a grand chap, really.” Chummy assured her.

“Yes, but Chummy, when you said you had a friend here at the Society that could help, I had no idea you meant the Africa Secretary! He must be dreadfully busy. I hate to waste his time.” Shelagh fretted with the handle of her handbag. 

“Oh, Johnny’s never too busy, you’ll see. My brother used to say he’s never known a fellow to be more energetic about more things!”

The large door opened, and a tall, thin man came out. His eyes immediately fell on the two women.
“Chummy! It’s been too long! You told me you’d bring that boy of yours by again. It’s been so long since I’ve seen him he must be ready for Trinity by now!” The stern words were countered by a twinkle in his eye.

“Not quite, though I will say for a three-year-old boy, he’s quite advanced. We have hopes he’ll be Prime Minister one day!”

Mr. Taylor leaned in conspiratorially. “As long as he sends funds to the Mission Society, he’ll get my vote. Least I could do for the nephew of the man that dived into a rugger scrum to save me from the Oxford Huns.”

Shelagh watched the two with guarded eyes. The two obviously had a long history together and spoke a sort of upper-class parlance that set them apart. This man, as much of the ruling class as Lady Browne, seemed to be more comfortable in it, and less concerned with the dignity of station. Perhaps Chummy was right to bring her here.

“Oh,” Chummy cried. “Where on earth are my manners? Mr. John Taylor, may I present Mrs. Patrick Turner.”

With two sets of eyes turned on her, Shelagh felt her confidence falter. What had started out as a simple inquiry was quickly getting out of hand. She reached deep and put on her best Sister Bernadette face.

“How do you do, Mr. Taylor. I’m very grateful you’ve agreed to meet with us. I hope we’re not interrupting your busy schedule.”

“No, no. I’m delighted to make your acquaintance, Mrs. Turner. Indeed, I am thrilled! Chummy’s told me about your request, and I must say, it’s gotten my mind in a whirl!”He gestured towards his office. “Come, let’s sit and have a bit of a chat, shall we? Mrs. Mugworth, if you could call down for a tea tray, please?”

Seeing them settled on the leather sofa, he took a seat in a wing chair.

“Your request couldn’t come at a better time, Mrs. Turner. Things have changed a great deal in South Africa in the last year, and the Christian Mission Society no longer has a presence in the area. This could be precisely the opportunity we’ve been looking for.”

He leaned forward. “I’ve taken the opportunity to look into this Hope Mission, and it does seem to be on the brink of closure. Independent missions are shutting down all over Africa, I’m afraid, and without any assistance from the South African government, I’m afraid your friend’s hospital won’t survive beyond the summer.

“Here’s where we can come in. Thanks to a rather large donation year, we have the funds to keep Hope Mission running. The trouble is, we’re strapped for manpower. There’s no way we can get our people out there in time to make a difference. What we need is an advance team that can go out there and do the dirty work, as it were. A group of about a dozen or so people that can bring in supplies, start an education program, perhaps even do something about the water problem. You have no idea how difficult the water problem can be in these places.”

“I can assure you, Johnny, we’re quite aware of the dilemma caused by poor water and sewage in Poplar,” Chummy interrupted. “Even with the new council flats, we still have people living without running water in some quarters!”

The excitement dimmed from his eyes for a moment. “Yes, you’re quite right, Chummy. Our own government has been moving a bit too slowly to care for British poor. There are problems enough no matter where you go, I suppose.”

“Mr. Taylor, might I ask how likely any of this is to happen?” Shelagh could feel a spark of an idea start to form in her mind.

“Oh, I’d say if we could get a team formed quickly, we could have the team out there before February.”

“February!”

He nodded. “Yes, if this is to work, it needs to happen immediately. Hope Mission is barely hanging on as it is. Much more strain and it will go under completely. And let me say, Mrs. Turner, it’s much simpler to improve something we already have than to start from scratch.”


Author Notes

John Vernon Taylor, Bishop of Winchester, served as the Africa Secretary for the Christian Mission Society in the 1960’s. He was a Cambridge Man, and could very possibly have gone to school with Chummy’s older brother. His obituary is here. I’ve tried to fit my John Taylor into this mold.

Next Chapter

A Mission of Hope, Chapter One

I’ve decided to jump into the world of AU, and write about something that’s not canon. This fic has nothing to do with what’s likely to happen in Series 6 of Call the Midwife, and is more an exercise in combining my love of the characters, history and movies.

I will play with timelines, use some dramatic license with locations, and test the laws of physics. Well, I’ll avoid physics, but I might test your sense of disbelief. My main goal is to explore and understand some well-loved characters. As always, these characters do not belong to me, but I am grateful for all they have taught me.

Forgive me my self -indulgence.

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Chapter One

In the weeks since the thalidomide scandal broke out, a strange melancholy had come over the Kenilworth Row Maternity Home and its staff. While no new babies had been born afflicted by the ravages of the cruel drug, every day brought with it the worry that today, another would appear. Even the start of the holiday season did little to dissipate the grim mood.

The drug had been officially banned in the United Kingdom, and calls came up through the medical profession demanding new standards in pharmaceutical testing. If there was any good that could come from this terrible chapter, it would be stronger regulations to prevent such a tragedy from ever occurring again. But that was little comfort to mothers like Rhoda Mullocks.

Patrick Turner stepped from his car, turning the key to lock the door and headed up the stone steps from street level to the flat’s entrance. To keep the spirit of Christmas up for the children, Shelagh had insisted they decorate for the holiday. Today, she had hung a wreath on the door. He did appreciate all Shelagh was doing to maintain some sense of normal, even if he found it hard to assist. He would have to make a greater effort. He swallowed heavily and entered the flat.

The sounds of carols on the radio greeted him as he hung his coat in the hall, the scent of mince pies filling the air. He suspected the early baking was more to keep his wife’s mind occupied that a desire to stock up on holiday pastry. More than anyone else, Shelagh understood his sense of guilt and even felt a sense of her own culpability. Both knew they had acted in the best interests of their patients, that there had been no malpractice, but the knowledge that is was their misplaced trust in modern medicine made it all the harder to continue caring for the poor of Poplar. He pushed forward and went to meet his family.

Timothy sat in an armchair, his Biology text balanced on his knees as he copied a diagram. He didn’t look completely happy about his position, having been ejected from his preferred spot at the table. The boy had a desk in his room but preferred to sit with his mother and sister as he worked on his studies. Patrick wondered how the boy could get anything done now that Angela refused to stay within the confines of her play yard. She seemed to take great delight from piling her toys on her brother as he worked.

Shelagh looked up from the washing she was folding. “Hello, dear,” she greeted him, raising her cheek for his light kiss.

“Dad, there’s a letter for you postmarked from South Africa!” Tim announced.

“South Africa?” he wondered, his brow furrowing.

Before he could give the letter any more attention, he felt a tug on his trouser leg and looked down to see two-year-old Angela’s  bright eyes and saucy smile. Pushing aside the sting of guilt he felt each time he pushed away his burdens, he crouched down to her level. “Hello, Miss Angela. It’s a pleasure to see you.” He picked up her soft hand, lifted it to his lips and was rewarded with the same shy smile of delight he so often saw play across his wife’s face.

Wrapping his daughter in his arms, he stood. “What’s that about a letter, Tim?’ he asked. His eyes squinted as Angela patted his cheeks.

“It’s got a stamp from South Africa. Who do you know from there?” Tim asked. He handed the letter up, avoiding his sister’s inquisitive fingers.

Patrick turned the letter over in his hands. “Hope Mission,” he read aloud. “M. Fitzsimmons.” He thought for a moment, remembering. “We went to medical school together. She went down there sometime after the war, I think. I wonder what she has to say to me?”

“There was a woman in your medical school class, Dad?” Tim was amazed.

“Women can become doctors, Timothy,” Shelagh admonished from beyond the kitchen hatch.

“They can now, Mum. But Dad went to school so long ago, I didn’t think it was possible.”

“Mind your cheek, Tim, “ Patrick warned, his grin hidden by Angela’s hands. “There were three in my class when we started, I’ll have you know.” He caught his son’s eyes, halting any further response. “And no, it wasn’t so long ago that one of them was named ‘Eve.’”

“Can the letter wait a bit longer, dearest? Dinner’s just ready.” Shelagh carried in a bowl of roasted sprouts.

Patrick placed the letter on the mantle. “I suppose it won’t hurt to wait until later. I’m famished.”

 

Evenings were the easiest time to forget about the troubles within the practice, when self-reproach gave way to love. There was a tacit agreement to put the focus on family for the few hours they had before the children went to bed. The lively chatter of a bright young man and the happy little girl kept the mood light and made preparations for the holiday possible.

Patrick stood in doorway of the bath and watched as Shelagh gave Angela’s hair a final rinse. The little girl sputtered and squealed with laughter.

“She’ll turn into a mermaid one day,” he laughed. He opened the towel and put out his arms, scooping up the slippery child. “I’ll dress her tonight.”

He passed by Tim’s room on the way to the nursery. “Ready for the Biology exam tomorrow, Tim?”

“I think so. I’m fairly certain I know my all the enzymes.”

Patrick shifted the wiggly girl on his hip. “Enzymes aren’t all that hard, Tim. Just remember to break it down.”

Timothy rolled his eyes at the terrible pun. “Can I have the stamp when you’ve finished your letter?”

“Right. I nearly forgot.”

Shelagh joined them in the hallway. “You go read your letter, Patrick. I’ll get Angela to sleep tonight,” she suggested.

With a kiss on Angela’s little nose and a quick one on his wife’s cheek, Patrick left his family to settle in for the night.

 

He sat staring into space, absently tapping the letter against his chin when Shelagh returned.

“Good news, I hope,” she said as she settled on the couch next to him. Her hand slid around his arm, finding his hand. They’d have one last cup of tea and set to wrapping gifts.

He sat up a bit and put the letter on her lap. “Interesting news, anyway. Myra Fitzsimmons was always…she’s an unusual person. She wasn’t the only woman in our class, but she was the most ambitious, maybe more ambitious than any of us. She was older and had years of medical training before she came to school–she lied about her age to be accepted as a nurse in the First World War, then went on to serve in Liverpool Hospital for another ten years or so.” He laughed softly. “I don’t suppose she relished the idea of listening to anyone, much less a man, so she left nursing and joined our class. Some of the old instructors were pretty rough on her, but she held firm. I think she was the only one to never faint in anatomy class!”

Shelagh lifted the letter to exaine it more closely. “It must have been difficult for her. In my experience, most doctors can be …condescending… when treating women as patients. In the classroom, they must’ve been insufferable!”

Patrick turned to her in mock outrage.

“Present company excepted, dearest.” She pressed her cheek against his shoulder. “Were you friends?”

“Not friends, exactly. Myra Fitzsimmons didn’t make friends easily, but she was an excellent lab partner. No nonsense, and the quickest diagnostician I ever knew. She signed up with the RAMC during the World War II and got stationed in Cape Town, and decided to stay.”

“So why did she write you? Is she coming back to England? We could use someone like her here in Poplar.” Shelagh stifled a yawn.

“Actually, no. She runs a mission on the East Cape, and it looks like they’re in trouble.” He turned to face Shelagh. “She wants us to go down there.”


Next Chapter

 

A Perfect Fit

Definitely time for some steam. Probably about three kettles, I’d say.


 

Shelagh Turner woke slowly, the sound of her new husband’s breathing in her ear. She smiled. His arm lay heavy across her waist, pinning her to him. Barely a week married, she was growing used to his warm body close as she slept.

The early light was already streaming through the net curtains. They had forgotten to draw the drapes closed last night. Shelagh blushed, remembering why, and was grateful they had at least remembered the lock on the door.

“Good morning,” Patrick whispered in her ear.

Shelagh turned her head to see his face close to hers. Before she had a chance to respond, he kissed her, his mouth sleepy and tender. She could feel her body start to awaken.

Pushing away, she sat up, struggling to keep the bedclothes against her body.

“What are you doing?” Her husband asked, leaning back against his pillows.

Shelagh twisted to the edge of the bed, looking over its side. “I’m trying to find my dressing gown.” Her voice was flustered.

Patrick grinned, tugging at the sheet she held so tightly. “You don’t need a dressing gown now. Tim won’t be up for at least an hour.”

“Yes, well now I’m up, I’m up. Best start the day.”

“That’s not the best way to start the day,” Patrick reached around and brought her back next to him, peeling layers of her cocoon from her.

Shelagh felt his hand move over her skin. Surely he didn’t expect anything to happen between them now. It was morning, for goodness sake. “Patrick, don’t be ridiculous. We can’t do that.”

His face pressed against her throat, and Patrick smiled. Without looking up, he could tell she was blushing. He loved that he was learning the signals her body gave, signals she herself was still learning.

“Why not,” he murmured, his lips tasting her throat.

Patrick,” she scolded, her voice barely a whisper.

Shelagh,” his voice teased. He had found his way under the final layer of cotton.

Shelagh’s breath caught. “Patrick, it’s morning.” Clearly he must understand what she meant.

“So?”

Apparently he did not.

Embarrassment brought out her bossy side. “Patrick, you’re being ridiculous. You know perfectly well that you’ll have to wait until tonight.”

But Bossy Shelagh was not going to win so easily. Patrick lifted his face to hers and smiled lopsidedly. There was a spark in his eye, and he saw her respond, even as she tried to deny it. He kissed her again, this time not so sleepily, and perhaps not quite so tenderly as before. Shelagh’s body began to yield, but still her mind resisted.

She broke the kiss and said, “If you must,” -Patrick grinned at her shifting the emphasis on acceding to his needs-“you’ll have to close the drapes.”

Patrick’s head came up, his brows came down over his eyes, confused. “Whatever for?”

“Patrick,” again her voice was so quiet he could barely hear her. “The light.”

“What about it?”

“You’ll see.”

Understanding spread over his face. He tucked his finger under her chin, coaxing her to meet his eyes. “Yes,” he answered. “I’ll see my beautiful wife.”

Shelagh turned her face away, her cheeks blooming an even deeper pink. “Patrick…”

“Shelagh, you know I think you’re beautiful. You must. I’ve said it a thousand times.”

“Yes, you’re very kind, dearest.” Still, she would not  look at him.

Patrick lifted his body up on his elbow to better look at his wife. “Shelagh Turner, I am not being kind. Shelagh, look at me.”

Shelagh’s eyelashes fluttered as she tried to control her breathing. Biting her lower lip, she finally turned her face towards his.

“Shelagh, I think you’re so beautiful.” His eyes glittered, as they always did at times of high emotion.

Shelagh smiled, breathing deeply. She slipped her hand out from under the sheets and touched his lined cheek. “You’re very sweet, Patrick. It’s lovely to hear you say such things. But I’m not beautiful.”

He sat back, stunned.

“It’s all the sweeter to hear you say such things because you love me.” Shelagh’s fingers pushed at the fringe falling over his forehead.

“Shelagh, you really must be joking. You have to know how… Shelagh, you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”

Her voice changed. “Patrick, thank you, but that’s not so. I’ve been told my face is a bit pretty, but that’s because I have good skin and people think my eyes are unusual. I’m too small to be beautiful.”

Patrick’s eyebrows climbed up his forehead. “What on earth are you talking about? Too small?”

Shelagh took his hand in hers and placed them palm to palm, the tips of her fingers barely higher than his second knuckle. “Here. Look at my hand. Timothy‘s hand is bigger than mine. Everything about me is too small. Beautiful women are…well, they’re…womanly. Like Marilyn Monroe or-or- Jane Russell. I’m not at all like that type of woman.”

Patrick had learned a few things about women in his time and was beginning to see where the problem lay.

“And you think that a woman needs to be of…more generous proportions… to be beautiful?” His hand squeezed around hers.

“Patrick-” she stopped then, unable to voice her thought.

Patrick threaded his fingers with hers and held their hands up for her to see. “See?” he smiled, bringing the back of her hand to his lips. “They fit perfectly.” He slid his hand down past her waist to rest on her hip. “Shelagh, you may never have noticed how lovely you are, but the rest of the world has. God, Shelagh, your legs!” His hand slipped along the length of her thigh.

“Patrick, you’re not–my legs are too short!” She squirmed as his fingers caressed the smooth skin of the back of her knee.

“Don’t you dare tell me they’re too short, Shelagh, they’re lovely. When you wrap your legs around me it makes me wild.” He paused, nuzzling his face against her hair as he tried to calm his passion. The thought of her soft curves pressed against him inflamed him. One day, soon, he would feel her weight above him and watch her as they loved each other. Shelagh wasn’t quite ready to be quite so bold, but he had faith in his wife. He drew in a ragged breath. He needed to have her, and soon, but there was still one more thing.

He cupped her cheek and bent to kiss her, slowly and intimately. His hand trailed down her neck, gliding across the smooth skin. Shelagh opened herself to him, her tongue meeting his, lost to the sensation of closeness. She slid her arms around his neck, turning closer to his body. She was surprised when he parted his lips from hers, and protested. She moved to kiss him again when she felt his hand, warm and strong, on her breast. Patrick met her eyes and said, “See? They fit perfectly.”

The breath rushed into her lungs quickly, pushing her more firmly against his palm. He grinned as he watched her eyes flutter shut. She was engulfed in sensation, all concerns about the brightening dawn forgotten.

He gently caressed her breast, his thumb slowly stroking across her sensitive peak. “Your breasts, Shelagh. Your breasts are perfection. Those long months, when I thought I would never have your love, I fought myself. I wouldn’t let myself imagine–but at night, when I slept, I couldn’t stop. I dreamt all these things, but my dreams never came close. You are so much more than I ever dreamt, more than I deserve. So please don’t tell me you’re not beautiful, my love. Let me show you how very beautiful you are.”

 

Later, when time was closing in and the world outside their sanctuary would have to be faced, they lay together, trying to catch their breath. And if the sun was now streaming in through the curtains, and bedclothes were spilled over the edge of their bed, Shelagh did not notice. Her husband thought she was beautiful.

 

First Words

 

tumblr_nib2uu829A1sjv7x9o1_1280Another response to a prompt suggestion by Like-an-Officer-and-a-Sergeant over on Tumblr. I think the title speaks for itself.


 

Propped up against the pillows of the family’s gold sofa, Angela Turner was the center of attention. She was quite used to such treatment, for she was, after all, the most beautiful baby ever born (her father often told her so), not to mention brilliantly clever (big brother Timothy’s decree) and undeniably charming and captivating (that’s what Mummy said, anyway). Today, however, there was a new reason for her admirers to kneel at her feet.

Angela Turner, at the advanced age of five-and-a-half months, was learning to speak.

“Say ‘Mama,’ Angela darling,” her mother coaxed. Shelagh’s voice was gentle, and Angela turned towards it naturally. “Mama,” Shelagh repeated.

Angela’s eyes were enormous in her sweet face, and her smile revealed two tiny little white tooth buds in her bottom gum. She must have known its effect, for she brandished that smile at all and sundry. She watched her mother’s face, rapt with attention.

“Honestly, Patrick, she said it this very afternoon. It was as clear as a bell.” Shelagh bit her lip in bewilderment.

“She might have done, Shelagh, but you know as well as I that a child of this age isn’t really speaking. They’re simply practicing sounds. ‘Mama’ is an easy one to say. She could just as well be saying ‘dada.’”

Shelagh glanced up from under her lowered brow. “She did not simply repeat a sound, Patrick. Angela’s been babbling for weeks now, I know the difference. Today she looked at me and said “Mama.” Our daughter has said her first word.”Determined, Shelagh reached for the satin-bound baby book by her side and opened it.  

“What are you doing?’ Patrick demanded.

“I’m filling in her first word, of course.”

“Shelagh, you can’t. Angela hasn’t repeated it once this evening.”

With a sigh, Shelagh capped her pen and put the book down. “Very well, then. We’ll just have to show Daddy, won’t we Angel Girl?” She smiled softly at the child and began to repeat the word.

With a quick squeal, Angela began to laugh. Her lips opened and closed, mimicking the face her mother made, and then, it happened. “Mama!” the genius child cried.

Both parents laughed with her. “Patrick, she said it again!”

“Mama. Mama.Mama.” The word filled the sitting room.

After a few moments, Patrick glanced at Shelagh. “I’m still not convinced she’s saying this as a word, Shelagh. Try and see if she can use the word to identify you.”

“Patrick, she’s said my name a thousand times already. Of course, she knows.”

But Patrick would not give up. “Just a small experiment. To prove me wrong.”

That was a wise tactic. He knew no wife could resist the chance to prove her husband wrong.

“Alright, then.” Shelagh rolled her eyes and then knelt down in front of their daughter. “You’ll have to come kneel here as well, Patrick. No complaining. This is your experiment, not mine. Now Angela, darling where is Mama?”

The baby squealed, and cried, “Mama!” Her chubby arm reached for Shelagh’s face.

Trying unsuccessfully to hide the triumph on her face, Shelagh kissed the little hand  and moved to the table with the baby book.

Patrick, a bit crestfallen, decided that while ‘Dada’ may not have been the first word his daughter ever said, he was certain that it would be the second. And immediately.

“Angela sweetheart, say Dada. Dada.” The baby turned her curious eyes to his face and answered, “Mama.”

Now, if  Poor Patrick were in doctor-mode, he would have pointed out to his wife that the certainty of Mama being an actual word had just come under some doubt. But Patrick was not in doctor-mode, he was in full-fledged father-mode. Rather than listen to the sound of reason, he spent the better part of the next half hour repeating himself.

Shelagh watched from the kitchen as she finished the dinner preparations, and was the only one to greet Timothy when he returned from school.

“What’s that all about?” The boy asked, gesturing to his father and sister.

“Your father is upset Angela said her first word today, and he’s trying to make her say ‘Dada’ now.”

Timothy rolled his eyes. “I’m not sure either of you should be rushing to get her to talk, you know. All Angela has to do is look at either of you and she already has you both wrapped around her finger. Besides, once she starts talking, we’ll probably never get her to stop.”

Shelagh smiled sheepishly. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about, Timmy. Now go and get cleaned up, dinner will be ready in just two ticks.”

A cheer came from the sitting room.

“‘Dada!’ She said ‘Dada!’” Patrick exhaled, delighted.*

Timothy’s eyes rolled up to his eyebrows.”You two. When she learns to walk you’re going to be unbearable.”

 

*From a prompt by Like-an-Officer-and-a-Sergeant